Masturbating at your desk is not a good idea. That's what I tell myself as I sit at work in my comfy computer chair, and slip my hand underneath my skirt. The power is out in the office, so no one is working. The computers are all lifeless, and the light is dim, just a bit of sunlight filtering in from the small, shaded windows. My desk sits in a shadowy corner. Between the cubicle-style divider in front of me, and the large potted plant to one side of me, I am almost invisible. The CFO's office sits in the corner directly behind me, but in the few weeks I've been working at this company he's passed by my desk only a handful of times. I could probably have a whole string of orgasms back here, and no one would ever know.
Masturbating would be a really stupid thing to do though. I just got this job. I shouldn't do anything to jeopardize it. Just because the power is out, and I'm bored and horny, it doesn't mean I need to take the opportunity to rub one out right in the middle of the workplace. But it's been almost two months since I've had an orgasm, and I've been edging every single day. The desperate slut inside of me has become extremely insistent. She gives no fucks about potential consequences. The slut just wants action, wants to rub herself against every available stimulus like a cat in heat, and the idea of masturbating in a forbidden place really turns her on.
I look around the office, and verify that no one is anywhere nearby. Then I let my hand run up my thigh, parting the folds of my wrap-style skirt, exposing my favorite pair of panties, the white lace ones that somehow manage to look both sexy and demure. I rest the palm of my hand on my cloth-covered pussy, feeling its warmth. Then I close my eyes, and send my fingers to find the waistband of my panties. I take one more look around, and then I move my hand down, slipping it into my panties so that my fingers can find my clit.
I bite my lip to repress a moan as my fingers begin to rotate my clit in long, slow circles. I wriggle my hips, and spread my legs as wide as a I can in the high-backed desk chair. I try to position my body so that most of what I'm doing is hidden under my desk. I move my fingers faster, and my head lolls back. My eyes slip closed, and I bite my lip harder, reminding myself not to make any noise. A part of me is horrified that I am actually doing this, playing with myself at work, right at my desk, but my inner slut is firmly in control at this point. The slut thinks that this is one of the best ideas I've ever had, and urges me to keep going, to come hard, right in public, right where any of my co-workers could see.
I can't hold back a little groan as I raise my hips, right on the verge of orgasm. Now might not be the best time to put an end to my two-month streak of orgasm denial, but I no longer have a choice. The terrifying thrill of this blatant sluttery has pushed me over the edge. I take a deep breath, bracing myself for the first spasms of orgasm, reminding myself over and over not to scream.
I hear the sound of a throat being cleared directly behind me. I didn't think there was anything that could stop the onrushing orgasm, but that sound does it. It's like someone just threw a bucket of ice water on me. The orgasm retreats, leaving my pussy wet and aching. My body then goes from feeling ice cold to way too hot. I wrench my hand out of my panties, readjust my skirt, and spin my chair around to face the unintentional voyeur. Of course, it's the CFO.
I try to think of something to say, but before I can even begin to form a coherent sentence, he says, "Step into my office, please." My body numb, I stand up and follow him into his office. He shuts the door behind us, and when I hear the soft click of the latch, I realize how much trouble I'm in. He's going to fire me. He might even decide to press charges against me for public indecency or something. I'm never going to be able to get another job again.
"Have a seat," he says, and I stumble over to the leather chair positioned in front of his desk, collapsing into it. He takes his own seat behind the desk, and looks at me across the shining expanse of wood. I can't meet his eyes. I stare down out my hands, which are clasped together in my lap. The silence stretches out, but I don't break it. I have no idea what I could possibly say in my defense. "What exactly were you doing out there?" he asks.
"What do you mean, Sir?" I say, trying to act confused. Maybe if I play the innocence card, I can get out of this. He couldn't have had a very clear view of what I was doing, and if I act shocked and indignant at the very idea that I was masturbating at my desk, he might back down, might decide that he didn't actually see what he thought he did.
"What exactly made you think it would be a good idea to masturbate at your desk?" he says. My face burns. He knows exactly what he saw. His tone is stern, but there is something else underneath of it. Could it be amusement? I scrutinize his face, my eyes meeting his for just a moment before flicking back down to my hands. He doesn't look amused, but there is something in his eyes that makes me feel hopeful, but also a little alarmed. Is it humor or lust?
The silence is stretching out. I realize that he's waiting for me to answer him. I gather myself, trying to look both hurt and indignant. "I don't know what it is that you thought you saw, Sir, but I most certainly was not-"
He cuts me off. "Spare me the dissembling" he says. "I saw exactly what you were doing. You had your legs spread, and your hand down your panties. You were moaning and biting your lip. Anyone who was walking by could have seen you. Do you think that is appropriate behavior for the workplace?"
I wonder if he can see how deep the color in my face has become. The power is still out, and the office is dim, but my cheeks feel like they are emitting their own glow. "No Sir," I say, staring hard at my hands. My eyes want to fill with tears, but I force them away. This situation was caused my my own stupidity. There will be no crying. At least, not in front of this man. "I wasn't thinking clearly," I say. It's all I can think of.
"That is obvious," he says. A few moments of tense silence pass, and then he speaks again. "You don't recognize me, do you?"
I raise my eyes from my hands long enough to take another look at his face. Is he fucking with me? Of course I recognize him. I've only run into him a few times since I started working here, but he's the CFO of the company. I gather my courage, and look into his eyes again, and this time I really do recognize him. My entire body tingles with the shock. It's Mr. Bowie Knife.
I think back to the play party I attended the previous weekend. I had spent almost an hour ogling this man from across the dungeon. I'd seen him at a few parties in the past, but had never spoken to him. He always wore an enormous Bowie knife in a sheath at his belt, and last weekend I had watched him use that knife on a bound, naked woman. He had teased her with it, running it up and down her skin, making her tremble and moan, but never once breaking the skin.
At one point he had made her hold a hitachi between her legs while he used the tip of the knife blade to torment her breasts and nipples. He had made the woman come over and over again as he teased her with his knife. She begged to be allowed to stop, but he was relentless, and didn't let her remove the vibrator until she was come-drunk and exhausted. That night, lying in bed after the party, I had edged myself while thinking about that scene. I had just never expected to run into Mr. Bowie Knife outside of a party. I had only been working at this company for a matter of weeks, and my brain had been too busy trying to get acclimated to my new job to make the necessary connections between the CFO and the man with the Bowie knife.
"Were you at the party last weekend?" I ask, hesitant to say anything more until he confirms that he's really who I think he is.
"Yes I was," he says calmly, "And I saw you watching me all night."
The heat in my cheeks intensifies. "I couldn't help myself," I say. "You were a lot of fun to watch."
"How long have you been with the company?" he asks.
"This is my fourth week," I say, dragging my eyes upward. I can't bring myself to meet his gaze though, so I focus them on the desk in front of him instead.
"What are we going to do with you?" he says, voice speculative. I think I can detect that undercurrent of amusement again. "You've only been here a month, and you're already playing with yourself at your desk."
My insides squirm with embarrassment. I think about begging him not to fire me, but I hold my tongue. I doubt that begging will do any good, and I have a prideful streak. I will not beg. I wait for him to drop the ax.
"I'm going to give you two choices," he says. "Option one: you make a solemn promise to behave yourself at work from now on, and then you return to your desk. Option two: I punish you for being a slut at work. You make a solemn promise to behave yourself from now on. Then you return to your desk." I raise my eyes to meet his, and force myself not to look away. I had been so sure that I was going to be fired, that I almost don't register what he said.
"You're not going to fire me?" I say.
"No, I'm not," he says, looking right back at me, totally calm. "Your job is safe, whichever option you choose."
"Why?"
He takes a moment to consider. "I'm a lot more liberal about this sort of thing than most people would be." He smiles a little. "Plus, it was really hot to walk out of my office and see you there with your hand down your panties." My flush deepens, feeling as if it has taken over my entire body. I squirm a little in my chair. His smile widens. "You might have suffered a lapse in judgment, but I don't think it's an offense worthy of firing." He becomes stern again. "If it had been anyone else passing by though, you would have been totally screwed."
"I know," I say quietly, looking away from him again. "I was being stupid."