She watched him with adoration as he took a long drag from his cigarette. They were nestled on the couch; her legs were folded underneath her as she rested her head on his chest, listening to the steady thump of his heartbeat through his shirt. He had one arm around her while the other flipped through the various apps on his phone. She sighed contentedly as he blew a puff of smoke toward the ceiling. "So," he said after a while, looking down at her, "what do you want to do?"
The question itself seemed trivial, but it was laced with so many underlying possibilities that her eyes began to glow. "Hmm...well...I'd sort of like to get the bad stuff out of the way first..." she admitted, wrestling with her feelings on it but knowing it was in her best interest to be honest with him.
He sat up a little straighter, putting out his cigarette in the ashtray, "Oh? And just what kind of 'bad stuff' are we talking about?" he pulled her closer to look him in the eyes, and she lowered hers shamefully.
"I...I thought about hurting myself last night," she whispered, starting to tremble, afraid that he would be very angry with her for it, even though she needed him to forgive her. He gently lifted her chin, when she slowly raised her eyes to look into his, she saw only compassion and concern in them, and those beautiful icy blue orbs expressed so much in so small a space.
"And? Did you?" he spoke gently, kindly to her, his voice only reinforcing what his eyes reflected. Tears sprang into her eyes as she shook her head.
"No, but I came very close..." she whispered hoarsely.
"Well I'm glad you didn't, but I still think you should be punished for thinking such bad thoughts, don't you?" he asked softly, his voice a little sterner rather than gentle.
She shivered a little and nodded. "Yes, Sir," she spoke quietly as he gently guided her over his lap. She had be spanked before, but this, this was different. It seemed like everything she'd ever dreamed about was going to come true just in this one special night. She felt a reassuring hand on her back, just as the other hand rested on the seat of her jeans. It left and came back with a firm smack! She bucked and gasped a little. His hand came down again, a little harder now, SMACK! She bit her bottom lip as she squeaked. SMACK! Her hands trembled as they struggled with the choice between supporting her in front and protecting her from behind. Smack! Smack! SMACK! He landed a volley of spanks and she wiggled a little. Finally, he let her up. She looked at him with unshod tears in her eyes. A silent thank you for answering her cry for support through the rough time she was having. They'd both had a long week and needed this desperately. The red lacy top of her underwear was starting to show above the waist line of her jeans.
He raised an eyebrow, "Oh? What do we have here?" he asked, pulling her closer for inspection.