Bree was going crazy.
Sanity wasn't her strong suit anyway, but normally she could channel it into creativity or restless energy or, at the very least, a long, abusive hour at the gym. But everything she tried failed to clear the cobwebs in her head.
She wasn't even sure she could pin down why she felt like the world was spinning out of control. It wasn't: the bills were paid, the house was peaceful, and her husband was about to arrive home after what sounded like a good day at the office. Still she found herself staring blankly into nothing for long moments, or trailing off while doing some essential task.
The makeup smear was the last straw. Bree deposited herself on the couch, buried her face in her hands, and wept. She cried until her head ached and her heart felt wrung out, then flopped over onto her cheek and stared at the blank TV screen until she drifted into a fitful nap.
A key in the front door brought her awake, though she was too groggy to rise. She wondered if she should fix her inevitably disheveled appearance, maybe wipe off the makeup instead of adding to the new stain on the couch, but her energy level would not comply. So she kept staring until her husband came into the living room to set his bag down.
Micah stood over her, bringing with him his special brand of deodorant, sweat and cool breath that drove Bree wild. Her pussy tightened with familiarity and longing, but she could barely raise her head.
"What's wrong, pet?" Micah stretched out a hand and ruffled the hair sitting on her ear. "Bad day?"
"No," Bree said.
Micah waited a beat. She heard the half-smile, the affectionate exasperation, in his tone. "Then what?"
"I don't know," she said, sing-song. "I hurt, kinda. Nothing makes sense. I'm tired but I can't sleep. If I were a hard drive I'd want you to reformat me."
"But I like your partitions." He tickled the spot between her rib cage and her hip bone, and she managed to squirm. Micah squatted down beside her head and kissed her forehead, brushing her hair away from her face. "You're THIN32." He made sure the capital letters were clear in his voice.
Despite everything, his playful voice reached out and tugged the corner of her mouth into a tiny smile. "Kiss-ass," she said, but didn't mean it.
He took her hand. "C'mon." A tug. "C'mon! I can't reformat you without access to your slots."
Bree oozed off the couch and flopped onto the floor, face in the carpet. "Mmmph."
"Bree." Firm, unwavering, invigorating. "Get up."
She obeyed, heaving herself to her feet and shooting a startled look at Micah. He wasn't the quietest person she knew by any means, and he loved to make nasty jokes and spin scathing commentary. But it was mostly for his audience's sake, and never in front of the people he was teasing. And when it came down to it, he was kinder and more open than most people she knew. Right now, though, there was little trace of that in his voice; he was the consummate commander, leaving no room for questions.
But not quite, she thought as she twisted around the tight hallways and entered the bedroom. Underneath it, I hear him loving me.
She sat down on the bed, turning around in time to see Micah walk in and close the door with a firm hand. His golden-green eyes were steely. "Hands and knees. On the floor. Now."
"Micah," she started, but he crossed the room in one stride and clapped his hand over her mouth, so tight that when she tried to suck in her breath, she was sealed by his salty skin.
"Enough. Don't speak again until I say. Nod if you understand."
Bree bobbed her head, searching his face. The giver of orders. The man she strove to please over all others. His eyes burned into her.
"Good girl." The fire flickered and she knew she had nothing to fear, before the flames roared back and he shoved her away. "Hands and knees."
This time, she obeyed without hesitation. She gripped the carpet with her fingers and ground her bony knees down, willing her back to straighten as Micah tugged her pants down to her calves. In the reflection of the as-yet-unhung mirror sitting on the floor, she saw herself: silky hair wild about her face, makeup still smeared from sleep and tears, green eyes begging for sense to be made.
Sense asserted itself on her ass: Micah's hand came down firmly across both cheeks, the slap resounding against the walls. Bree quivered but did not cry out, pursing her lips together. Micah brought his hand down again. Again. Until her whole ass pinkened and her wrists were trembling under the strain. She maintained her silence, and for the first time that day, a gleam of triumph was born in her eyes. She saw it in the mirror and found that she could draw a deeper breath.