After the phone call and the night in the stadium I made a concerted effort to avoid Ella. She had already taken up enough of my thoughts, I didn't want to let her take over completely. And besides, she was still clearly with Nick – I saw them making out in the hallways and the cafeteria all the time. More so lately, it seemed. So I avoided her in the hall, resisted picking up the phone at night (who knows if it was her anyway) and made sure not to linger outside of school on the days I knew she might be hanging around. At first I thought it was working, but then I began to wonder if she had been interested at all. There were no new notes, she made no effort to get my attention. Maybe it was all over. Maybe I wasn't going to be trapped under her control. It was a calming thought for the most part, and yet, in the back of my mind, the image of her perfect, half-naked body thrusting in the dim light under the bleachers remained. A reminder of what I would never have.
A few more weeks passed with nothing, and I really started believing that she had used me to fulfill some dirty fantasy of her own – that I didn't actually mean anything to her - until one day I walked into my AP chemistry class and there she was, sitting at one of the double desks, as if she had always been there.
"We have a new student, Ella, joining the class everyone," the teacher said, "she has decided to try to take the AP test this year and will be sitting in on classes for the rest of the semester." Shit. Just my luck.
"Ella will need a desk partner...James, you have an open seat at your table, don't you? She'll sit with you."
Of course. I sidled over to my desk and sat down. The desks were actually tables with drawers built in underneath. Each table sat two students and they were arranged in rows facing the front of the classroom. My desk was the in the last row, farthest from the teacher. Ella sat down next to me on my right. I turned to say hello but she just stared forward as if she didn't even know me. A few people from the class looked over and grinned at me. Ella rolled her eyes.
That class went on like that for a few days. Ella sat at my desk and completely ignored me. I tried a few times to engage her in conversation but no luck. It wasn't until the next week that it happened. We were sitting at our table as usual, listening to the teacher drone on about some unimportant element, when she reached over with her pencil and wrote on my notebook
I can't talk to you. Not here.
I looked at her. She was still staring straight forward, watching the teacher, then she wrote,
But I want more.
Something stirred within me. My stomach twisted. Blood moved south.
We'll have to be careful this time. And quiet.
I cocked my head. What did she mean by that? Where did she plan on taking me this time? And then she reached over, took my hand in hers and moved it, ever so slowly onto her lap. She was wearing leggings and a long tshirt. I looked up at her but she was still watching the teacher, her face expressionless. She spread her legs slightly and pulled my hand farther in, positioning it between her legs. I could feel the warmth radiating from her crotch and my fingertips sensed the moisture already soaking through the leggings. Holding my hand in place with her left hand, she reached over with her right and wrote,
if you want me, prove it.
I couldn't move. I stared up at the board, willing myself to stay in control. Ella's hand was still over mine, holding it in place and after a few seconds she started pressing in, moving my fingers up and down over what must have been her clit. Time slowed down. We both sat facing forwards, watching the teacher write on the chalk board, and I let her move my hand, stiffly at first, and then as I gave in more gently, more fluidly.
The chance of getting caught was obviously turning Ella on. Her neck and upper chest were turning red and her breath, so steady at first was begging to quicken. I was nervous. Someone would surely see us – see my arm angled towards her lap, see her free hand now clenching her pencil tight. My heart beat fast and hard. I was getting harder down there too. I could feel my cock squeezed between the inside of my pants and my leg. It was warm and the pressure felt good, but I was still nervous. I looked around at the other kids in the class. No one seemed to notice what we were doing. Ella moved my hand in bigger circles now and I tried to resist, to push out from her, but somehow I didn't have the strength.
Ella leaned forward and, putting an elbow on the desk, rested her chin in her hand. Her eyes were still wide open and she had a small smile on her face. I was no where near as calm. My eyes darted left and right and I winced at the idea of being discovered. My discomfort was overwhelming. Looking over at Ella though, it seemed like knowing how uncomfortable was turning her on even more. Minutes passed. The teacher droned on. I told myself to think of something else. To pull my hand away. To do anything to escape the reality of fingering his girl who I had secretly lusted over in the back of my chemistry class, but nothing worked. As she moved my hand around and around and her leggings got wetter and wetter I felt myself grow even harder.
Ella pressed my hand tighter against her pussy and I realized I didn't care that I was in the middle of chemistry class. I forgot about the students in front me and the teacher at the blackboard. I curled my fingers into her and pressed up against her clit. Ella's back straightened and she let go of my hand for a minute, but I did not retreat. I knew what she wanted and I moved my fingers accordingly, feeling the ball of her clit roll around under my touch.
Ella's hand moved to my knee. I was still sitting up, looking forward, trying not to attract attention. As my fingers continued their slow, circular orbit around her clit, Ella's hand tightened on my knee. She was getting close, I could tell. I made the circles smaller and applied more pressure. She was breathing hard now and moving her hand, every so slowly up my leg. When she ran her fingers over my now rock hard cock I shuddered. I couldn't help it. But I didn't stop touching her and soon, her hand cupped around the clear outline of my cock, she exhaled deeply, her eyes shut tight. It was all I could do not to cum myself and lucky I didn't, because not seconds later the teacher called on me to answer a question. I stumbled through an answer, trying to remain composed as Ella raised her head back up, expression blank, and wrote on my paper,
Nice job. See you on the Glade Trip?
6.
Every fall Northern High Seniors go on an overnight camping trip called the Glade Trip. It's supposed to teach us independence and confidence and all that, but for most of the kids in my grade it was a chance to spend a night away from the eyes of their parents and teachers. The school would be dropping us off in a secluded part of forest about 3 miles from camp, helping us set up our campsite, and then leaving us under the supervision of a few volunteer chaperones for the night. I had been looking forward to it because I love the woods (camping is something that runs in the family, remember?) but now that Ella clearly had a plan for the trip, I was less sure.
I wanted her badly. I wanted to take her into my tent and do things to her that I had only dreamed about doing. It's not that I had never been with another girl before, but I'd never had sex and Ella had already done things with me that were way beyond my comfort zone. I wanted to taste the juices I had smelled a hint of during chemistry class. I wanted to cum on her like Nick had done. I wanted to make her get down on her knees and suck my cock and I wanted to make her cum again. It was clear that seeing me hard turned her on, and the knowledge of the effects I could have on her made me me crave her even more. Then again, she was still technically with Nick and the knowledge that he would be there made me feel queazy. Clearly they would spend the trip together, right?
The ride out was uneventful. I sat towards the front of the bus with a few friends and Ella sat near the back with her usual crew of girls. Mercifully, the lacrosse team had a game that weekend and wasn't coming on the trip. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad after all.
I had borrowed a tent from my dad's business and when we arrived, I got to work setting it up towards the outside of the clearing we would be camping in. The chaperones had organized a bunch of activities for people to do (fire building, a nature walk, a search for edible plants), but I hung back. I had done all those activities before and besides, I wanted to see what Ella would do – to try to figure out what her plan was.
It took a few minutes to find her in the group – she had elected to do the fire building group and was standing a few feet away from the fire pit, shoulder to shoulder to one of her girlfriends. Ella looked as hot as ever in tight navy blue pants and a red and black plaid flannel shirt. As I was watching, I saw her look over in my direction and then nod to her friend, who also looked over. Her friend looked at me in a strange way – she looked curious but nervous. Could Ella be telling her what we had done? Was she going to tell Nick? My face must have betrayed my nerves because at that moment Ella caught my eye and smirked again. Then she turned her back to me, stepped closer to her friend, and whispered something in her ear.
That night we had a campfire and again I saw Ella sitting next to her friend, looking in my direction. This time when she caught my eye though, she smiled and nodded her head towards the woods behind my tent. I was still registering the movement several seconds later when she nodded again and flashed her hands up at me twice, opening and closing her fingers. And she mouthed the words "
20 minutes."