They didn't make love that morning. He left earlier than normal even though he was only working half a day. As she applied her makeup, she heard his car pull out of the drive. She stared into the mirror looking at her reflection wondering if she still attracted him. Time had been good to her. But still, something seemed different. His goodbye kiss was just a peck on the neck. His hands avoided her bare breasts still damp from the shower. "Perhaps he is having an affair", she thought. Or maybe he has settled into a bland domestic existence.
Lately he wasn't the passionate poet she married. Oh the sex was still good, but it was coldness to him that morning. A blank emotionless emptiness was all she could see in his brown eyes. "But he is a moody Cancer, and perhaps tonight will be different," she thought Jenny finished dressing. Her heels clicked as she walked down the hall to the door. A lovely late spring morning with a slight cool breeze greeted her. She opened the car door and sat down. She noticed the rose and hand written note in the passenger's seat. A smile came quickly as she read his poem.
there are many beautiful places
pristine beaches where emerald waves
break unevenly with the soothing splash
of snowy foam licking tropical sand
majestic mountains capped with ice
peppered with a million evergreens
rise to the very gates of heaven
brush against the feet of God
still, I find myself in awe each time
you lead me to the sweet serenity
I've come to know as your world
what did I do to win your heart?
my words fall short, sputtering about
like pennies falling on the floor
tongue-tied, I search for a way
to paint your beauty with verse
one day, perhaps the words will come
I Love You
Tears rolled slowly out of the corner of her deep blue eyes as she pressed the Fire and Ice rose to her nose.
She found herself thinking of him all morning. At times, she would pull out the poem and read it again. Though he wrote her many poems, she never tired of them. She had just slipped behind the door of her office to eat lunch when Carol knocked on the door.
"It's open," she said.
Carol entered carrying a dozen blue roses. She was smiling ear to ear.
"I think someone likes you, Jenny, " she said, "And there is a note. Can I read it?"
"Oh my Lord, they are beautiful, and NO, you can't read the note," Jenny said, "Thanks for bringing them."
"Ok. I can take a hint. All I can say is you must be doing something right. Later, Jen."
She set the vase down on her desk, and opened the envelope.
blue for your eyes
I remember
warmth of Spring sun
as I ambled along
watching the Tennessee River
flow slowly by
as lazy cumulus
hung low in the sky
like sheep angels
I saw you there
in the shade of
blooming cherry
writing notes
in your journal
I walked closer
a smile bid me welcome
my stumbling over small talk
has faded in my mind
all I remember of that day
was the beauty of your eyes
At that very moment
I fell in love with you
knowing so little
yet, no reservation
ever crossed my heart
I was yours