3. Instructions and a Revelation
I prepared carefully that morning in accordance with the instructions I'd received from Ebb and Flo the previous evening ... or rather, to be accurate, early that same morning.
I met Ebb and Flo in an internet chat room and they became my mentors; awaking in me an unsuspected submissive desire to be dominated. I think it was their absolute and more-or-less immediate assumption of authority, coupled with their equally unquestionable presumption of my obedience that led me to submit myself to them - quite alien to my forceful 'workaday life' personality where I was the one in control, and ensured that all my staff members were well aware of it.
In accordance with their desire ... command I had sat myself at my computer between midnight and one am, as I did each night, with my live video link camera trained on me, clad as instructed only in lace trimmed corselet, stockings and court shoes, legs parted and camera carefully placed to ensure that my bare breasts and my shaven vagina were clearly visible, awaiting their convenience. As I waited their notice, again at their instruction, my live image was available to anyone interested enough to sign in - but I was not allowed to communicate with any casual visitor except at their express instruction. So far, until that last contact, their instructions had all been restricted to activities confined within my own flat accessible to live video link with my computer - masturbation, use of sex toys, eating my own saturated panties, etc. - and to displaying myself outside among strangers. This time it was different.
[The history of Velvet's introduction to Ebb and Flo and of her early schooling, can be found in 'Velvet: a Story of Obedience - 1. Beginnings' and '2. Early Training' fp]
This morning I was not allowed to empty my bladder before leaving for work. Additionally, under a semi transparent blouse and equally flimsy bra', my nipples were rouged and clearly visible beneath my open jacket - purposely open sufficiently at all times to uncover the points of my breasts to facilitate notice. Much as I tried to maintain an air of total unconcern as I walked to Maida Vale station, on my tube journey to Holborn and my walk to my offices, the pressure on my bladder alone was enough to keep me shifting my posture, discreet as I might try to be. At least that pressure kept my mind off my clearly discernable nipples - for the most part. By the time I reached my office I was bursting, as the saying goes, but I was still under strict instruction not to visit the toilet but to let nature take its course; as publicly as possible.
It was nearing mid-morning before the inevitable happened, when I was standing talking to three of my staff in the foreground of the general office. Suddenly I became aware of a warm trickle against the inside of my thigh, a trickle that quickly became a flow, a flow that became a deluge that resounded on the carpet below and between my feet as my bladder could withstand the pressure no more. My panties, my stockings, my underskirt and skirt, my shoes, my legs and my feet were all inundated in the flood that poured out of me into the rapidly increasing pool on the floor of the office. The relief of 'letting go' at last outweighed my own embarrassment, at least initially, but the shock and embarrassment that showed on the faces of my staff members, two male and one female, already struggling to appear not to be looking at the imprint of my rouge enhanced nipples on the tight fabric of my blouse, told its own story.
Still acting as instructed, I turned and hurried down the stairs to the cleaner's room to return to the general office bearing a wash-bucket and mop and, still attired in my saturated and by now rather smelly clothes, began to attack the waterlogged carpet fending off all offers of help on the basis that 'I did it, I'd better clean it up'. Only after I'd made some attempt at dissipating the soggy patch did I return to the cleaner's cupboard to replace the bucket and mop and take a light nylon overall off the back of the door and retire to the ladies room.
A sudden hush greeted me as I entered. The three girls stood there had obviously been 'discussing' my disgrace; I gave them a somewhat baleful glance but said nothing. Without waiting for their departure I stripped off up to the waist and threw my clothes into the janitor's sink in the corner. Then, crossing to the row of wash basins, I gave myself a thorough wash - managing to display my shaven condition as I did so. Finally, I buttoned the overall around me and re-crossed the floor to the sink to wash out my clothes as well as could, leaving them hanging on a 'make shift' line I managed to rig up between a vertical water pipe and the top of one of the toilet cubicles. The overall gave me some measure of protection, but it was only semi-opaque at best, and I was aware that my nakedness was reasonably easily discernable through and beneath its inadequate veil.
Back at my desk I became gradually but increasingly aware of the arousal building up in me. Heretofore, the pressure on my bladder had subdued most other feelings, but now the pulses in the pit of my stomach, the swelling and hardening of my clitty, echoed in the throb and thrust of my breasts and nipples, and the involuntary tightening and relaxing of the muscles in the wall of my vagina, began to advertise my reaction. But I was forbidden self-relief!
My computer screen, always live, flashed the arrival of a new message.
"Okay! Press the link button. Ebb."
Dutifully, I pressed the link button displayed in the bottom corner and the screen cleared to display a picture of me stood on Piccadilly Circus underground platform clad in a short-waisted blouse, stockings, suspender-belt and shoes, and nothing else, my shaven pudenda and the tip of my labia clearly on view, clutching the bag that I knew had contained two pairs of shoes and a vibrator; the culmination of the instructions I'd had to comply with the previous Saturday.
"Press the link again." I was instructed.