Where do I start this tale? In the past, when I wrote a story, the story normally started in a bar or wherever I choose. Normally, the best place to start in the beginning.
The year is 1998. The internet was slowly growing. I discovered a website called bondage.com. Surfing the website, I started going through the different features. Of course, I look at the photos first. Seeing the different positions that the submissive was being put in, I was thinking to myself, 'I would love to be in some of those positions myself.'
As I was looking through these pictures, I felt a stir in my cock. I noticed my cock getting harder. My right hand slowly made its way to my cock, stroking my cock slowly. Imagining myself in those different positions, being under a Dominant's control, turned me on more. After a few minutes, an eruption of cum came out of my cock. Lucky for me, I didn't shoot my cum on the mouse or keyboard. I got up from the computer and went to clean up in my bathroom.
At this time in my life, I was 150 lbs,5'9, athletic fit, 23 yrs old single male with a long brown hair. My eyes are dark brown at the times, eventually dulling to black in my later years. I was full of pics and vinegar back then as my grandfather would say, or 'dumb, young and full of cum", would be the other thing he would say.
That is enough about me for now. I came out of the bathroom and sat back at my computer. Gaining my composure while away from the computer, I continued to surf the site. Eventually, I found the chat room area. The site logged me on as a guest. At the time, you had to pay a membership fee for the site to have a profile.
Looking at the different chat rooms, nothing caught my attention, since my options were limited. Backing out of the chat room, I went to find how to pay for a membership on this site. My options at the time were affordable. 10 dollars a month, 25 dollars for 3 months,50 dollars for six months, and100 dollars for a year were the options. There were two ways of paying -- 1) money order which I would have to send in or 2) call my payment over the phone with my credit card. Since I didn't feel right about calling my card in, I went to my local 7 -eleven and paid for a 50 dollar money order. I went to the post office and sent the money order right out.
I went about my business for the next week, working nearly 100 hours at my job, splitting my time as night warehouse asst. Supervisor and delivery driver. I left Friday morning, totally drained and exhausted. After doing my Friday ritual of running around and paying bills, I came home. Finishing putting the groceries up, I turned on my computer. I went through my email first. The first email was from bondage.com. I opened the email, and it was a receipt for me to start my membership.
' Cool', I thought to myself. I went took a shower first. I put on the towel around my waist and went to sit down at my computer. This time, I will keep a towel nearby in case of any accident. I went into bondage.com and created my profile.
I created the nickname "BondageMike422" as my log-in. Set on my journey to the chat rooms, more chat rooms opened up to me. I started to look through the different fetishes they had. Some fetishes just blew my mind. One of the chat rooms was the Barnyard. I read the description, "For people who like barnyard animals." That was a no. I came across a room called' latex and leather bondage.' I clicked in that room and entered the chat for that.
After a few minutes, I got a pm from 'LeatherDom'. The person asked if I was a newbie, to which I replied yes. He started to ask me some questions like what my age, describe what I look like, etc., your basic questions to know you. His one question really threw me.
"What do you wish to find in the BDSM scene?"
I thought about it for a minute before answering his question.
"Well, I have always had a fascination with bondage since I saw 'A Clockwork Orange' and read the X-MEN "The Dark Phoenix Saga." I am willing to learn and possibly serve the right dominant."
There was a pause on his part for a moment.
" Let say, I agreed to train you, how open-minded are you?"
" I am very open-minded. I am very eager to learn and serve."
" Ok then. Give your email and I will send you some instructions. You will have 48 hours to complete them. "
"Okay!"
I gave Leather Dom my email address. Within in 15 minutes, I received an email from him. I clicked on the email, which read as follows:
"Boy,
I would like to welcome you in your first steps into the BDSM scene. The first thing you will learn is addressed me as Sir. Your first task tonight to shave your body of body hair. After you completely shave your body, including your cock, send a picture or video with your videocam to me through your e-mail. I know I told you 48 hours for this task. I am only allowed you an hour to complete this task to show how serious are you. Leather Dom"
I got up and went to the bathroom. I took my shaving cream and used the whole can to cover my body, including around my cock. My right hand picked up the razor and shaved what little body hair I had off. When it came time to shave around my cock, I was cautious. As I was shaving, I could feel the cool air hitting my skin. The feeling was weird. I was being turned on by this shaving. Turning the shower on, I rinsed myself off to reveal a smooth, hairless body. The cool air hit my skin felt good. I quickly ran over to my computer and took a video of myself completely hairless from my neck down. I sent Sir the video with 5 minutes to spare.
Anxiously awaiting his response, I sat naked at my computer. Within 5 minutes, I received a reply from Sir. The email reply was as follows:
Boy,
Good job on your first task. You are taking the right steps on being my submissive. I want you to order a catalog from Centurion. When you receive the catalog, you will take a picture of the catalog. I will tell you what to order from the catalog after you received the catalog. Enclosed is a form for you to fill out. Keep an opened mind as you fill out the questionnaire. You have until Monday morning to fill it out.
Leather Dom
I clicked on the form he sent as an attachment. There were 5 questions on the form. Looking over the form, I started to ponder these questions, as it was like a soul search.
Question 1- What are your influences that led you to BDSM
Answer -- seeing a Clockwork Orange at 7 before mom caught me watching it. Reading comics and watching cartoons where the heroine would be tied up. Reading Exit to Eden really opened the door for my BDSM fascination.
Question 2 : Have you experimented with bondage or cross-dressing before?
Answer-Yes, the age was 18. I put on my black balaclava with a spike collar while wearing my leather jacket and masturbate to my image. I tied myself to the bed a couple of times. Furthermore, I dabbled in cross-dressing after I came home from the Marines and dressed myself in my mother's clothes.
Question 3- Are you willing to submit in a safe environment under a Male or a Female dominant?