It seems like I meet all of my play toys through some variation of the same: the old, a friend of a friend, of a friend, who knows somebody, who has a friend, who might know somebody. At least it seems that roundabout. Then again I don't look online, although I do have a few web pages. I'm only 18, but I do have a few "toys" in my "toy box." Plus I have Sophie, my live-in personal slave. Well, she's been living with me since school ended last month.
I have three BFFs, who know the highlights on what I'm into, but since they don't share my interests, they generally don't get much in the way of details. Just the stuff we giggle over. They all know Sophie, though. It's impossible for them not to. Every time they pop over to my apartment Sophie is there, naked 99% of the time, and eagerly serving us. That much took them a little getting used to, so I can't imagine what they'd do if they ever saw anything more. Like a naked guy over my knees!
I also have a circle of ladies that share my tastes. It's a pretty diverse group, with pretty much on thing in common: we all love dominating others. We try to get together every couple of weeks for coffee and a gossip fest. Mostly we just share gossip about who's doing what to whom. But we also do each other favors, sometimes surprising a toy with a "guest appearance," or any number of other things. I'm the youngest in the group. Colette, at 46, is the oldest. Over the months, most of a year now, that I've been a full-fledged member of this little "kink club," as my BFFs call it, I've gotten a few toys from the other ladies here. One they either weren't interested in, didn't have the time for or wanted to pass off for another reason. One of the girls is a flight attendant, and about a month ago she sent me a rather entertaining lady pilot to play with, just because she didn't want to play with a pilot she'd be stuck flying with.
So when I'm checking my emails one night, something I'm notorious for being slow to respond to (email is so last decade! Hello, text me!) I'm not really surprised to see one from Janelle, one of the ladies in my little circle. It's pretty short, just saying that she's forwarding me an email. It came to her through one of her toys, who passed her email address to a friend who'd asked on behalf of a friend. Or so the story she got went. She says she's not interested because Mark, the "boy toy" is the son of a Bay Minette cop; as a Baldwin County deputy, Janelle works with pretty much every cop in the county and doesn't want to play with any close relatives of any of them. Besides the tension that might cause, it would certainly get her a very slutty reputation. She says that it sounds like something that would interest me, but if not, let her know and she'll send it around to the others. Andrea, she's pretty sure, would be interested.
I read the email. It's written by Mark, and it's decently long. It's an open letter, to Janelle's private play address, addressed on to "Ma'am." He says the friend who gave him her address didn't know her name, or even exactly whom it would be sent to. Only that he had a friend who could get it to "a strong woman," as he was interested in meeting. He starts by telling me about himself and his live-in girl-friend Callie. He's 20, she's 18. He works at one of the shipyards, a welder, and Callie works at a restaurant (where I've eaten once or twice), at least until fall when she hopes they can afford for her to cut her work back and go to school to learn hair styling.
Then he gets to the part about his fantasy, about having a strong woman who could control him, control his pleasure, and who would satisfy him, but make him "work for it." He says that's not Callie. She's about the opposite of that. Which is why they've decided to look for someone who could "help" them. It's the only place they're not perfectly in sync.
Callie, he says, is very outgoing and friendly. Until she gets to the bedroom. There's she's even shyer and reserved. And inexperienced, since Mark is her first. They "do it" often, but Mark always has to start it and get her into it, as if they're back in high school and he's trying to get her to do it for the first time.
Callie's mother is very reserved, he says. Callie has said many times that she wishes she had a big sister to have taught her about "these things," since there was no way her mom was going to as much as admit they happen! He knows that Callie will never be the strong lover he's after. And he says Callie is open to him "playing" with another, so long as it domination, not cheating on her. Callie, he says, isn't very open to talking about sex, an inhibition he figures she picked up from her mom, so he doesn't really know if she has any fantasies, but she's never mentioned any.
Then, like most true newbies, those whose only knowledge of D/s, BDSM and such comes from the internet, where truth isn't always so true, he offers to pay for someone's time, if "that's the way things like this work."
I decide to write him back a rather short email:
Mark;
I am Miss Rodgers. Your email has found its way to me. Let me start by telling you this isn't a negotiation. If you and/or Callie have any hope of meeting me, Callie will write me an email and tell me about herself. Her private self. You will not help her. You will not even read what she writes to me. She has 48 hours to send it.
That's it, all I write him back. I figure there's a good chance Callie will write me something, and an equally good chance that it won't be what I asked for.
I get her answer the next day. Which starts by assuring me that Mark hasn't read it. Then she pretty much repeats what Mark already said, describing herself again. Then:
I haven't a clue what to say! Mark's my only real boyfriend. He was my first. No one ever told me anything about it, so everything I know I just figured out with him. The whole topic of "woman stuff" was off-limits around my house. I've had a million dreams about it, but I know that I could never do most of it!
I don't know why, but I always get really shy around guys whenever anything intimate starts to come up. I just sorta freeze up. Mark has told me his fantasy. It made me think about maybe his woman letting me be involved. Like he wouldn't be cheating on me, if I was with him. And maybe she could guide me to do things, and teach me things. I know to do that she'd have to be in charge of me, too, and I think I'm OK with that.
I'm warning you now, I get really shy when it comes to adult things. I can barely make myself get my clothes off for bed with Mark, and I know he's seen me like a million times. I'm hoping it might be easier for me with a woman, especially if I knew she was mostly there for Mark.
Anyway, I'll try to do whatever -- anything -- you want me to. I don't know if I'll be able to or not, but I swear I'll try. I'd like Mark to be happy and get what he wants, and if you will allow me to have a part in it, I'd want that.
If that's her version of long, I'd hate to see short. But now I have both of their emails. And a little better idea of what Callie is like. And most importantly I know that Callie is really OK with Mark being my toy. It's a rule I have, I never whip behind a spouses' back.
Since Mark had told me they both have Sunday's off, I decide that would be the perfect day for a little play session. Because I think that they might be amusing to me, even though I generally prefer my toys to be older, like in their 30's or early-early 40's. So I send Callie an email:
Callie;
This is the only offer I will make you. It's is a yes/no ONLY offer. Feel free to say no if you're not interested and I will pass your emails around to others I know who might be interested in meeting you guys.
First, you should know that I have rules. The first rule is that subs (that means both of you) do not speak unless spoken to, and then only to answer. When a sub does speak, it is to be concise, formal, polite, respectful and humble. Yes, Ma'am, and No, Ma'am are preferred responses. The second thing is that I do allow subs to ask questions, or question anything. Nor do I allow subs to waste my time. All of that means when you are told to do something, you will do it at a normal pace, no stalling, hesitating, feet-dragging, or questioning it. Don't expect to be told why you're doing it either. Except for clear instructions that you will obey. The third thing you need to accept is that you will have no privacy, no secrets, and no modesty here. I own you. I own your bodies. I will do with them as I please, and you will not have a say in it.
I'm not going to run down a list of what might happen. Anything is possible. I can be rather whimsical. The only thing that won't happen, is you will not be injured in any way. I don't do that. Whatever ideas and expectations you might have, forget them. The reality will be different. Your reality here will be my pleasure.
YOU may come here Sunday at 3:00 pm. You will stay until I deign to dismiss you. While here, you will obey me. There will be unpleasant consequences for disobedience or infractions of my rules. Before you come here, you will ensure that Mark knows all of what I've just told you. That is for you to do, and you will be the one to suffer the consequences of disappointing me if he doesn't know it. Mark is NOT to come with you. Not even to drive you here. I will summon Mark when I am ready. It might be 3:01, or I might kick you out never summoning him. But when I do summon him, he is expected to come then, or never again.