Have you ever had one of those weeks where everything just seemed to go wrong? Well I did and unfortunately, I let it get the better of me. I was out of sorts. These are the times when I need Sir the most. Only tonight I didn't need kinky sex, spankings or scenes. Tonight, I just needed my sweet Sir to take care of me. I didn't know what to expect though when I got home from my business trip. I walked through the door and there he was, just standing there with his arms open. I dropped my bags and rushed into his arms. He stood there holding me for the longest time.
"I hated not being with you this week, baby girl." He murmured into my ear.
"I hated it too. I was so upset this week. So unsettled and anxious all week." I said on the verge of tears again.
"Sssshhh, I know Princess. I'm here now and so are you."
I breathed a sigh of relief as I relished his strong arms around me. He's me safe place and in his arms, the tears fell freely. I had been holding everything all week.
"That's it Princess, let it out."
We stood like that for a little while longer, then he kissed the top of my head and lead me to the dining room. The table was beautiful, but only set with one place setting. I was confused.
"Aren't you eating with me Sir?"
"Of course, I am." Upon seeing the confusion on my face, he continued. "You will sit on my lap tonight and let me feed my girl."
"Oh." I was surprised. He hadn't done this before.
"I made us a steak with baked potatoes and sautéed veggies. All your favorites tonight sweetheart."
"Oh my, thank you Sir."
"Stay here for a minute." He instructed.
Sir went into the kitchen and came back with our plate of food and my drink. I had to smile because I knew that he had made my favorite sweet tea. It's the sweetest thing that he does for me. He doesn't even drink it, but he always makes sure that I have some in the fridge. I just smile at his thoughtfulness. It truly warms my heart.
"Thank you, my sweet Sir." I say smiling into his eyes.
"Of course, Princess. I always take care of what belongs to me and you definitely belong to me." He says back with all the love in his eyes.
There is never a doubt about how much this man loves me and where I stand with him. Life may get crazy and we may get pulled in different directions at times, but one of us is always there to pull us back together and remind the other what is really important. Us. That's all. Everything else is just stuff.
Sir sets everything down, pulls out the chair and sits. He looks up at me and pats his lap instructing me to sit. I position myself on his lap and he begins the slow process of feeding us. He takes his time in between bites to allow us each to savor the succulent meat. It's cooked perfectly. I giggle because It seems so silly to be fed like this, but at the same time it feels so right.
"What are you giggling about Princess?"