These stories consider two "betrothed" 18-year-old young people. Baz is from one village, and Lynn is from another. They were "married" after meeting each other for about 5 minutes – and had no choice in the matter. After staying with Lynn's group/clan for two weeks, Baz' family group is headed back home when the story starts.
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"Well, they're gone."
Baz's voice was hard and mean, and he glared at Lynn through the first swirls of snow. The silence that gripped them both on the mountainside pass was deafening. Lynn just looked back at him with a worried expression – her blanch face showing just how lost, and for a moment how scared she was to be solely in his presence.
All she had needed was to stop for a moment – to find a place to... relieve herself. She hadn't realized how long the trip was going to be. The Elk hunting grounds were a fantastically spread-out arrangement of huts and camps, but once you left their plethora of coves and covens you were on 'the path'. And 'the path' was unforgiving. Baz had told her not to go off of it, and to stay in the caravan proper. So when she'd simply opened her mouth for a moment... when the pressure from her loins had become unbearable...she thought he might understand.
He hadn't. He'd erupted, as usual. The other men who'd passed by on their own horses with their own sleighs and packed belongings had laughed at them – laughed at her. And ground their disrespect into the leader's son's face at each slight of movement in their passing. She'd felt like she'd stabbed him or something. And he was so *angry* at her for what she had done. But what was she supposed to do? Wet herself?
Now they had emerged back from the bush... and everyone else had disappeared. Not a trace of them, save for the many and sundry tracks that had been left. And the snow looked like it was beginning to fall.
"Come on, get up on the horse. We've got to catch up. I can't believe you," he bristled at her.
Lynn hugged the furs that Philo had given her for warmth around her, and stumbled towards the horse that she had been riding. She put one foot in the stirrup and lifted herself up. As she swung her other leg around, the stirrup supporting her leg broke. She yelped in surprise, and her free leg kicked the back of the horse by accident.
The reeled back – dumping off its pack and kicking out its legs – and then it took off.
Baz's eyes went huge – and he started to run after the horse. But it was already too late. It was gone. He sat there with his mouth slack for a moment – looking first at Lynn – then at their large pack of belongings which had fallen of the horse's back – then back at where the horse had gone. Then his hands went to his head.
"How the FUCK did you manage THAT??!!!" he bellowed.
Lynn burst into tears, covering her face and rolling over slightly in the snow. The snow that just then began to fall. Hard.
"Oh my GOD! You are SO fucking USELESS!" he continued.
"It wasn't my fault!" Lynn's whisper-thin, cracked and scared voice came out between sobs as she put her hands up to protect herself. "The stirrup... the stir--- it... it"
Baz stomped towards her, his face beet red. But he turned at the last second and grabbed at their packs. Snow began to settle on his back as he yanked at the straps of hide that held it closed. Lynn sat there, looking incredulously at him for a moment.
"What.... What are you doing?" She said in between soft cries. Was he going to dump her here? Leave her with a spot of food and just take a couple of things he could carry? Had he finally given up on her?
"Just shut up." Baz fumed. "Shut up and sit still. At least then you won't screw anything up." He breathed deeply as he yanked out a large tarp and some weatherproof skins – then the starts of some very well-crafted modular sticks.
"I... I'm sorry Baz..." she stammered. "Plea... Please don't... "
"Don't what?" He yelped at her. The snow was falling really heavily now – right between them and some of it into their faces. "Everybody's gone, Lynn! We're not gonna catch up to them on foot." He swung his head around for a moment. "You've gotten us STUCK here. You wanna sleep in the snow? Fine. Sleep in the snow." He growled – loud enough for her to hear it.
"I'm putting up a shelter."
He took out his frustration in doing so. Lynn sat in the snow – scared.
The shelter was small. Enough room for both of them – but not much more. And it was humid inside. But dry. And... warm. Baz went in first. Lynn stayed where she was – sitting in the snow and feeling terrible about what she had done. Hoping beyond hope that Philo or someone... anyone else... from the tribe would come back for them. But they hadn't. And they wouldn't.
Finally Baz's voice came out of the shelter. Tired... and exasperated. But somehow inviting. Like he'd hit a limit at how long he was willing to let her sit in the cold and have him be inside where it was warm.
"Get inside." He murmured roughly.
Lynn moved... her muscles were stiff from sitting for so long, but she moved in through the opening. Barely had she come in before she quickly turned to take off her boots – she acted like she was on pins and needles. Moving like each little motion was working with priceless stained glass. She didn't want anything... ANYTHING... to upset Baz now.
Baz was lying on one side of the little shelter. On his back with his eyes closed; he had his outer cloak and covering layer off, and his boots were shoved down near the entrance. The furs and layers of skins underneath made a very soft and supple, and comfortable bed for them to lie on. As well, the snow underneath somehow cradled them. Lynn made sure her own boots were out of the way and took off her own cloak and hat – and put them as close to the same position and orientation to Baz's as she could. Trying as hard as she could to be what she thought he would expect.
Then she simply lay down beside him.
"It's early. But we should sleep." Baz said. With this he turned away from her. Lynn couldn't tell if he had his eyes open or closed. But she immediately became more aware of the heat and humidity in the shelter. And the silence.
She listened to Baz breathe. Then to herself. She altered her breathing pattern to match his.
"Stop it." He said gruffly.
Lynn smiled – a Cheshire smile like a laugh. Her cheeks hurt for a moment. She dared not let out a sound for fear of reprisal, but at the same time her mind was well awake; trying to find something to latch onto. She stared up at the top of the shelter – at the brown and green fabrics and skins held up by the specially crafted poles.
She sighed softly. Then realized she was sweating a bit. Reaching up, she opened the top two buttons on her shirt, and opened it up. She had a tied bodice to secure her small breasts, and pulled at it slightly. It didn't help much.
Her eyes rotated to look at the back of Baz's head. She whispered slightly to him.
"Are you hot?"
Baz abruptly sat up. He yanked at his shirt that was tucked into his pants and took it off. The huge strong muscles of his back were immediately visible as he lifted it over his head, and he threw the shirt towards the end of the shelter where the cloaks and boots were. Then he quickly lay back on his back. His pectorals surged – and the fullness of his biceps and arm muscles could finally be seen as he tried to relax.
"Not now," he sighed. He still didn't look at her. But Lynn never stopped looking at him. Her breath fluttered a little as she watched his chest rise and fall; and saw his arm muscles contract and move as he lifted a hand to scratch his nose.
She couldn't help it – but she imagined the last time his hand had held hers. How small her hand had seemed in them; and how strong his arm had seemed. Like a huge snake – powerful and full of danger. She realized she was blushing while looking at him – and glanced up to his eyes. He was looking at the ceiling.
She slowly brought one hand up to her chest – to rest on her stomach. She felt her own tummy rise and fall with her breathing as she watched him. Finally his eyes rotated and looked at her. And he just stared for a moment.
"Why do you do that?" He said. And for once his words were quiet. So quiet. Soft. It was like she'd never heard his voice before. Her breath caught because of it.
"Do...do what?" she answered. A little too loudly.
"Watch me." He said in the same voice. His chest rose and fell in an even way. His face was relaxed. Almost... blissful.