What I Deserve

I should have known better. That's what I was thinking when I was on my knees in front of you. I knew though that this is where I belonged and I deserved this. You stood in front me in your floral see through bra and panties. You observed me in your preferred outfit for me: a white thong with Pet written on the back in rhinestones and a traditional short maid's apron. I also had my red and black silicon cock ring on and I had your name written in bright pink sharpie on my little dick. Despite this humiliating presentation my little dick was stiff from your mere presence.

"Do you understand what you've done, Pet?"

"Yes, Princess Briti, I sincerely apologize for disrespecting you. You have been a wonderful Domme and I haven't been this committed to anything or anyone before in my life. I know that I don't deserve it but please, please, let me continue being your sub. It has been so rewarding." I was whimpering and tearing up as I pleaded.

"I take being your Domme very seriously, maybe you weren't aware of that or maybe you were, I won't make assumptions about this, but I have taken it seriously. Even though you serve and amuse me, you didn't respect me as your Domme by going and playing with another Domme and cumming without permission. You're my pet and I'm patient with you. I give commands and tasks and degrade you sure, but I'm always fair. I'm as harsh or as soft in my domination as I need to be but I'm always fair with my punishments and rewards."

"Yes Princess, I know I fucked up so badly. You have been such a generous and kind Domme. I have been so fortunate to be allowed to serve you. You are so beautiful and have treated me better than I deserve and was so weak and pathetic. I stroked my little dick for another Domme and disrespected you." At this point I was shaking and sobbing. You looked down on me not unkindly but still with resolute determination.

"If you don't want me to be your Domme anymore I need you to tell me. I feel let down and betrayed because you ignored me. Serving another Domme and ignoring my texts and then also cumming without permission?! If you want to continue being my pet then I think we should talk about what's to be expected. I have loved your commitment, I as a Domme always take it seriously, I always respect my role and my sub. If I own someone I do my best because I want things to be safe, sane and consensual; always. I'm willing to allow you to serve me but boundaries and mutual respect is necessary in this dynamic. Your submission is given but my domination is also given. One thing that crosses my boundary is lack of communication or being ignored, I consider it highly disrespectful and deserving of the highest forms of punishment or no longer continuing forward. I understand you have never been this committed and so that is why you either tell me you want to serve only me or you tell me you want to serve this other Domme."

"I only want to serve you Princess. I am so sorry that I'm so weak and pathetic that I sought out another Domme for my own selfish pleasure."

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It was hard for me to think about the circumstances that let to my shame. I was alone and pining for my Princess. We had a play session earlier that afternoon and she teased me relentlessly and edged me several times. She made it clear that I was not allowed to cum that day and left me to finish my chores at her house while she went out on a date with a Bull. I was instructed to go home when I was finished so that I could get some rest and be at her house early tomorrow resume my service.

I was so desperate and my dick was aching. In my desperation, I called and met up with a former Domme I served. I knew it was wrong but I'm a weak and pathetic and wanted to so badly to have another chance to cum. My former Domme was amused to hear from me even though she dismissed me in the past because she became bored with me. She could tell how feeble I was and how much I was yearning to serve and so she assented to let me please her with my mouth while she was catching up on some work on her computer. She said she had nothing better planned for the evening and only I was pathetic enough to be willing to serve her while being completely ignored on a Thursday night.

As I started eating her out I came almost immediately hands free. She was pissed and kicked me repeatedly in the balls while laughing at me and telling me I was pathetic and would only ever have ruined orgasms. This humiliation was so much worse due to the shame I felt for going behind my Princess' back and cumming without permission. I confessed immediately to my former Domme. After a few more kicks to the balls she had me share my Princess' contact information with her so that she could report my insolence. I knew that I was in for some shit.

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"Please Princess, how can I make it up to you? I know I don't deserve another chance but I don't know what I will do without your control and guidance! Being in your service is so rewarding and I've never felt so fulfilled while doing your chores, running your errands, and pleasing you in whatever way you desire. Your beauty and intellect is so intimidating and beguiling that my little dick throbs with desire for you at the mere thought of you. Please, please don't dismiss me Princess! I will never find a more meaningful existence than being dominated by you." It was taking all of my self control to not collapse onto the floor. I knew I needed to stay on my knees to please you.

You continued to look down on me. You were still angry but I could also see some amusement in your alluring brown eyes. "All right Pet, I am willing to forgive you and give you one more chance. If I do that though, then I need your complete submission and commitment. No more fuck ups and I need clear communication from you in the future. If you are ever too desperate then I need to know so I can figure out how to handle it. As I said before, I'm firm but fair in my dominance. Can you do that Pet?"

"Yes Princess, please! I'm enthralled by your beauty and perfection. I will do anything to continue in your service."

"Very well then Pet. I will allow you to continue your service but you still have to be punished for your misbehavior." "Yes Princess, anything, please punish me! I deserve it for being such a bad pet."

"First, you will write 'I've been a disobedient pet and I won't do it again' 100 times on a sheet of paper. Second, every morning you must say 'I belong to Princess Briti, my tiny cock is hers to do whatever she wants with, I'm a pet and I live to serve my Princess' as a daily devotion. Third, you will be caged from now on and I am your key holder. You are no longer trusted with my dicklet. I am ordering an app controlled chastity cage. Finally, I am putting you on an edging schedule so that you will always be yearning but only I can give you release. Do you accept these terms?"

"Yes Princess, thank you so much. I don't deserve your forgiveness and I'm so grateful for you kind nature. I'm lucky to be in your presence at all." I was sniveling at this point.

"Oh my sad, pathetic pet. You are a pitiful creature." You looked at me and I could tell that you were pleased but also slightly disgusted by what you saw. "Since you have been so compliant tonight and shown so much remorse, I'm going to allow you to please me tonight." You proceeded to sit-down in your chair and beckoned me over to you. I crawled over to you on my hands and knees. You gestured for me to pull your panties off and then spread your legs showing me your perfect pussy. I didn't need instruction at that time. I began to eat you out just as you had trained me to do. First, slowly licking around your clit before picking up the pace and applying more and more pressure as I sped up and slowed down depending on your commands. I lost track of how long I was pleasing you and I was so turned on that I didn't notice the pain in my neck and how tired my facial muscles were becoming. All I cared about was pleasing you and making you feel good. I'm not sure how many times you came from using my mouth.

"All right Pet, that's enough for now." I obeyed by backing up on all fours and then getting into a kneeling position. You were radiant with satisfaction. I could still taste you in my mouth and I was beside myself in awe at your beautiful figure. "There is a list of chores and errands on the table in the kitchen. I expect those to be done by the end of the day. Hopefully by that time your cage will have arrived and I can lock you up. You don't deserve my touch today but since you've been so obsequious and remorseful I will give you a chance to cum." I was shocked and elated. You could tell be the expression on my face. "As I said, I'm fair and I take my role seriously. You have earned the a chance to cum proportionate to your worth to me at this time. Since you wanted to serve your other Domme so bad I'm going to give you one more chance to cum with her." You left the room and were gone for several minutes. When you came back you had a cheap plastic blow up doll. I noticed that you had taken a picture of my previous Domme and taped it to the doll's face.

"This is the last time you will get to imagine touching anyone else other than me." You threw the doll down in front of me and took out your phone. "You have two minutes to try and cum by fucking your "Domme" but you are not allowed to stand or use your arms and hands in anyway. I'm starting the timer now." I immediately crawled over on my knees and fell to the ground on top of doll trying to find a position that was somewhat pleasurable. I flopped around humping what felt like a mixture of sharp plastic at times and just the hardwood floor. I could here you laughing in the background as I struggled and groaned. The timer went off while I was still rolling around on the floor with my little dick hard and aching with no relief.

"See pet, you can't even cum from another Domme anymore. You are mine completely. Now thank your 'Domme' for her time."

"Thank you Domme," I whimpered.

"Now what what do you say to me."

"Thank you so much Princess for owning me and giving another chance. I know I don't deserve your beauty and your grace. I'm so fortunate to worship you."

"Excellent pet, now go and see to your duties. After your done you can make me dinner and get me ready for my date with my Bull." Then you turned around and walked out of the room. I couldn't take my eyes off of your amazing ass as you walked out the door. At that time, even with my aching and throbbing dick, I knew I would never disobey you again.