Chapter 2: The Real Beginning
After that night we had, I didn't think it could get better, but I was totally wrong. We spent as much time with each other as we could, before or after work. If I wanted to see him, he would make it happen. It was hard to find time to see him, after all I was married with 3 children.
We spent days and evening together. I would ask my friends to watch my kids for me, just to spend a few minutes with him. I would wait anxiously for him to call me when he was at work on his break. We would spend time together walking around parks and lakes. I thought I would never feel like this again.
With all the time we spent together, John never pushed or pestered me for sex. I found myself wanting him more and more, but since I had not been with anyone but my husband for the last 14 years of my life, I was scared. Excited but scared. My sex life with my husband was like my life with him, boring and on his terms. He never kissed me, never fondled me, never cared about my pleasure. I was a cum deposit for him. We never made love, he fucked me for his release. As the days turned into weeks, it became a daily routine for me to masturbate, thinking of John. Once we even did it together over the phone to one another.
After what seemed like a eternity, I could wait no longer. I had never cheated on my husband before but I needed a man's physical attention. John understood my hesitation. John knew how important this was to me. I wanted romance, candlelight, wine and roses. I loved the fact that John didn't rush me. The funny thing was he was under my skin that first night together and he could have had me then. The time finally came. I was so devilish, I even had my husband stay home with the kids. I didn't care I was going to make love to this man. We went to dinner. I was so nervous I could barely eat. After two glasses of wine, I was more than ready for love. John acted so innocently. Like he didn't have a care in the world. He drove to the boardwalk. All the while I wanted to make love, he was casual. He even had me call my girlfriend. I was beginning to think that we weren't going to make love.
We met up with Melody and her boyfriend of the moment. She changed men like her underwear, sometimes she even changed the sex of her partners. Our twosome and developed into a foursome. We stood together on the roof of the parking garage and watched the laser light show from one of the casinos. With the naturalness of the evening, I began to relax. After the show, we went to a bar. We had a few drinks with them.
After dismissing my friends, he held the door open for me to get in his car. His walk to his side seem endless. When you got in he handed me a single rose. I simply melted. I decided right then and there I was going to make love to him TONIGHT!
As he drove towards home, we continued to talk. The subject of sex finally came up. I almost gave myself away. He acted like he didn't care if we stayed the night or not. I was starting to get frustrated. It was like my marriage all over again... I wanted to and he didn't.