HIS SIDE OF THE STORY
After our discussion over dinner and our agreement to part after the end of the school year, I began to put my life back together. I kept relations with Bambi as close to 'decent' as I could and still remain friends. I still valued Bambi's friendship. Of course, I moved with a perpetual hard on. Masturbation didn't help. . . .I did a lot of it!
It seemed like the more I tried to get her off my mind, the more things seemed to bring her in focus. . . .erotic things! In the evening, when I returned our embrace simply drove me to distraction. I could feel the warmth of her breasts and body against me and her leg between mine against my cock. One night her hot breath passed my ear and I had an instant erection. . . .I'm sure Bambi's leg felt the rising attraction on her leg which was between mine as we embraced. She never let on if she did. . . . A quick trip to the bathroom to masturbate did nothing to alleviate the condition.
Then came the night when she put on new sleep wear and I could see here entire body as she prepared for bed. It seemed to me that I was developing paranoia as I thought, "She surely must be doing this to entice me. No woman could excite a man like that by accident." That night I slept between wet sheets and my shorts carried my fluids through the night as I was too ashamed to repair the matter until Bambi had left the following morning. By evening the sheets had been washed and changed.
In the bathroom, one night, as I shaved Bambi came in to brush her teeth. As we passed as we had hundreds of times before I was sure that she had felt my ass and genitalia on purpose. The motions were too deliberate and too well co-ordinated to have been simple coincidence. "This paranoia is really getting to me," I thought as I dismissed the matter.
By Friday night, before the close of the school year, I was in a holding pattern until my beloved Bambi was out of my life and gone. I simply planned to wait until the immediate matter was resolved before starting a new life. My routine was my life.
When I returned to the apartment of Friday night and found Bambi's party for the two of us I steeled myself and carried myself well. If it were possible, I'd have loved Bambi Lynn even more for the party she had prepared. When we prepared for bed that night, her new 'red shortie nightee' was more than I could stand. I masturbated into a condom, under the covers, a manoeuvre that I had developed to prevent messes from ejaculations while in bed. Then, I rolled over and feigned sleep. Perhaps I slept. . . I really don't remember.