You've prepared yourself for my arrival. You showered and shaved yourself, and put on my favorite underwear and heels. As you dress yourself, you think of my impending arrival with a mixture of giddy excitement and a dread that is somehow both nervous and accepting. You want to serve me, you NEED to serve me, but sometimes the idea of being utterly controlled by me, being utterly helpless to my desire scares you. But you like that fear. It makes your pulse quicken and causes the blood to flow faster in your pussy. In My pussy. And with the increased blood flow, and the thoughts of the evening to come, you begin to slowly soak through my favorite thong. You glance at the clock, and note that I will be arriving very shortly. Knowing that it will be expected of you, you kneel down on the floor in front of the door, place your hands on your thighs, and wait patiently, putting yourself in the place you go where you serve me faithfully.
Of course, this is how I expect you to be when I walk through that door. The subservient slave that puts her pleasure at my whim, and waits patiently, intently, and dreams of what is to come. After a minute or two on the floor, you hear a car approach, and a car door closes. Your heart, which had calmed since it's earlier erratic pace, is now set in motion and your fear returns. 'What will he do to me tonight?' you wonder, your heartbeat loud in your ears. 'Am I to be punished immediately or rewarded immediately?' Last week I had walked in and hogtied and spanked you mercilessly without saying a word upon entering, and the other day I had lovingly tongue and finger fucked your wet pussy. The unpredictability makes you terribly frightened, makes you feel completely helpless against me, and you love it, you simply cannot get enough of it.
The door opens. I arrive.
I see the blood in your cheeks, wet panties, red heels, your little hands resting meekly on your thighs, the small delicate fingers twitching once or twice. Your bare breasts heave rapidly in time with your breath, as you look to me, to try to gauge what I will do. You feel vulnerable, exposed under my predatory regard. I meet your eye contact for a moment, until you look down at your lap. I hold the gaze for a few seconds and say nothing, and remove my jacket, placing it on the back of a chair. I walk to you and grasp your chin in one hand and tilt your face up to me; turn your head first one way then another, still silent, observing your eyes, the color in your cheeks. I see the fear there, but in its place now more prominently has come excitement, and with the rising excitement has come a good measure of confidence. 'I am ready,' you think, 'to serve him.' You say it aloud, 'I am ready to serve you, sir. May I please show myself to you?'
I nod, thrilled by your eagerness. Feeling my hips wanting to stir, I walk to a chair and sit. When I have turned my full attention to you, you rise gracefully, as you've been told to do. I take in the fullness of your body, the curve of your hips, the roundness of your ass, your amazing tits and the wet spot in the center of you; the minuscule amount of lace drips with your juice. I twirl my finger in a circle and you turn, keeping your gaze directed at me as you do. I look to that round ass and rub myself gently. 'Ankles,' I say casually. I feel myself beginning to swell as you blush. With one smooth motion, you bend at the waist, keeping your knees straight, and firmly grab one ankle in each hand, your head resting between your calves. You stare at me from between your legs, waiting. I simply watch you hold the pose for half a minute while idly stroking my cock. 'You look amazing, slave. Your pussy drips for me already, and I can see you've kept those naughty hands away from yourself all day, just as I ordered you to. You're ready to serve me immediately, and I am very pleased. Retrieve the leash and collar.'
You keep your face composed until you turn to obey me, at which point you allow a broad, excited smile on your face. The compliment from your master, and the command to use the collar and leash, have you thinking that you will be rewarded quickly tonight. You'd seen the evident erection bulging my pants, you know how much I enjoy seeing you soaking wet for me on my arrival. You regain a neutral look as you bring back the toys, and kneel before me, holding them out to me in both hands, your head bowed after briefly locking with my eyes. I take them from you and place the collar around your neck, where it belongs. It is metallic and cold against your bare skin, and causes goosebumps to run down your body. You shiver with cold and excitement. 'Are you enjoying yourself, slave?' I ask you playfully.
'Yes, master.'
I attach the leather leash to the collar, stand up, and am pleased to see you drop to first your knees then onto all fours, in perfect rhythm with my rise to full height. I feel my already hard cock start to jump around in my pants.
