Yes, reading the earlier chapters sets the stage for this one. But it can also stand on its own.
For my Darlings Megs and Lizbeth
All of a sudden, it seemed, my cozy new world appeared to have evaporated. Liz had turned nasty again and I sensed I was in for it. The first stoke of that damned tawse reawakened that old dread in me, but it was destined to get worse as I was ordered over the settee. I did so with trepidation and was soon squirming as the strap bit home across my exposed buttocks. "Aaagh!" I almost gasped out loud as Liz continued to ply the fearful leather, the pain being made worse by the sensitivity of my already whipped behind. I bit my lip, but could feel the tears starting again in spite of me best efforts to remain in control.
It was only partly the pain, of course, but it was also partly on account of having lost the closeness of our relationship. Perhaps I had been a bit presumptuous, but I had been starting to believe that there may have been a special relationship developing between Liz and me. Even though I had to accept she was in charge, I had harboured hopes that it wouldn't have deteriorated to the level of the camp. Yet, here I was, under her strap again, and all so unfairly at that, just like at the camp. How could anyone be expected to tongue a cursed pussy? How could anyone gain pleasure from making someone do that?
Liz seemed to have taken on a new persona, or perhaps it was the old one resurfacing. Gone was the sensitive beauty whose presence I had enjoyed before these damned females interfered. In its place was the haughty hellion who seemed to relish my discomfort. Damn! Damn! Damn! Now she was a bitch again, stripping off to torment me even more. She set to with the tawse with renewed vigour and as weal overlaid weal, I couldn't help but yell out.
"Aaaghh! ...Ooowwww! ....Please Liz...Ma'am.....Miss Lizzie, Ma'am....please...stop....Yeeeooow!.....No more....Aaaggh!...it's agony....it's not....f..f...f...air." I was sobbing openly now, barely able to maintain my position. When the tails of the tawse nearly nicked my balls, I just about jumped up in alarm. "The swine," I thought, "the rotten bitch!" At that instant, all thoughts of intimacy with her were driven to the back of my mind and I could think only of the pain ceasing.
At last, not as a result of my pleading I'm sure, Liz threw down the heavy, thick strap but my torment was not over. I was not to be allowed to pee? What other devious misery could she inflict? Liz made for the bathroom and as I listened to her noisy discharge, it made me realise how long it had been since I had gone myself, and that thought, combined with the burning agony in my behind, caused me to believe I was also needing to go. Would you believe it?
As though reading my thoughts, Liz the Bitch, locked the bathroom door, denying me access.
I stood in silence, contemplating her words. I would have to go sooner or later, I would just have to. The consequences of doing it right there on the floor didn't bear thinking about, so I would have to go to the bathroom. But there was no way I would agree to licking a bleeding pussy. No way! I could feel the pressure mounting in my bladder and I knew time was not on my side.
As the pressure grew into discomfort, I began shifting about on my feet, but as the discomfort developed into pain, I had to give in. What did I have to call her? "Miss Lizzie" when being punished wasn't it? Well, I guess I was being punished at the moment. "Miss Lizzie? I called hesitantly, "Miss Lizzie, I'm sorry. I'm sorry and I've learned my lesson I won't disobey you again. Please Miss Lizzie, please may I have a pee?
*
"You have learned your lesson?" I responded as I heard his now small voice plead for a chance to pee in the bowl. Or was he like all men, they now said, that the way to his heart and everything else was through his now little penis?
"Alan, you're going to have to convince me that you have changed," I went on, sternly. "You have been socialized to fear things like a bleeding female...cunt. Well, it's perfectly healthy and you'd better get over it. There are far worse camps that the one you were sent to...and"--now I lost it--"I love you too much to send you to one of them."
Egad, I had let it out. I really did like this man, maybe I even did love him. He was strong he did what I told him to, and he took punishment.
I looked away, ashamed, and got up. I opened the bathroom door with my little key and pointed there to him with a sad smile.
"Go ahead," I said needlessly. "And please come and be with me afterward," I added, with a not so sad smile.
*
I was a little surprised to find Liz's change to a somewhat more conciliatory frame of mind. I listened as she indicated that in her view there was nothing to be feared from a menstruating woman and I shivered at the notion of camps which were worse than the one we had been at. I found that hard to believe, but I wasn't going to argue.
Then for once, her guard slipped. I listened, almost with disbelief, as the words "love you" slipped out. Ah, so I had been right enough in suspecting that there might indeed be something between us. I was unsure as to how much that would override our official difference in status and her admitted natural dominant streak, but I was eager to make the most of it.
The good times we had enjoyed recently had been just that and were worth preserving, if I could just find it in me to ensure that I didn't rock the boat. I didn't know how easy that would be, but I'd worry about that later. For the moment, the bathroom beckoned.
As anyone who has had the experience will know, when you are bursting, absolutely bursting, for a pee, and really can't wait a second longer, the relief when you do go is enormous. If not quite orgasmic, the sensation still permeates one's being. So it was this time. I let it go and it just flowed and flowed: I wondered if it would ever stop, but of course, eventually I was drained again, and not just in that department. With the relief of the release, the shock of my thrashing kicked in and I became weak at the knees.
I stumbled out of the bathroom, still trembling at the thought of what might be in store, but was comforted by Liz's smile. I walked slowly towards her, threw my arms round her neck and held her tight, letting her nearness strengthen and enervate me. I was moved to kiss her full on the lips, then guided her to the bed where we lay in intimate closeness again. "Liz," I breathed sensuously, "I would love to show you what you mean to me...but my bum is so sore, I don't know if I can get hard enough. Could you help me?"
I found the gloom of despondency lifting fairly easily. Even though I could sense the throbbing in my behind freshly renewed with every movement, Liz's ministrations helped me to concentrate on much more pleasurable sensations. She really seemed quite expert in working my cock out of its pain-induced slumber and the combination of the oil, her manipulations and her soothing words soon had me stirring again. She proved to be quite adept with her fingers roaming to other parts as well, and all adding to the feelings of arousal. It wasn't long before it was thrusting forth, eager and willing to have her round it and as Liz lowered herself gently onto me, I could feel it jerking with increased lust.
This was some woman! Not only assertive and confident, but also great looking and superb at the special stuff of lovers. If I did have to be subservient to a female, I could think of none better than my Liz. I was surprised to find myself thinking of her as "my" Liz, already.