It was a long and tiring journey across the high seas, but worth every minute when suddenly my eyes met yours at the airport terminal. I felt energized by the way your mouth forms a huge simile and rushing over to greet me with a giant huge. My body felt the warmth and desire when I wanted desperately to reach down and touch your tan face and surprise you with a longing kiss to your hungry lips. But I was afraid, afraid you would push me away and thinking that I was rushing things. So I just held your frail body close to mine to feel the heat from your wonderful soul.
During dinner at your favorite restaurant, I study the way you were looking at me from across the table. So full of life and passion that I nearly reach over to kiss softly your moist succulent lips. Your beauty was embedded in my head, my heart, and my incredible thoughts. We talked for what seem like hours until we grew tired of talking about our past relationships and fled on foot to the sandy white beach. Lying there in the warm white sand, under a palm tree where we discuss what our future holds. Walking hand in hand along the warm sand and occasionally gazing up at the stars above to watch each star twinkle.
Suddenly I felt these incredible and spontaneous vibes surfacing your lovely tan face. Secretly I felt your eyes spying on my body and mind to encourage me, wanting me to kiss your waiting lips that were resting quietly in place. Then after I got up the nerve, I slowly begin to caress your face and deliver a moist kiss to your soft sweet and gentle lips. Tasting your sweet innocent lips with more passion and feeling than with any other woman I have ever kissed. Holding one another in a tight embrace as we kiss some more, while our bare feet were in the shallow water.
Then after we grew tired of walking along the beach, we lay back down to study the love in one another's eyes and the adventures we would share, while we study the glistening stars once again that makes me feel complete.
I wanted so much to make-love to you that I could almost feel and touch the way our eyes met as one. Sensing our hormones bouncing around inside our souls, as we kiss and heart went numb for a second or two. Realizing it wasn't the time or place to get intimate and bare our souls once I seen that look in your bewildered eye.
So after we had rested in each other's arms awhile, we rolled up our tight jeans and waded out to the spot where the moonbeam was shining down on. There we held each other close to our warm body and pressed softly our lips that sent shivers down my spine.
Once the rain came and poured down onto our bodies to cool us off, we then dove into the water with our clothes on around for awhile until it was nearly time for the sun to rise again.
We went back to your place to dry off and ate breakfast that consisted of eggs, bacon, and glass of orange juice. Insisting that I was a growing boy that needs his nourishment in order to stay healthy and strong. Obeying her every word as I steal a kiss, biting her pretty neck from behind and with my arms wrapped around the front of her.
After we ate, you then showed me around town and where you grew up that I do envy you, for a peaceful neighborhood that was so familiar to me. Going window-shopping when I saw your eye captivated by a gown, long white dress in the window of a nearby shop that was filled with assorted wedding stuff. Knowing how beautiful you would look in such a garment that simply takes my breath away visioning.
Moving our feet from one store to another and finding us nearing yet another sandy beach that you insist upon taking me. It was nearly noon when we arrived, many fine people were swimming about the water and chasing one another in the sand to steal a kiss and quite possibly mate inside the trees that I see from a greater distance then I would have expected. Young and old were scattered about the sand, water, and atop the hill where grass was tall and the young were preying upon their mate. Wanting to announce my engagement to her tonight, at her place, at promptly 10:00pm. Listening to the young laughing and dancing around in the sand, while the fishermen were exiting the large boat, tired and thirsty that we saw through the tall timbers. Impressed by the way this lovely young woman sings her heart out in words that I didn't understand.
Once we were tired of walking and the sun beating down onto our weak and weary souls, we took the bus back into town where this much younger lady was living. Resting in one another's arms on the sofa to listen to songs sung by talented Filipino's, that too has a great voice.
Suddenly I felt weak at the knees, wanting to tell her how I felt, but the words refuses to surface my straight lips. Perhaps I was moving too fast, frightened by what she might say, or simply to scared to tell her how much I love her.
Once again I found myself sleeping on the sofa alone and terrified that she might not want me at all. Fearing that she'd soon figure out that I might not be good for her or not wanting more children to feed and clothe. Tossing and turning as I listen to the sirens and people talking outside the apartment door. Wondering that they were talking about me, wanting to harm an American that walks their streets and eats from the market. Then when she thought I was asleep, her tender soft voice I could hear on the phone. Wondering what she was saying about me that I couldn't begin to understand, perhaps I didn't want to know.
After several hours had passed, the harsh language outside the door had ceased and the only thing I hear now through these thin walls were these fine folks, like she and me, making-love.