This story is a new venture for me, far less graphic and explicit, and much more about emotion and an off-beat romance. There is still a bit of fetish in there because that's my thing, but I wanted to try and get across an empowering sexuality borne out of an unconventional equality.
Hope it works, let me know your thoughts?
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A Passion for Triathlon
Julia dug deep, she could feel the fatigue in every fibre of her being, her muscles screamed at her to stop. The cold water stung at her face and her extremities had long since lost their feeling while here and there the freezing cold lake made its way past the restrictive seals at her neck, wrists and ankles and seeped between the wetsuit and her naked skin. By any standard this was torture, she was exhausted, cold and still a very long way from shore.
But this is what she lived for, for some reason the screams of agony from her lactating muscles spurred her on and made her feel more alive than ever and as she looked at the water being kicked up by the swimmer in front of her she felt that familiar surge of adrenaline and she renewed her efforts to catch them, asking more than ever from her tired body...
Moments after crossing the finishing line Julia felt the elation that drove her to compete this way, her whole body buzzed and tingled and her once tired muscles felt as if they could run forever. A sense of supreme wellbeing, utter elation and if she was honest, power, coursed through her body. It was as if all of her senses were heightened: her eyesight was sharp and focused, her sense of smell taking in every tiny fragrance as if eager to savour every last drop of the experience. And then, there was that other thing.
With the heightening of all other senses and the adrenaline flooding her system, Julia figured it was hardly surprising that her sex drive was on full either. But it wasn't just that, she felt more sensual, more alive to the pheromones and hormones of everyone around her, more aware of the attractiveness of everyone she met... She felt her sexuality radiate from her inner core and was sure that others must be able to see it too, she had never felt more alive but knew from experience that soon the feelings would subside and be replaced by a slight yet nagging sense of disappointment.
Julia was used to the elation but also used to not having anyone to share it with. Her training regime and dedication to her sport gave little time for a partner, most of the time it didn't matter and the adrenaline rush at the end of each event was enough to sustain her, but every now and then she wished she had someone who would experience these highs with her and see her for the strong, fierce athlete that she was. She also secretly conceded that it would be nice to have someone to burn the adrenaline off with for she felt sure that sex when she was at this heightened state would be awesome!
And then it happened. She almost missed it and walked right by but for some reason she caught sight of him out of the corner of her eye and as she walked by him she took another look. He wasn't her 'type' and normally would have given him a second glance but for some reason the way he looked at her caused her to catch her breath slightly as if surprised at what she saw. He wasn't much to look at: sure he was tall at around 6'4" but he was older than her (late thirties, maybe early forties she guessed) and he wasn't exactly in shape (he had the look of someone who was once very strong and well-muscled but had allowed himself to get soft since then), but it was the look in his eye that really made Julia take notice.
He seemed to look right into her very soul, to notice all the things she was feeling about herself and for a brief moment it was as if the whole crowd including the dozens of people walking or standing between them, had just disappeared and that only they existed. He had the very faintest of smiles; slightly lopsided and accompanied by one slightly raises eyebrow, as if amused and at the same time intrigued. It wasn't a sneer or even the start of laughter, it was if he was happy to see her and just her, as if he had found what he had been looking for.
The whole thing lasted little more than a second and yet for Julia it was profound. She had the strongest feeling that someone had finally seen her, really seen her that is, in a way that no one else ever had. It was if in that one glance he had recognized all that she was, all that she had strived to be, had understood her uniqueness and all the qualities that she was so proud of yet no one ever seemed to appreciate. As she stood at the registration desk still dripping on the floor from her swim and feeling her skin cool inside the wetsuit she could think of little else but that stolen glance from the stranger in the crowd.
She got her time from the clerk and collected her medal at the end of the desk. Absent mindedly she hung it around her neck and walked away still mildly disappointed by the familiar feeling of anti-climax as she once again realised she had no one to share her triumph with. She collected her bottle of water from the station and found a place to sit on the sea wall to watch the other competitors finish and trudge out of the water. She clapped and shouted encouragement to those who looked like they needed it or didn't seem to have anyone else to be there for them and cheered on the occasional competitor that she recognised or knew by name.
Slowly she became aware of a presence, of not being alone and reluctantly took her eyes off the swimmers to look around her. Then she realised that the mysterious stranger from earlier was sitting no further than six feet away from her to her left, gazing out to see while sipping from a can of diet coke. Julia felt her breath catch in her chest, her heart seemed to leap as if trying to exit via her throat and suddenly she could hear her own heartbeat pounding in her ears. She looked away quickly, fearful that he might catch her staring at him but couldn't resist a second look for very long...
"I can't begin to imagine the amount of work it must have taken to be able to swim like that, I really do admire your dedication" he said, still staring out to sea. She wasn't sure he was talking to her, she certainly didn't want to make a fool of herself by replying if he was speaking to someone else. But slowly he turned to her and once more gave her that look. The look that once again made her blush and feel excited, nervous, and aroused all at the same time. As if by magic the rest of the world seemed to melt away, she could no longer hear the shouts and cries of the crowd and the rest of the world seemed to slip out of focus...
At some point he moved closer to her, but by now she was lost in conversation. They instantly hit it off: she found herself opening up this stranger and loved how he seemed to peer into her very soul as he listened to her speak. He didn't rush her, was open and unguarded about himself but genuinely seemed far more interested in hearing about her than speaking about himself. She found out his name was Tom, that he was seven years her senior, divorced nearly a decade ago, ran his own small business locally but had to travel quite a bit on business and that he was single!
She found herself telling him all about her childhood, her love of sport, how she had been in several long term relationships but somehow never felt understood, always feeling like a square peg in a round hole. She told him of her drive to succeed, both in business and sport but that what she wanted most was to be in relationship where she was treated as an equal. Even as she told him her deepest thoughts she couldn't believe how easy it was to talk to him and realised she really liked him, and maybe something more?
The minutes turned into hours but Julia didn't notice, she just got more and more lost in her conversation with Tom.. Slowly she realised that new feelings were stirring inside of her: there was something about his easy going confidence, the way he really seemed to hear what she had to say, the way he stole furtive glances at her body when he thought she wasn't looking, that imbued her with a self-confidence born out of a realisation of her own self-worth. She began to flirt with him, to test his reaction and her new found power over this charming stranger.