She lay back on her bed. Rachel's sexiness was all engrossing. Her olive skin covered her limbs like the yellows, greens and tans of Van Gough
Dandelion
β symbiotic in his shades.
Rachel was truly the sexiest woman that men had ever seen. She was a striking β the kind one writes ballots about.
I was touched by her essence, which shone brilliantly through her physical splendor and like a man exploring a cave, I wanted to uncover its every alcove and crevice.
One evening, Rachel and I were discussing justice. She waxed on about the objectiveness of its truth, and the unbending, uneven material justice was often made from. As she spoke, I listened and gazed unendingly at her, considering her makeup of physical splendor and cerebral giantess.
She embodied the female formula called breauty β beauty + brains. Rachel's rounded, pleasing and engaging breasts blurred together with her words mimicking Plato, and his philosophy on freedom. I had found the ark.
Rachel continued to speak about the often contentious arguments one might hear on freedom for some, and slavery for others. It was not unusual in those times. It is still usual in our times.
Clandestinely, like a shadow shrinking as it entered into the realm of light, I viewed her thighs and saw her silken cloth covering her lips. It was a site that I often prayed to see, and my entire body shifted in its place, as sexual message bolts zapped up into my brain, and circled quickly, to travel back down to my loins.
Images popped into my mind, flooding my clarity with the blurriness of the highway, caught on film at high speed. Thousands of them - many with flesh intertwined, making the one person indistinguishable from the other; puffed vaginas, wetness shooting high up into my mouth; black, mystical eyes, sensual mouths, cocks and breasts, and stomachs and asses, and shoulders and thighs and feet and hands β and souls. Rachel's hands and soul. Rachel's panties.
What occurred next was not in order that the formula of lovemaking prescribed. We sat and looked at one another, rarely blinking and never turning in any other direction. Rachel's words didn't stop; she continued to explain, "I think therefore I am", simplifying its complexities β finding my insides.
"If I am thinking, than I must be. For what could be unreal about thought", Rachel yelled, so pettily and cocksure.
She was in me β differently than any others. She had entered my intimacies β those of nakedness of the body, and that of the guardedness of my mind and my head. I had never felt so laid open for anyone to see, and was terrified at the prospect of her seeing my many foibles, and my nature which was dotted with acned-history and the scars of an oily past.
Rachel's hands were shooting out with every poignant point, she made. The explosion occurring within me was only around me, it seemed, and had not crossed the well- guarded border between us. She hurled her academia-anger at me β "it seemed ridiculous to think that justice can be subjective."
"Listen to me", she yelled and once again partnered up with her physical gesticulations to emphasize her point. Yet this time, her hands lowered as she launched into her A+B=C rules of argumentation. Down they went, lower, they traveled. These long, thin branchlike hands coiffed so delicately, touched her breasts and massaged them, still entirely in sync with her lecture.
'OH I cannot believe that anyone would posture such a position". I had no idea what she was saying. Nor did any of us.
I watched and tried desperately to appreciate her argument. Words were slipping by me at the velocity and swiftness of a comet hurling into Toronto. I panicked at not holding my head, holding kope (as they said in Yeshiva), understanding the concept. I couldn't get it. I just didn't realize where she was going with her argument.
I watched with great curiosity as her hands continued to move down her body, stopping and reversing its path, sometimes squeezing her nipples and other times, adjusting her head back like a praying nun, and bringing her finger of her right hand to her lipsβ¦.and tasting herself. Licking her finger, sucking it as though it were a part of me.