Mr Scott's office was a spacious suite at the top of the building, decorated in blues and wood, wind breathing in from the open window. Monica could hear the sound of cars rushing by outside, the call of gulls. There was a cup of coffee in front of her on the desk, untouched.
Mr Scott cleared his throat. "I assume you know why you're here."
Her mouth formed a thin line. "Conflict of interest?"
The image on the email attachment loomed large in her memory. It didn't take a rocket scientist to work out who 'John Smith' was, or why he'd sent it. Business, not personal, Rupert had said, as if he was Charles'
consigliere
. She'd have been furious, if she wasn't so mortified. Walking across the floor in front of her colleagues that morning, absorbing their shocked and amused gazes, it had been the worst experience of her life. Next to being dumped by Charles, of course, but now when she thought of him she wanted to smash his face in, break that idle grin he always wore as if nothing in the world could bother him.
"Look, I'll be honest. There's someone leaking information to Halpern. Cross has been on the phone, and let's just say... he knows a lot more than he should."
"So of course, you think it's me."
"That's not an old photo, Monica. It was taken at the retreat, quite recently in fact."
She gritted her teeth. "OK, yes, Charles and I used to be together, a long time ago, when I was a student. And yes, something happened at the retreat. But I swear on my life, I'd never leak information to Charles or that scumbag Cross, or do anything to damage this company. I've given ten years of my life to you, I'd never throw it away on a..."
Cheap fuck
. That was all it had been. Charles hadn't even asked her to divulge any company information, but then she'd snuck off before he'd had the chance. Maybe he'd thought there was plenty of time, that he'd make love to her again and order breakfast in bed, and worm something out of her then.
Mr Scott folded his arms. "I'm not saying I don't believe you," he said. "But you understand, I can't let you be involved in this business anymore, this takeover bid. You should've told me this at the start. I'm going to find it very hard to protect you now. Once the shareholders get wind of this... I'll come under pressure to let you go. I'll do my best of course, but you've kind of tied my hands."
She stared at him miserably. "I understand."
"So. Just get back to your work. Those figures you turned in for the quarterly budget, there's a few little things that don't quite add up, I've highlighted them on the spreadsheet. You can get started with that."
She pulled her jacket around her as if it was a suit of armour that would deflect the stares of her colleagues. "I'll get to it."
The office was noisy with the sound of photocopiers and printers and the whispers underneath. Her skin prickled as she imagined all eyes turning to the traitor. That was what they were thinking, she was sure of it. She knew she had nothing to hide, but nevertheless slunk over to her desk and pulled the yukka plant to the side to shelter her from the gossip. It had grown tall since she'd been given it on her promotion, and she'd been tending its leaves with milk, making them shine. Charles had taught her that tip, a long time ago.
As her computer booted up, she lifted her phone to check her voicemail. Three new messages, all from yesterday, before the fateful email had been circulated and ruined her life. Her hands clenched into fists for a second, then she forced herself to relax.
The first was a quick message from Lydia Goldman, thanking her for the cookies. The second was a call from the gym, asking her if she wanted to renew her membership. And the third... she almost hung up at the sound of his voice.
"Monica! I was hoping to see you. I guess you didn't get my message on your home number? Anyway I'm free tomorrow lunchtime, if you fancy meeting up." Charles cleared his throat. "I'd like to see you."
Furious, she slammed the phone back into its socket. Of course Charles would like to see her. What better opportunity to show her he'd put her in her place? Humiliated in front of her entire company, another obstacle in the way of the takeover removed with one simple email. How easy it had all been for Charles! And what a fool she'd been. Then she became aware of someone hovering beside her.
"What," she growled. "I'm busy."
It was Nick, holding a brochure. "Look," he said, his ears turning pink. "I just wanted to say... well, you know everyone's seen it. I know what it's like to have your heart broken."
She stared into his green eyes, aghast. "So what are you saying? That makes it ok to go around blabbing company secrets to any man who worms his way into your pants? And you think that's what I've done."
He shook his head. "God, no. That didn't come out the way I meant it. Like I mean... sometimes you do stupid things when you're in love. It doesn't mean you lose all common sense. I know it isn't you who's been talking. I was just trying to... be supportive."
"I'm not
in love
." Monica was slightly mollified. "But thanks."
He smiled. "Fran and I are going for sushi for lunch, if you want to join us."
She remembered Charles' invitation and bit her lip. Should she go? The damage had already been done. See what he had to say for himself after everything, why the hell not. "I have plans, but thanks." Sitting back in her desk, she studied Nick's handsome face, his black hair still untouched by grey, his skin fresh and unlined with years of work-induced stresses, late nights and coffee. "Who broke your heart?" His face fired red, and she regretted her question. "Sorry, it's none of my business."
He cleared his throat. "Well. It's an ongoing process. But I'll be ok."
"Well, when you get a bit older you'll look back and kick yourself, trust me. Don't waste your time. It's a cliché, but it's too precious to throw away on assholes."
He flashed her a pained smile and went back to his desk, and she frowned at her reflection in the computer screen. Lunch with Charles. She should tell Mr Scott, just to be on the safe side. Full disclosure, wasn't that what people were always talking about? And maybe she could use the meeting –
lunch
– to her advantage.
Charles was easy to reach. She dialled his direct line and he answered on the second ring.
"Halpern?"
Why did he always sound so damn pleasant and friendly? "It's me. Monica. Just returning your call. You wanted to meet?"
There was a silence. "To be honest," he said eventually, "I didn't think you'd want to."
Oh really. Because of a certain email?
She gripped the receiver in her hand as if she was choking the life out of it. "Well, I've got nothing else on."
Thanks to you.
"Smashing!" There was a surge of enthusiasm in his voice. "Let's say Café Boulevard at one? I'll have my chap book us a table by the garden."
Arrangements made, she hung up, chuckling to herself. Who the hell nowadays said
smashing
, or talked about their secretary as their
chap
? Only Charles, the idiot. She touched her finger against her smile and then cleared her throat and forced a frown. The
asshole
.
Lunch with Charles. Once upon a time she'd have danced around the table, her silly heart pounding blissfully. But now... Clearing her mind of all thoughts, she opened the spreadsheet Mr Scott had sent back and got to work.
= = = = =
Café Boulevard was an exclusive restaurant on the ground floor of the five star Garrison Hotel, overlooking a key garden that belonged to the three-storey Georgian homes behind. She sat at the table, fingering the crisp white tablecloth and watching a little girl playing in the garden on a tricycle as the sun cast shadows over the grass from the thick-trunked trees all around. A cool breeze from the air conditioner wafted down the back of her neck but she was still hot from her walk. She fanned herself with the menu and checked her Blackberry.
Charles was late. She smiled to herself. Some things never changed.
Yawning, she checked her reflection in her compact. Just a hint of gloss on her lips, a touch of blush, her lashes thickened with black mascara. It was enough. At thirty three, she was finding the old adage
less is more
to be very true indeed. She slipped her stilettos off under the table and started leafing through a copy of the Tatler to pass the time.
Advertisements for cosmetic surgery clinics, photos of smiling students in black mortar boards, wedding photos of all London's best and brightest just wanting to be
seen
. Well, Café Boulevard was a good place to be seen too, not that Monica cared about such upper class nonsense. Of course Charles would, he always had. He probably shopped at Waitrose to be
seen
there too. Or wait... his
chap
did. Charles had never known how much mundane things like
groceries
cost, only that they were there for his consumption and pleasure.
Then her eye caught something that made her do a double take.
It was a photograph taken at a racing track beside the winning thoroughbred. A slim, beautiful woman with blonde ringlets spilling over her bare shoulders, tanned in a cream dress and standing beside a tall man in a black suit. The caption underneath read
Alice Chapple-Leigh and Dale Swindon
, with the 'low down' underneath in a short paragraph.
Alice Chapple-Leigh, daughter of racing track owner and breeder Frederick Leigh, finds happiness at last with Dale Swindon, one of Farlborogh Children's Hospital's top surgeons. Ms Chapple-Leigh, formerly the fiancée of business mogul Charles Halpern, is seen with her father's latest winner...
Her eyes jumped back to the previous words and she felt her face start to redden with shock.
Charles had been