Living in the Caribbean isn't always the paradise to some as it would seem...especially if you're 38 and living with your parents and your kid who is 18, has a love life of his own and you have only a vivid imagination.
See in the eyes of Caribbean parents, you'll always be eight years old as long as you live with them. They love calling you all the time, sometimes just for an echoed voice or to show you something that really you don't give a shit about. However, because it's your parents and its cemented into your existence to love and respect them, you play the role of their over grown child.
So, it is that I'd be doing the only leisure thing I have to do on my own, besides work and study is fuck myself. Usually, I'd wait till they're all asleep at about 1:30 am and behind a locked door, this naked lady finds her nine inch companion, sits in the dark with her iPad hunting down free fuck videos, to find that one porn Clip that would have the most amazing sensation...sometimes it takes well over twenty clips because, some clips lack a chemistry, that makes you want to say, 'yes...yes...please...take all that cock you bitch!'
It's harder to appreciate these things of course because, with everyone else in the house asleep, there is no volume, and it's not likely that I can wear earphones...for as I mentioned in the Caribbean, parents love to call you out and if you don't answer, they may break down your door thinking you committed suicide or something...yes, such shit does happen in this part of the world for example a lot of men commit suicide in Guyana which you could say is part of the Caribbean...
So, basically I'd sit all butterflied and comfy against the wall, watching those videos come to life, proped on one pillow, my left hand's middle three fingers rubbing my clit,and licking it, my right hand swizzling my 'real feel' phallic up my cunt...my cunt in ecstasy creaming and dripping on the bedsheets...and so it goes...but being very careful not to make a sound because the place is so frigging quiet...that even when my Pussy makes those slushy sounds, you know like a Mac and cheese dinner, I cringe in fear that they're onto me fucking myself.
At times, after I cum I feel so guilty, as my behavior would not be considered the norm for most women my age living in their parents' house...most women this age are in good marriages or have 'friends' to fuck with outside from the discomfort of the highly fanatically, rosary chanting Catholic parents.
In the Caribbean a woman like me whose failed at two marriages is called a taboo character and its worst that I got a grown kid. I'm the last person any guy would want to be with, as in this part of the world, these guys live to please their parents not their dicks...and I'm that character that most would point fingers at, so I long accepted I would have to be my own man, buy my own pricks and fuck my own self. I thought of going out to places in this country in search of a new love interest where people don't know me and maybe I'd lie about who I was, but this is an island in the Caribbean and its too small to hide much.
So, in my space I fuck myself till my headaches go, to help de-stress, I fuck myself to remind myself ironically that though I'd like to believe I'm a man, I'm not I have a cunt and though I dislike my pathetic life at least, creating my own orgasms feel way better than any Sunday morning preacher trying to pray for my soul. I mean if God be real he gave me a cunt so then what the fuck must I do with it.
Anyway, back to my situation, so the thing is, this morning I was fucking myself from 5am till 8 am behind that locked door, and trying so hard to be quiet to make everyone think I'm asleep. When I finally cum on myself in great jubilation, done all in mime, careful not to shake bed springs much. My 66 year old parents come at my door knocking...
