Chapter 3: Hell or Haven
This is a work of FICTION, made by and for adults 18+. The following chapter includes mentions of mandated slavery, depictions of severe trauma, masturbation, voyeurism, teasing, humiliation, and sensitive terminology (breasts). Reader discretion is advised.
The drop didn't last long enough for Elva to scream, though her lids shut when they neared the darkness. After falling through, she landed with a gentle thump on a luxurious cushion.
'What did she—!'
Elva squeaked when the contract fell into her lap. Finally peeking down, she noticed the change in lighting and the cold stone floor.
"Where..?" Before asking, Elva glanced up and saw iron bars. She could scarcely discern anything through the inky black beyond her cell; the smooth slate on her back was the only wall she could see. Hovering below the wood ceiling was a mystical orb that cast a warm light on her.
'At least it's not
dark
.'
Bleakly looking around, she found the only furniture was the plush bed with soft, pinkish sheets she sat on and a puffy pillow.
'It's more comfortable than the grass bedding of Móra's—'
Elva's heart sank.
'If I'm dead,'
she looked at her bandaged finger. After unwrapping the clean binding, Elva saw that the gash was gone.
'I,'
her hand fell into her lap,
'I'll never see Móra's cottage again, will I?'
A tear fell onto her palm. Elva tried to think of what she would miss, but the only memories that mattered were those with Móra.
'Is that so bad then? It was so lonely... and I was always so afraid.'
She picked up the contract.
'At least I won't be so alone... Right?'
Elva unrolled the scroll and began reading: "'Sexual Slavery Contract. This agreement is being entered voluntarily, but cannot be broken except under the conditions stated herein, after which certain precautions shall be taken to protect those involved.' That sounds comforting, I guess.
"'Parties involved. This is an agreement between Saoirse,'" Elva gasped.
'Saoirse. That must be Mistress' name. "Freedom." It's— beautiful.'
She shook before her thoughts wandered further. "Uh, 'Between Saoirse, hereinafter called Mistress, and Elva, hereinafter called the slave.'"
'So she already knows my name... I expected it to say "kitten."
"Let's see... 'Declaration of con-sensus: Both parties, Mistress and slave, acknowledge having read, understood, and agreed on the document describing in general what is meant by the term "Sexual Slavery." Declaration of... lu-ci-dity? Both parties affirm that they enter this agreement fully lucid and aware of their actions and consequences. Declaration of free will: Both parties affirm that they enter this agreement of their own free will.'"
'There's a lot about making sure I accept the terms— willingly. That
should
be a relief...'
"'The slave's role: At all times, the slave will obey Mistress without hesitation and will wholeheartedly seek Mistress' comfort, pleasure, and well-being, above all other considerations the slave may have.' I can—
hopefully
do that. What else am I..."
Elva unraveled the scroll to reveal several detailed paragraphs.
'Oh, my,'
she gaped when the following clause appeared after unfurling the document to her arm span.
'This is— Mistress can't expect me to remember
all
of this, right?'
'You'll have this read by seven,
Sharp.
'
She gruffed,
'I shouldn't expect her to be so kind,'
and adjusted the paper. "'The slave shall derive its pleasures from accepting its part in the contract and will gladly accept the pleasures Mistress provides.'" Her cheeks flushed.
'So Mistress will be— pleasuring me as well. Her kiss,'
she touched her lip.
'That already felt so different. What would it feel like if she—'
Her thoughts drifted to the many nights alone with only her fingers for comfort.
Elva shook upon noting her pounding heart.
'Focus, Elva! You need to have this read by seven, Sharp... Whatever that means.
"'The slave further agrees to confess its desires for Mistress' consideration. The slave will strive to remold its habits— attitudes... knowledge, and skills in accordance with Mistress' desires. Also... the slave agrees to change its actions... and speech to express the slave's changed habits and attitudes.'" She dejectedly lowered the contract.
'If I'm supposed to do all that... what... What will be left of— me?'
Despite her unease, Elva grimly moved on. "'The slave will seek to learn how to please Mistress better, and will gracefully accept any criticism in whatever form Mistress chooses. The slave renounces all rights to privacy or concealment from Mistress.' That's already obvious. Oh, Brigit," she cringed, "I still can't believe I—
thought
all of that...
"'The slave will answer truthfully and completely, to the best of the slave's knowledge, any and all questions Mistress may ask of the slave. The slave understands and agrees that any failure by the slave to comply fully with Mistress' desires shall be regarded as sufficient cause for any punishment Mistress deems appropriate.'"
'Punishment,'
Elva gulped.
'That can't be good.'
"'The slave unconditionally accepts, as Mistress' right, anything Mistress may choose to do with the slave, whether as— punishment," the color drained from her cheeks, "for Mistress' amusement, or for whatever purpose Mistress desires, no matter how uncomfortable, unpleasant, or— painful to the slave.'" She shivered,
'That certainly
sounds
unpleasant.'
"'The slave agrees to submit completely to Mistress in all ways. The slave also agrees that, once entered into the Slavery Contract, its body, soul, and mind belong to its Mistress, to be used as seen fit, within the guidelines herein defined. The slave agrees to please Mistress to the best of its ability, in that it now exists solely for the pleasure of said Mistress.' For her pleasure..."
'I— I haven't even been living for my
own
pleasure... So,'
Elva tried to breathe easier,
'maybe that won't be so bad... Right?'
"'The slave's veto: The slave holds veto power over any command Mistress gives and may rightfully refuse to obey that command. This can only be invoked if said command may cause permanent harm, or where deemed necessary by both Mistress and slave.'"
'So I can
refuse
some commands. I guess that's reassuring.'
"'The safeword: Both parties have an agreed-upon safeword: teardrop. Use of this phrase by either party can temporarily postpone this agreement. The slave accepts the responsibility of using this safeword when necessary, and trusts implicitly in Mistress to respect the use of that safeword. If a condition arises in which the slave needs to use the safeword, Mistress will assess the situation, and determine an appropriate course of action.' So— I can stop what she's doing— at
any
point?" Elva's chest finally lightened. "That doesn't seem so bad then. Next is:
"'Mistress' role: Mistress accepts the responsibility of the slave's mind, body, and immortal soul, to do with as she sees fit. Mistress agrees to care for the slave, to arrange for the safety and well-being of the slave, as long as she shall own the slave.'"
Her lids flickered before Elva reread the passage. "Care for—
me
— and arrange for—
my—
safety and well-being..?
'That seems— contradictory after reading about pain and— punishment, but— I'm here because I wanted to feel safe. Will I be safe?'
Glancing at the glowing globe, she wondered,
'Can I be safe..?'
Elva shrugged off the question.
"'Conditions of lucidity: Mistress accepts the responsibility of the slave's lucidity and guarantees that the slave will be lucid in times determined by the contract, the slave's veto, or when the safeword is used. The slave accepts that Mistress naturally releases mind-altering— hor-mones: phe-ro-mones that heighten relaxation and lower inhibitions, and...'" Elva had to study: "'A-phro— di-siacs... that increase— sexual desire...' I," she shuddered, "I'm not sure how I feel about that... But... I'm not a stranger to desire... And
Mistress
was—" She huffed,
'I shouldn't finish that; she can probably hear me. Maybe this
would
be easier if I could relax a little.'
"'Taking of sustenance: Mistress accepts the responsibility of the slave's energy as her food to consume as she sees fit, accepts any limitations the slave may have, and agrees not to cause permanent harm while feeding.' Well, I knew that from Móra's grimoire. What's next..."
Elva's stomach dropped as she read, "'Punishment: The slave agrees to accept any punishment Mistress decides to inflict, whether earned or not.' Oh no." Some color drained from her cheeks.
'I'm not making it out of this safely. Please, Brigit, tell me it gets better.'
In her fright, Elva glanced past the next paragraph and caught a line in a list: "'Burning or branding of the body...'" She began trembling; shouting overwhelmed her while fire prickled her skin.
'Please,'
she prayed and then read the passage she overlooked.
"'Rules of punishment...'" She could scarcely focus. "'Punishment of the slave is subject to certain rules designed to protect the slave from intentional abuse or permanent bodily harm.'"
'
Please
...'
"'Punishment must not incur permanent bodily harm, or the following forms of abuse.'"
Her shaking ceased as Elva stared at the list in disbelief.
'So, I— I won't be hurt— like Mó...'
She held her mouth as the words set in; with the fall of tears, Elva gripped the contract to her chest and wailed.
'Móra, I'm so sorry.'
She pulled her legs onto the cot and hugged her knees; for a time she cried, but the droplets slowed as she eventually composed herself. After cleaning her face, Elva attempted to clear the lump in her throat.
'I need to keep reading. Seven, Sharp.'
She lowered her feet and searched for the list. "'The following punishments are not allowed: blood may not be drawn intentionally at any time, burning or branding of the body, loss of... cir-cu-lation, internal— bleeding, or loss of cons-ciousness through— suffocation.'
'I— hadn't even thought of... Circu-lation..? I suppose I should feel safe, but— What
is
she allowed to do as a punishment?
"'Permanent bodily harm: Since the body of the slave now belongs to Mistress, it is Mistress' responsibility to protect that body from permanent bodily harm. Should the slave ever intentionally come to permanent bodily harm during the course of punishment, it will be grounds for immediate termination of this contract— should the slave so desire. Permanent bodily harm shall be determined as: any damage that involves permanent loss of mobility or function, or any permanent marks on the skin, including scars, burns, or...' What's— tat-toos... 'Unless accepted by the slave.'"
Elva gruffed upon seeing the contract was moving on.
'I should feel comforted, but I still don't know
how
she can punish me...'
"'Contact with other people: The slave may not seek any other Mistress, Master, lover, or relate to others in any sexual, submissive or affectionate way without Mistress' permission. To do so will be considered a breach of contract, and will result in extreme punishment.' That's— unsettling, but I don't even
know
anyone here.