Chapter 1
Dr. James T. Calhoun was a physicist. He was probably the brightest of the Scientists that worked at Los Alamos. His insight and under- standing of nuclear fission was a key to the mission of the group of scientists from all over the country. He was a likable man, but not always easy to get along with, because he wouldn't abide those lacking his giant abilities, this included most of his coworkers, but not everybody. There was one person, who understood him completely and her name was Dottie O'Rourke.
Dottie was the daughter of an old cowboy whose ranch was near the big government install- ation at Los Alamos. Dottie had grown up having it hard. Ranch life is tough on women and hell on horses, as the saying goes. Anyway, when Dottie turned sixteen, and her Pa told her that she had to marry one of the ignorant cowboys the he employed, Dottie rebelled. She packed her meager belongings and went to town. Dottie was a big girl, not fat, big. She stood five feet ten inches barefoot, and weighed a hundred and forty pounds. She weighed as much as most of the men and was taller than most of the male specimens that she saw in the little town that was growing up around the base. Dottie worked hard. She was a waitress, from eleven AM until seven PM, in the restaurant, then in the bar from nine until closing time at two AM, slinging hash and drinks fourteen hours a day every day except Sunday.
Dottie would have nothing to do with any of the soldiers or the civilians who frequented the places she worked. That is, until the night that Jim Calhoun walked in.
He took one look at the big girl and decided that she was the one for him. Jim really courted Dottie. He sent cards and little gifts to her, gave her flowers that he had picked himself and the occasional box of candy. One morning, just after she got to the restaurant, he came in. Dottie brought him coffee and a menu, the stood at his table while he contem-plated breakfast. Jim sat there looking at Dottie for a while, then said, "Dottie, are you gonna marry me or not?" Dottie was stunned, unable to speak for several moments, then she asked him, "Jimmy Calhoun, do you have five hundred dollars?" Jim replied, "Yeah Dottie, that and a lot more and if you say yes, it'll all be yours." "Okay Jimmy, I'll marry you, but not for at least six months I want to get to know you a little better first. So you take that five hundred dollars and get us a house. I'm tired of living out of a suitcase.
That Sunday, after church, the two most un- likely people moved their belongings into a little house near the base. It was two weeks before they went to bed with each other, and while their lovemaking was pretty immature for two adults, as neither had much experience, their passion was something else. It was strong and lasting.
In less than a month they were madly in love with each other and had learned to tune the other out when that person talked about some- thing that the other knew absolutely nothing about.
It was only three months later that Dottie told Jimmy one night, after they had made wonderful love in the big four poster, that she was going to have a baby and would he mind if they got married now. Dr. James Calhoun was estatic. He told everybody who would listen and set about changing things into both of their names. The house, his insurance, the car, everything was now theirs, not his or hers, but theirs.
In the way of all good plans, the Government screwed them up. Jim had to go back to Chicago for several months. He told Dottie, "I'll be back in a few months and if it gets too bad for you here, I'll fetch you to Chicago and we'll be married there." "Don't get stupid on me Jim," Dottie told him, "you go on and get your work done and then come back to me. I might be a little bigger than normal, but we'll get married when you get back." Dottie drove Jim to catch the train in Albuquerque and kissed him goodbye as if he'd be back that afternoon.
Jim was very good about writing letters to Dottie, and as she got bigger and bigger, Jim told her how proud he was of her to be having his baby and would be even prouder when their baby was born. Dottie was as big as a house.
The government kept Jimmy in Chicago longer than a couple of months. Dottie was just over eight months along. It was a Wednesday morning, it was hot and Dottie was having a bad time with the heat, when she saw several cars stop in front of their house. The director of the project and that Army General who was in charge for the Military, came to the door. She knew both men, having gone to several functions at the base with Jimmy. But, the look on their faces was distressing.
"Dottie," the Director said sadly, "Jim was killed yesterday in Chicago. He was walking home from the lab, looking at some papers and walked in front of a car. He died instantly and probably felt little pain."
Tears fell from Dottie's eyes. It was over, the beautiful dream was all over. She was standing there looking at the director when the first savage pain ripped through her big body. Dottie whispered. "Doctor "O" would you be so kind as to take me to the hospital, my baby is coming." The Director waved the doctor into the house and the General rushed to the phone to order an Army ambulance. Dottie was in the hospital within a few minutes and three hours later her son was born. It was June 17, 1942. She named him John Calhoun O'Rourke. By the time she was released from the hospital, she had transferred everything that she and Jim owned plus Jim's insurance, to the child.
The doctor wanted to keep Johnny in the hospital for a few more days since he'd been born premature. Johnny was healthy and could scream loud and long. Dottie was not. She went home and wrote her son a letter, telling him that she loved him but couldn't live without her Jim. Dottie O'Rourke died of a gunshot wound to the head, which the Coroner's jury found to be self inflicted.
John Calhoun O'Rourke was an orphan, he was illegitimate and he was six days old.
Chapter Two
The lawyers from the Army donated their time to set up the trust funds for the orphaned tyke. His parents belongings, their house, his father's insurance and the money that was donated for him came to over three hundred thousand dollars.