Standing in the shower, soapy hands in my hair, absentmindedly working the lather as I think of all that we've shared. Your words echo through my mind as I lean back against the wall. "You're mine." Reaching to finger my clit as I remember your face, only inches from mine, and your breath against my skin as you hissed, "You're mine. Only mine," and I know that I am, that it's all I ever want to be.
I press one finger into my tight, hot pussy, already longing for you in ways that I've never desired another and I wonder; about tonight, about the future, about how and where you will touch me, about what will become of me.
Closing my eyes, I run my fingers from shoulder to breast, imagining your hands on me, your fingers grazing my nipples and sliding down my abdomen, always your voice in my head, "You're mine. You're only mine," and I know that I am, but will never admit it.
I wonder how long I'll crave you as I slip two fingers into my aching wetness, imagining your thick girth slamming into me. My breath comes harder and faster as I stroke my clit fast and feather lightly, letting the hot water pummel me as I picture you driving your tongue into me, licking and laving me there, driving me into white-hot need as whimpers escape and I give in to this passionate assault.
I am trembling with desire, tears are stinging my eyes, threatening to give way to the ocean behind my eyelids; knowing that my soul is not my own anymore, that this heat and desire is all about you, always you, "You're mine. Mine. Only mine," and I cannot protest.
I cannot; will not refuse you anything, knowing that you possess me now, that you own my secretive thoughts and traitorous body, and I am painfully aware that there is nothing I'll deny you. "You're mine now. You belong to me, my love," and the only reply that I have is, "Yes love. Yes. I'm yours, all yours, only yours."
Feeling you penetrate me, your cock driving into me so hot and granite-hard, and as my tight little pussy explodes, I let the tears fall, finally admitting it, if only to myself. Praying that you never test me, never find out just how much power you have. I let my breathing slow, while I picture your strong arms pinning me to your chest, locking me into your embrace and I know... and I know... I am yours.
I rinse the soap from my body with the last of the hot water. Wrapping a towel around me, I make my way into the bedroom and open the closet to pull all of my work clothes aside, working my way to the back, where I stashed all of my "sexy clothes."
Your voice still rings in my ears, "You're mine, my love. You belong to me," so I pull back the dresses meant for office parties, to find the short, skimpy dress that I bought just to wear for you, the one that remained hidden until now.
With trembling fingers, I pull the dress from the hanger and hold it up to me in the mirror. Rolling my eyes at the slit that is almost all the way up to there, I wonder why I dared to buy such a skimpy outfit. Then I take a seat on the bed and lay the dress beside me, to lay out stockings, garters, five-inch stilettos, and then quickly pull the blankets over me. I am shivering, but it is not cold.