Chapter 12: Pussy of His Dreams
While my joeie reveled in his new found experience, I took moments to relax. I looked past my young charge to our shadows on the wall, and played a game of 'what is it'. I was pretty tired after three hours of sexual use, though I was even more tired of reeking of sperm. But I was finally doing something about that. This little soiree was sure to leave me exhausted in the morning and I may miss my first class, but I'll have my joeie.
I haven't yet touched my joeie, or held him once. My success with my joeie has come from giving his most primitive male drive an avenue of expression, an escape from the great primeval void in which it's been lingering in psycho-chains of morality his entire lifetime, shivering in the darkest cold corner of my joeie's unconscious mind. I felt confident in my decision, sure I'd easily ride, break, and tame this would-be beast without ever touching my joeie. My joeie was no Pandora's box, but a beautiful music box I've purchased at auction, the great auction house of life, before some immature bimbo snatched him up to make him a husband and father, without understanding what she'd gotten, a boy, and he came complete with lock and key. I have no plans to spoil my joeie as I did my husband. I plan touching my joeie only as much as I find necessary, and no more. I opened my eyes to watch when I realized my joeie was about to take another step.
Like a typical male animal driven to mate, my joeie moved his mouth from mine in search of more pleasure, to my neck which I made available by stretching. He went for my flesh like a starving shark after some delicacy, in the most sloppily indelicate fashion, becoming more like a man by the second, which I was prepared to rein in when necessary. I certainly did not want him to consider himself any more than my joeie.
My joeie clung to me like no man ever had, pressing his body to mine, struggling to get his legs around me, though we were still standing. This was a new high for him, a first, and another milestone for me. I realized leading this male down the garden path was going to be easier than I imagined. I wouldn't need to push or pull, but protect as he bounced from side to side. I was excited to find him wound up so tight. He couldn't hide his excitement, or how ready he was to jump up and run to the nearest john to masturbate, except for the fact he held me in his arms and didn't want to let go. Without me in his arms he'd have given me some excuse about needing to pee. I planned keeping him wound just tight enough, winding and unwinding him as needed, and at the proper speeds, so I needed to eventually take from him control of his masturbation. I smacked my lips and breathed in air, impressed by how mint fresh my joeie's left my mouth. I'd never go to bed smelling or tasting sperm again.
While I contemplated my joeie's future, I teased him by wiggling and squirming in his grasp like a warm cuddly animal he didn't dare lose. I reveled in the way he struggled to hold me, keeping me from slipping free of his grasp. I wanted him to feel it, to actually feel as if he was having a profound effect on me, while I peered over his shoulder to play 'what is it' in the candle's flickering glow, and reflect on the reflection of his back in the mirror, with a big smile on my face. The poor dear was still fully clothed, and I debated with myself about how far to let him go this first night. My joeie was definitely overtaken by his animal nature, driven out of his mind by the need to experience that which he imagines a man experiences with a woman. I wondered if he'd notice the difference between how real couples act, and how he's being trained to act, and would it matter? It would be too late by the time he figured it out. My joeie slobbered his way to the other side of my neck.