You roll us over, so that you're under me and I'm on my knees for you. Again. Just the way you like. The way we both like.
Your teeth are raking against my mouth during a rough kiss, making me burn for you on both ends.
I focus on self-restraint, trying not to get ahead of myself. Or, more importantly, ahead of you.
I put my lips to your ear, breathe deep through your hair and let out a small pleading noise. You chuckle softly back at me and I get breathless at the feel of you under me.
I feel your fingers slide down my back and around my backside. You cup my ass for a minute and then pat it at the place where it curves under. I arch under your hand, feeling the tease you're giving me, feeling my need build.
It's interesting, this particular need. It's not the same need for release that I've been experiencing for years. Well, not orgasmic release anyway.
It's a different sort of thing. A need to be claimed, called and contained all at once. A release from self into your hands, where I will always be safe but always feel precariously balanced on the edge of something big and consuming and oh so naughty.
I moan lightly into your ear and you pat me again. Focus focus focus I say to myself and pull away just a little from you to keep myself on the track of pleasing you.
You laugh, one short laugh.
And then you speak with "the" voice. You always sound a certain way when you're about to show me who's boss. Cold, detached, commanding and fucking on fire. "You're resisting?" I shake my head 'no,' but you repeat yourself, "Are you resisting me?"
I shake my head again, but I'm clearly not convincing you.
"What's the matter? What do you need? Do you need a spanking?"
With that I look at you, startled, as our eyes connect. I can't answer you with words, but apparently my expression speaks volumes. In a move I can never fully describe, you quickly reposition us so that I'm laying across your lap with my face in the futon and my ass in the air.