This morning I found myself at the beach just before sunrise. It is my favorite place to be to find a bit of peace before the rest of the world rises with what sometimes seems the intent to cause me grief and drama of some kind.
There were a few people scattered here and there along the dunes but they all kept their distance as all had come in search of their own version of solitude.
The moon was high with few clouds so the stars were still seen clearly with only the moon to light the beach.
I sat at the surfs edge not wanting even the most trivial of conversation with those on the dunes. It truly was one of those beautiful and rare mornings and I was happy to have taken the opportunity to take advantage of it.
Even in the quest for time to still my thoughts I could feel him. He has never had to be near to feel his eyes upon me. In a room of 100 with my back turned I would be able to tell him at any given moment where he is in the room.
I have often wondered if he could feel my hunger as I feel his. As I tried to still my thoughts of him and focus on the roar of the surf the ocean breeze brought him to me.
I could feel his breath on my neck as I leaned by head back to see the sky so much so that my own breath caught in my throat. I closed my eyes and imagined his mouth, blowing his passion across the sea to me. The thought alone filled me with need and want only he could bring for he is my Master.