Whilst house sitting by the sea in Cornwall. I often saw young couples and lonely middle-aged women park their cars and go for walks amongst the dunes. In the evenings when the sea was still and the gulls roosted for the night, a certain stillness prevails over these dunes; to be broken only by the sounds of courting couples or barking dogs. It was this breaking of tranquillity that gave me the inspiration for this story.
Fed up with sitting along in my chalet, I decided to take another mind-clearing yet mind-numbing walk along the beach.
The sun was still quite strong and yet again I was alone and bored. My walks, as interesting as they are, are terribly lonely. Whenever I spotted a person walking along, I wish I was able to join them, to know them. I was lost in my own thoughts and drifting along when something in the corner of my eye caught my attention and I turned to a small opening in the dunes.
I heard a shrill female voice scream from the dunes, and in the few moments it took me to gather myself, the source of the screaming appeared angrily within that opening of the dunes, stomping towards me, terribly enraged, attempting to half-walk-half-run whilst fumbling to get her blouse buttoned up.
I was almost afraid to look in her direction with the anger that poured from her, but she didn't notice me at all, instead she just kept racing and stumbling towards me and the chalets far off into the distance. She was not embarrassed in the least; pure anger was etched on her face. In her hands she carried her shoes, and a skimpy bra, her skirt was all skew-whiff and bore traces of sand; as she approached I couldn't make out a word she was saying besides the odd "fuck" or "asshole".
Barging into me as she passed, she muttered 'And you can fuck-off too;' bloody charming I thought as this messed-up girl just carried on heading towards wherever she was going, I looked back in bewilderment, wondering what had pissed her off so badly.
Half a minute later my attention is yet again drawn to those same dunes, this time by the sound of a distraught boy's voice shouting out "And fuck you too!" but barely loud enough for her to hear it over the noise of the sea's crashing waves.
The owner of the voice soon appeared, a drop dead gorgeous boy with black curly hair, stumbling out as fast as he could, fiddling with his jeans, trying to fasten the top button.
With no shirt on the first thing I noticed was his beautiful olive upper body. Beautifully defined, not over the top but just right. I became totally hypnotised by his body, his looks, and the way every muscle fought as he struggled through the shifting sand towards me.
Over and over the boy called out the girl's name, but all in vain. She didn't look back once. I was jolted out of my fantasy when suddenly the boy yelled out "AH FUCK!!!!" and fell quickly to the ground.
It was then I realised he had a terrible pained look on his face and after falling to the ground he was pale and mortified. My shy nature evaded me at that moment as I found myself instinctively running towards him.
He hadn't notice my existence at all until I was almost by his side.
"Are you okay? What's wrong?" I asked half stuttering and suddenly feeling very nervous talking to this complete stranger, who, whilst in agony was causing my nipples to harden and pussy to well-up. I couldn't believe myself for even approaching him in the first place. He then looked up and stared back at me, and I was stunned; for he had the most intense hazel brown eyes, marred only by the tears forming within them.
"Oh Fuck!" I was yet again slipping into my own little dream world because those beautiful eyes were cutting right into me. It seemed like forever but it was split seconds before I jolted myself out of my dream and the concern wrote itself all over my face.
He looked directly at me for a few seconds, an almost blank stare. Then he muttered looking down towards his foot, barely audible saying something about stepping on a sharp piece of broken glass.
I looked at his right foot and then at a broken beer bottle nearby, and shivered. The cut in his foot was small but deep and it was bleeding profusely. I felt myself go pale at the site of all the blood but managed to control myself. Using knowledge I gained from the Guide's, I carefully bound his foot up with his hanky and some tissues to stem the flow of blood.
"Shit" I muttered as I reached for and collected the broken bottle, with the intention of dropping it in the nearest litterbin.
He started saying "First my girlfriend, now I fuck up my foot as well" suddenly he broke down in tears.
"Hey, calm down...things can't be that bad?"
"Fuck off! My life is OVER!!" he yelled at this point and I was starting to feel unsure about helping him but I pushed on.
"Steady on, Why be so angry" trying to pacify and reassure him.
"WHY? You want to know why? Because I'm fucking gay! My secret is finally out, I'm GAY! Now the whole fucking world will probably hate me!" He broke down crying again... and yet again my womanly instinct overtook and I wrapped my arms around him.
I waited a few moments for him to pull himself together, before I spoke again: "Hey, just relax your life's not over, don't worry, talk to me; I'm a complete stranger and you'll probably never see me again. What happened back there, how did she find out and why would it destroy you?"
He looked at me, cuddled in my arms and began to open up to me... "Emma. I've known for years, she's my little sister's best friend. They're both 18, and she's always had a thing for me. She keeps coming on to me and I keep pushing her away, I didn't want anyone to find out about me. So I gave in to her a couple of months ago, but we've never had proper sex. She's my girlfriend and my sister's best friend so mom decided to bring her with us on holiday...She hasn't stopped pushing for sex, and I don't know how to run away from it anymore."
"She kept saying we needed to do it to be closer together. She wants me and she knows I'm a virgin. Today she pulled me here behind the dunes and started coming on to me... I hadn't planned anything and I didn't know how to stop her this time. She was undressed herself and then me; I tried to stop her, and she just kept persisting... I just wasn't getting horny. I was too scared.
I tried to tell her that I can't but she just didn't listen, she started doing stuff to try and make me hard and I couldn't handle it anymore. I pushed her back and just came out with it; 'I just didn't love her'... I don't know why! Next thing I know she started hitting, kicking and screaming at me, accusing me of being a poof and gay because I hung out with her gay brother... Then she grabbed her things and ran off yelling that I'm gay and how she was going to tell the whole family. I'm so fucking scared. I didn't know what to do; I couldn't even run after her! I don't know what to do now... SHIT! MY FUCKING FOOT HURTS!!!"
It's almost as if he had forgotten about his foot when he drifted into his emotional pain, but suddenly the physical pain was back with a vengeance. I needed to do something, so I got up and held out my hand: "Come on, get up -- I'm Hannah by the way and I'm going to take you back to my chalet, it's just on the other side of the dunes and we'll see what we can do to stop the bleeding."
He took my hand, then placing his arm around my neck for support he limped towards my chalet. He muttered to me between his painful limps: "Thanks, my name by the way is Mike, thanks for helping out."
I reassured him that everything would be fine. As we made our way to the chalet I asked him where he was staying, and he told me in one of the chalet further along the beach which explained why Emma was storming off in that direction.
He made it quiet clear that he was not going back. Emma would have told his whole family by now and they would hate him. He was afraid of going back, not knowing how to face his family.
I continued the small talk as we headed for the chalet, gathering little facts about him. He was just gone 18, studying business management at college. He wasn't sure what he wanted to do with his life and thought that would be a good course to do while he figured out his life career-wise.
I returned the favour with information, telling him a bit about myself, that I was 34; I lived in London, and worked part-time for an advertising agency.
As we stumbled up the stairs to my chalet I started fumbling for my keys almost causing Mike to lose balance, with the door open I helped Mike down onto the couch in the living room, leaving his foot to dangle so that the blood could drip onto the tiles.
I grabbed the first aid kit, a bowl of warm water plus some cotton-wool and rushed back, Mike continued talking as I cleaned up his wound. I felt quiet queasy watching this and diverted my attention to Mike's beautiful eyes and body again. It was then I realised Mike may have left some clothing back in the dunes. I asked him and he confirmed my suspicions.
With his foot cleaned up and properly bandaged, I gave him a couple of strong painkillers to dull the pain. I was now quiet nervous. I looked for a way out of this situation, I needed to get out and since I had a ready made excuse I headed back to the dunes. Hurrying I left the chalet as fast as I could and then slowed down to a gentle pace when I was out of sight.