Today, I felt sad again for the millionth day in a row or so it seemed. Upon waking up, I felt like I had not earned the right to love or live. Each day, my fight to survive gets harder but somehow easier. But why am I not capable of changing my own mind... I don't feel like I even deserve you, daddy. But you... You always know what to do. You assign special tasks for me so that I can keep my mind going through the day and you make sure that I am okay.
Today, I'm off work and I managed to wake up three hours later than I was supposed to. Rule number one... Be up and in the shower by eight AM then ready for the day by nine AM... These became strikes one and two. After getting ready, my next task was to run three errands to be back by three PM so that I could complete my chore list and cook dinner. Daddy told me to go to the post office, Walmart, and pick up a new outfit for myself to model for him later. Not only did I wake up late, but I stayed in bed all day. My list of strikes grew longer and longer as my list of tasks became incomplete. I couldn't stand to look at my phone so I never saw the texts or calls from you today. You must be so worried about me... Why do I do this to you?
As I am curled up under the covers, I hear the door swing open, followed by footsteps and the door swinging closed. I pulled the covers up over my head, waiting for you to come into our room. You instantly noticed the house was not clean, the errands were not done, and there was no dinner waiting for you. I hear you place your wallet, keys, and phone on the table then walk into the bedroom. You slide your shoes off to sit on the bed beside me and pull the covers off my head.
"What's wrong, baby girl?" You asked with a worried expression.
"Daddy, I feel sad and you weren't here," I said as I fought back tears.
"I will make it up to you but you have earned a few punishments first, baby girl. Do you know how much trouble you're in? Afterwards, I have a surprise for you." Grinning, you pulled the covers off my body to reveal that I am not wearing anything underneath and began to grin harder.
"Okay, Daddy."
I got up and bent over the spanking bench as you cuff my ankles and wrists to each post so that I cannot move. You pulled my hair up into a ponytail and bend down so that you are face to face with me. You pulled back on my ponytail with one hand, grabbing my neck with the other. I felt your lips press against mine as you began to kiss me hard, causing me to moan. How do you do this to me so easily...
You stood up to walk over to the toy cabinet. What toys are in store for today?.. I am sure it will be a bad punishment since I did so bad today... I felt a blackout mask slide over my face so that I could not see what happened next. I, then, felt a headphone go into each ear followed by my favorite playlist starting. This is the playlist we created together, making the music more arousing. I am starting to grow wetter...
I feel your nails slide slowly down my back and over my behind, causing chills to appear on my skin. I bit my lip as you continued. I felt your warm breath on the small of my back followed by a kiss causing me to moan again. THUD is what I barely hear over my music as I felt the sting on my behind, causing me to pull against the cuffs. More Daddy, please... I need more... I feel another THUD on the other side of my behind followed by one more strike on each cheek. I feel the anticipation building up inside me as I grow wetter and wait for what you do next.
I feel you walk away for a moment but I cannot hear what you are up to. My heart feels like it will beat out of my chest! I feel you walk up behind me and a cold liquid along with your finger runs across my asshole. You run your finger over my asshole for a few seconds before sliding a finger in slowly. I moan as you slide your finger in and out to work up to sliding a second finger inside. I'm growing wetter as you slide in and out and then I feel your fingers slide out. I am panting, wanting more as I feel something hard rub up against my asshole. You slide it in slowly until it is all the way in and I realize its a plug. Probably the purple one that you bought for me... You reach for the remote to turn it on and I feel my little hole begin to vibrate. I began to moan and you pulled back on my ponytail, causing my headphones to fall out.
"Just wait, baby girl. Daddy is going to punish you and then take care of you as you need. Count with me." You said in a stern voice.
"Yes, Daddy." I said breathless.