Molly smiled weakly at her friend on the dance floor. Brenda looked so happy, dancing with her boyfriend, that Molly could almost forget her depression. Molly picked up her glass and took another sip of the punch, running her eyes around the gym.
The decorations looked cheap and shabby. Molly had no idea what anyone saw in these events. In truth, she had spent most of High School avoiding dances for just this reason. When Kenny had asked her to the prom she had been excited, though. Putting all thoughts of how childish and cliché the senior prom was, she had gone out with her best friend and picked out a dress. For the first time in four years she was actually wearing a dress, but it was okay, because she was going to prom with Kenny.
And then Kenny had dumped her.
Less than a month after her eighteenth birthday and only two days before what Molly's mother was referring to the biggest day of her life, Molly's boyfriend had dumped her for the head cheerleader. Not that anyone would blame him; Molly's dark complexion and shy demeanor were completely outshone by Kimberly Collins. Kimberly was the perfect example of a blonde cheerleader; straight, bright yellow hair, wide blue eyes, and huge breasts that Molly had heard had cost Kimberly's family a pretty penny.
So why anyone would think that the senior prom was romantic, Molly could not fathom.
Across the room, Kenny laughed so loud that Molly could hear him over the band. Almost impressive, she thought. Kenny stood arm in arm with Kimberly, surrounded by the jocks and other cheerleaders.
"Is this seat taken?"
Molly looked up in surprise. She pushed her glasses up her nose a bit and shook her head slightly, brown curls brushing against her neck as she did so.
The young man took a seat across the table and looked out at the crowd of dancing students.
"You have to wonder," he said, "What any of them are getting out of this."
Molly tilted her head in curiosity, but didn't say anything. She looked down at the white tablecloth and picked at her nails.
"I mean," the boy said, "They're dancing with each other. They're going to remember this night for the rest of their lives. But what's the point?"
"The point is that it's the senior prom," Molly said halfheartedly. "It's romantic."
"I don't think it's that romantic," the boy said.
"Neither do I," Molly agreed. "But I might think differently if I were out there, rather than sitting here."
The boy smiled, and Molly looked at his face. She hadn't seen him before, she thought. He was defiantly not the kind of boy she would have remembered, though. He had rather plain, average features. He was as unnoticeable as Molly herself was.
He pushed a strand of dark hair away from his green eyes, and looked at Molly.
"You don't know me, do you?" he asked suspiciously.
Molly shook her head, blushing.
"Dan. Dan Johnson."
Molly smiled slightly and shook her head again.
"I'm sorry," she apologized. "I'm not very good with names, and I sort of keep to myself anyway…so I don't really remember anyone…"
"It's okay," Dan interrupted. "I don't mind. I'm not very noticeable."
Molly was surprised to hear him use exactly what she'd been thinking, but tried to shrug it off.
"Aren't you here with someone?" she asked.
"No," he said. "My parents had to force me to come. They think that it's not healthy for me to stay home from every school event. I think that they're stupid, though. The events, not my parents."
"My parents say the same thing, but it was Brenda that made me come," Molly nodded her head over towards her friend, who was gyrating on her boyfriend in time to the music. "My ex boyfriend wanted me to come, so I had the ticket."
"Your ex?" Dan raised his eyebrows.
"He broke up with me a couple of days ago." To Molly's horror, she felt tears building up in her eyes. She took off her glasses and wiped the bottoms of her eyes quickly with her fingers, struggling to gain control over herself. She had wasted enough time on Kenny; she didn't need to be thinking about him now.
"That prick," Dan mumbled, glaring over to the group of people surrounding Kenny.
"You know him?"
"Used to be my friend, back during freshman year…then he made all those," Dan nodded towards the group, "All those friends, and sort of ditched me."
"That's what he did to me, too. I don't know what I ever saw in him."
Dan looked Molly in the eyes, smiling slightly.
"I guess it's sort of selfish of me to be glad that he dumped you," he said softly.
Molly felt her cheeks turning red and looked down at the table again. Her fingers twisted with each other and she thought about the bright red color of her punch. It was so dark, but so bright. The soft light from the dim room collected in her cup and played around with each other, twisting in the fluid. It was quite sensual.
"Do you want to dance?" asked Dan.
Molly took a deep breath, still staring down. Her belly was doing flip-flops, tightening around the little bit of food inside her. It felt like butterflies were taking flight in her body, a sensation that she'd heard of, but had never really experienced.
She shook her head, indicating that she didn't want to.
"I don't know how to dance," she whispered.
"Look at them," Dan motioned towards the group of students. "They don't know how to dance, either. They're just standing in place and swaying…that's really all that there is to it."
Molly looked at the crowd out of the corner of her eye. Unfortunately, the couple right in front of them happened to be Kenny and Kimberly. Molly shut her eyes tight and shook her head again.
"Oh well," said Dan, sighing. "Maybe later?"
"Maybe," Molly mumbled, watching the swirls in her cup again. "Just not right now, okay?"
"It's okay," Dan reassured her. "I don't want you to dance with me if you don't want to."
The two sat in silence for a while. The band stopped playing their song and switched to a livelier one, the crowd beginning to jump up and down to the music in a chaotic dance.
"Want to go outside?" Dan asked. "It's getting a little noisy in here."
Molly nodded her head and stood up. Dan offered his arm, but Molly didn't take it. The offer touched her, though. She smiled warmly into his face and followed him to the side door, escaping out of the loud room into the parking lot.
Outside, the cool air wisped against Molly's hot cheeks, causing them to turn red. The beat of the music could be heard, but it wasn't so loud and intrusive. Dan leaned his tall form against the building, and pulled out a cigarette, offering Molly the package. Molly shook her head, and leaned against the brick as well, staring at the night sky.
Dan struck a match and lit his cigarette, taking a deep draw of it. Molly's nostrils filled with the smell, and she wrinkled her nose slightly. She didn't like the smell, didn't like the cigarette, but didn't say anything. She didn't want to offend Dan.
"It's nice out," she commented.
Dan nodded, holding his cigarette between his fingers and looking up at the stars.
"I wish I lived further away from the city, so that I could see more of them," Molly sighed. She closed her eyes and thought about the sky filled with a blanket of stars.
"My parents live outside of the city," Dan said. "We have a big piece of property out there, and a house that my grandfather built. You can lay in the field, on a blanket, and look up at the sky all night."
"That sounds great," Molly said. "I'd like to live someplace like that."
Dan tossed his cigarette onto the ground and snuffed it with his foot. He smoothed the front of his tux, and looked at Molly.
"Would you like to see it?" He smiled.
Molly blushed again, but did not move her gaze from his. "Some day," she replied.
"Good enough for me," Dan said, his eyes twinkling. "Some day I will take you there, and we will lay a blanket out on the grass. We'll bring ourselves a midnight picnic and lay under the stars, feeding each other until morning."
Molly liked the idea, and nodded her head.
"You look good tonight, you know," Dan said softly, reaching his arm out towards Molly.