We will start with a phone call on your mobile telling you to be at a certain place at a certain time, regardless of what you are doing or who you are with, you have to obey my request. You may think that I will call at a time when you can't do that, would you obey me? Would you hold a sense of anticipation not knowing what I will ask of you, expect of you, would you feel nervous, anxious, excited?
There will be a car waiting to bring you to me, to take you on a journey that will allow time for you to know and accept that you will be expected to obey, to allow the insecurity of not knowing what is going to happen to you in the time we are together. Would you stay in that car would you accept the events that will unfold from this point?
When you are delivered to me and you are escorted into a house, one born with beauty and grace, will you be lulled into a sense of security, do you think that such a place would hold nothing but comfort and peace, or would you understand that every thing you see, smell and are able to reach out and touch, will be there for your stimulation and mine.
As you are led into the lounge I will be waiting for you, in a tight fitting black suit cut low in the front I will walk towards you. How will you feel looking at me, wondering what I am wearing under my suit, you will understand that the clothes I wear will be chosen to enforce the fact that I am in charge, you must obey me not defy me. Including the choice of stockings, I will be prepared to torment you, push you to the point where you are desperate to touch me, be touched by me.
Are you wondering what I have in store for you, are you feeling the restriction of your clothes, straining against your groin?
Lunch will be served, this is a shock, leaves a sense of confusion? Am I going to answer your needs, would you expect this, want this? You will sit next to me, close, not close enough to touch me, but to be aware of a gentle perfume, if you turn your head you can see my cleavage, the hint of a lace topped bra, see the shape of my nipples through my clothes. I expect you to talk to me, to be polite and enjoy the meal I have prepared, there is a sense of disappointment, of frustration. Are you feeling un-nerved by this, insecure and unprepared?
When I stretch my arm to reach for something, more of my cleavage can be seen, when I move my leg and brush your thigh, you understand nothing is without thought by me, nothing is out of my control, all is designed to entice and to move towards ultimate satisfaction. Our meal at an end I reach across you and pour a glass of wine, so close to you I can feel your breath on my breast, so close you can smell me. I am aware of your readiness, sensing your tension......I leave you.
I leave you to entice abandonment, I want you to feel insecure to wonder if I want you, I want you to wonder if you will be able to please me and perform in the way I expect. To displease me will secure abandonment you will know that I will send you away. You will feel the loss of all I can give you and know there wont be another opportunity for this moment.
Waiting for me, compounds the feeling of tension and insecurity, will I return to you? I enter the room and walk towards you removing my clothes, a jacket on the back of a chair, my skirt on the floor, I reach you dressed in black satin underwear, cami-knickers, suspender belt, a lace topped bra, nothing in my hands except a black blindfold. Your body responds, I can see how hard you are, you want this to end, that's enough! I say its not!
Standing in front of you and aware of the pressure of your hard cock against your clothes I tell you to undress. I watch you, instruct you on what to remove and when to remove it, when you are naked and standing in front of me hard and glistening, I am aware of you, feel my own wants and needs begin to frustrate me I feel pushed to touch you........with control, I remove your sight.
The first real contact: I take your hand; lead you from room to room. Are you aware of how vulnerable you are, will I let you fall, take you somewhere you wont want to go?