(more D/s than BDSM)
My name is Samantha, and I have a boyfriend named Jim. We've been together for two years. We met by chance in the library. He looked at the book I was reading about ancient architecture and quietly remarked, "We have some ancient architecture right nearby."
Of course I had to whisper back, "Huh? What do you mean?"
He stated sotto voce, "We have buildings near us that have fallen into disuse and are abandoned. I'm researching local history so I can go urban exploring. And I feel I must share with you how attracted I am to beautiful young women that read books like that one you are reading."
At the time I didn't really know what urban exploring all entailed. But his quiet flattery about my looks and studiousness led to several 'dates' for coffee and croissants. And over time we've shared several adventures exploring such abandoned places. Some of our explorations are at a distance from where we live, and this adds to the excitement. Jim looks for old articles in papers as well as doing his library research.
For our first adventure together, we started by following old railroad tracks into the mountains of Pennsylvania that led to an engine repair shop with all kinds of large tools and steam engine parts, I was amazed that it was still all there and not destroyed, merely abandoned. We took a lot of pictures to document this 'adventure'.
Our friendship from sharing things like this has gradually budded into a relationship at home, and it even became sexual, to our mutual delight. However, to be honest, I was kind of scared to confess my secret submissive side to Jim. I'd learned that he's a really nice guy and I didn't want to mess that up, but I also feared that there would always be a missing piece between us if I didn't let him know. I kept watching for an opportunity and thinking of how to share and explain my secret needs.
For another exploration, we went to an old shipyard and it felt natural to play pirate and maiden. He chased me around the old freighter and then had his way with me. And yes it was consensual, even if we play acted as if it wasn't. It was so exciting and fun that I really let loose and so did he. When we were done, I told him, "Jim, it's really exciting for me to role play like this! Can we please do it again sometime?" I was melting the 'ice', if not smashing through to my full admission.
Happily, I heard Jim reply, "I really got off on seeing you let loose like that. If that's what role play does for you, I'm all for it!"
Since then we've added some bondage toys to our adventure, with my suggestions, and it's becoming so thrilling. We had a new adventure coming up on Jim's birthday so I'd gotten some brand new toys to add to our adventures. We went to explore an old factory that was built after the war. This was out in the country and well overgrown by weeds and other plant life. The inside was rather deserted but it was a big space -- kind of creepy really. I figured it was the perfect time to give Jim his birthday gifts.
I'd secretly brought along a real set of police handcuffs, a leather collar (in my size) and a leash. As I presented them to him, Jim's eyes lit up and he said, "I can't believe it! Wow! Really? Should I put these on you?" I nodded shyly, my heart thumping hard. He hugged me tight and during our hug he closed the cuffs on my wrists behind my back. I heard the ratcheting sound of the cuffs closing snugly onto my wrists. A real thrill ran through me at that moment -- the moment that a man I trusted rendered me helpless.
He closed the leather collar carefully but also tightly on my neck and connected the leash to it. Now that he had me, he took the time to squeeze my breasts and I moaned with pleasure. I was afraid I'd wet my shorts! I almost came... I'd be so ashamed if I did, with a wet spot showing at my crotch. Actually the thrill of that possible humiliation took me even closer to cumming, since humiliation adds to my arousal. As it was, I was very damp down there, but it didn't show -- yet.
Being bound and walked on a leash felt so deliciously naughty. Jim came to me and said, "I guess since you are both my prisoner and my birthday gift, I should unwrap my present." Saying that, he unbuttoned my top and pulled it open, fully exposing my lacy bra. I could feel the cool air on my breasts and my nipples reacting, getting hard. The day was passing so he led me on that leash back to the car and released me.
As we were driving home, I said, "I was really turned on when you handcuffed me, Jim. The feeling of being helpless with a person I trust really arouses me, as did being collared and leashed."
Jim thought about it a while before answering. "First of all I want to let you know how thrilled I was with the 'presents' that you gave me. It was really enjoyable. But I want to know if what I did was too much. I mean you obviously wanted me to put the handcuffs, collar and leash on you. And I suppose you wanted to be led around on the leash for a while. But I was also moved to unbutton your blouse and walk you around with your bra showing. So did I go too far?"
I smiled at him. "No, honey. You didn't go too far at all. I loved you taking that initiative. You could even have taken my bra off, too, and walked me around topless. I love being your sex toy -- I crave it. I may even role play at protesting, all in fun and for getting even more aroused. Tell you what -- if I say the word 'aardvark' that means I really need you to stop what you're doing. OK? Otherwise, follow your whims, Jim."
We had our regular date nights and openly talked more about what happened. I even told Jim, "What we did at that old factory was very exciting for me and I want more, please." I finally got up enough courage and confessed, "Jim, I have very strong submissive feelings for you. I've been interested in bondage for quite a while and would love exploring it more with you, if you're comfortable with it. Does the idea of taking control of me like that arouse you?"
From the look of the amazing bulge in his pants, I probably didn't actually need him to answer. But answer he did. "I got so turned on, unbuttoning your blouse like that when your hands were cuffed and unable to prevent it. The feeling was not only amazing, but it made me feel so... so... I don't know... powerful? I'm not sure that's the right word, but I only stopped because I feared I might go too far and turn you off. I'm glad we're communicating about this, honey. I'll remember your word 'aardvark' as a true signal to stop. That gives me more confidence that I'll know when you're truly enjoying what we're doing."
Time passed and he called from outside the library saying, "Hey, honey! I think I've found something interesting for us to explore. I think it might be fun for the both of us. It's fairly close but out in the countryside." With my enthusiastic agreement, Jim picked me up and we were off on another adventure.
While we drove, I asked, "So what is it we're going to explore?"
But his reply was only a mysterious, "You'll like it."
Leaving the city, we drove into the Pennsylvania country side. The weather was perfect and I enjoyed the fresh air as we drove. Finally, "We're getting close, very close," he said. "I'm looking for an old access road on my side of this road. Ah! There, I think."
He spotted an old cracked driveway leading off the main road, almost covered by bushes and weeds. The car barely fit as we entered. I could tell no one had been here in years and the condition of the road and foliage proved it.
We drove slowly for some distance until we came to a fence. It displayed a sign that read 'Exotic Animals' in faded print. The gate was half hanging off of the wall and badly rusted.
Jim picked up his backpack and we headed in. The place was a mess, with branches, leaves and trash everywhere. We had to pick our steps very carefully.
We walked past a decrepit ticket booth and a run-down gift shop, all a faint shadow of better times. Then the cages started to come into view. We worked our way to what we thought was the center of the park. Jim went to look at one cage that seemed relatively clean looking.
It had a slide bolt lock so when it was locked the bolt tab's ring pressed against the ring welded to the cage. They both had holes where the shackle part of a padlock could be placed. In effect, once the bolt was pushed closed and a padlock applied, the cage was safe and secure.
Using what he felt was a Dominant tone of voice, Jim commanded me. "Come close, girl." As I did, he pushed me into the cage and closed the cage door, sliding the bolt closed. Before I could react, he reached into his back pack and pulled out several zip ties and put them through the bolt's hole, securing the door.
I went to the bars and did my best pout.