Uncovering Repressed Desires
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Uncovering Repressed Desires

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The year is currently 1992, July 10th. Donnie, Mel and Miles had spent a week at her mother's lake house being a "normal family", as Donnie termed it, after both had just been through a month of less than normal things -- for Donnie it had been 2-3 months.

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"Tess is gorgeous" Mel replied, picking up the folder with the information in. She was studying it much like I normally did with a new 'client'. Mr. Donnovan said the time would be in the throes of the situation and I'd know the exact moment to bring her into the "business". "And Lyn Visser! - wow!"

"He's no 'John'," I said, bringing up the man who I've shared my wife knowingly with just last week.

"Or 'Lane'," she smiled, looking at the modelling pictures Lyn had done soon after the Olympics. Both he and Tess were Olympic athletes, while John and Lane were younger and had built more muscle. "I'm warming up, literally, to this."

"There's a note," I said, pointing to a handwritten card with a flower in bloom on the front. "Read it to me please, I was in a rush when I skimmed through the details."

"Dearest Melanie," my wife smiled, reading. "Lyn and I are overjoyed to have this opportunity to meet you ahead of a marvelous week we have planned for you and Donnie at our villa in the Swiss Alps."

"Your smile shows you approve!" I said.

"I'm just nervous as shit, I mean what are we to them?" Mel said, looking back down at the note. "We have dinner reservations this Friday, that's tonight, at 'Charlie's on the River' and aim to treat you and your husband to a great dinner, and some time to spend strolling through your fine city. I hear there's a nice farmer's market Saturday morning and a local art dealer is showing on Sunday. We'll talk details tonight and we look forward to getting to know you better."

"With Great Anticipation - Tess."

"I met Lyn and Tess at an investor's luncheon. They're big into the festival. I'm the US Logistics Lead and Content consultant," I said. I hadn't broken it to Mel that it was a BDSM festival, although she knew we were traveling in a month to something in France. "They were interested in me; a lot more so after seeing pictures of you."

"That can't be right," she said modestly, her brown hair had highlighted while on vacation, her skin smooth and creamy visible around her tank top, breasts swaying as she thought about what this was going to lead into. "What if I can't? It's been a lot and Miles..."

"Your Mom is already set up for this weekend, and for our trip with them," I said. Our lifestyle has moved from teaching couples in a small town, to jet-setting Iowans in a couple of weeks. I had already left my job and Mr. Donnovan, Walter, was going to have something for me to work with Mel towards, in the plans for the company after our trip with the Vissers.

"You're never home as it is, living in Des Moines. Your attention was on work a lot this past week," she said.

"I have to remind you I've made double this summer what I earned at my old teaching job last year." I moved to kiss my wife, wanting to slide into her pants, but knowing we had a long weekend ahead and honestly, I didn't know what to expect.

She slid away from me, went to tend to Miles and so I went to the car for some privacy calling on my company phone to check in with Walter.

"I was impressed with how well you kept up with things during your vacation," Mr. Donnovan said.

"You know I didn't want to go."

"Donnie, you have to be a father and husband first. Your ambition is getting you ahead of the objective."

"I've missed you."

"You miss being controlled; that's your thing really, at the root. Lyn and Tess Visser are in for a treat with you two."

"Do you have Mel's position figured out. She thinks she's got until August 1st to resign, when I approached her on this topic."

"She can quit whenever; it's not a big deal. I've got to get approval and find something her resume fits. Be patient. Be present this weekend with your wife and the Vissers. We've got the others, because if this works out, you two will be the next high-end couple, her position with the company will be moot and you two will rise fast."

"Yes, Sir."

*****

"My God, Tess is more beautiful in person," Mel whispered, her hand on my arm, walking in heels, her jet-black dress showing off her tan and her long legs, and with her cleavage plummeting between her braless breasts.

Tess Visser wore the shit out of a floral-patterned dress, her breasts large and firm, cleavage higher, propped up with a nice bra. She had straight, shoulder length hair with some bangs. She had somewhat Scandinavian features and was taller than Mel and had a sleek torso pushing her towards six feet tall.

She waved and my heart stopped, looking at Mel who gave a dainty one back. Lyn stepped from behind her, his 6'4" frame carved into his suit. While I was feeling good about my fitness and stature, he made me feel small even at 6'2". My grey suit was muted compared to his more expensive black one.

"Oh...they're coming over," Mel squeezed my arm. I couldn't believe how my wife was being, her apprehension giddy even after being with other men and women last weekend.

"Tess Visser!" Her voice was as strong and confident as her look, leg showing in the split of her knee length skirt, offering her hand to Mel.

"Lyn," he reached his hand out to me. We both shook our gender equal then shook the other's hand. "Our table's ready."

"Mel, care to join me in the restroom?" Tess said, separating us immediately. "Uh, yeah, sure," she said.

"We'll meet you at the table," Lyn said, this was obviously part of their methods, subtle, but affirming dominance and Tess controlling the narrative with Mel from the start.

"How often do you work out?" Lyn asked as we walked toward the lobby bar. "It's very apparent, and I thought that when we met weeks ago."

"You can tell even under this suit?" I asked, his affirmation putting me immediately at ease and I began talking about the facilities at work and home and my daily routine. Finished, I complimented him, trying not to make it sound obligatory, and he talked about his backing off some, but needing the "pump" at least 3-4 times a week.

"What are you boys talking about?" Tess asked, her hand on my shoulder, Mel close behind.

"Shit, Donnie. She's met Bono!" Mel said eagerly, almost drunkenly, but she hadn't had a sip. "Tess is a teacher, and...well."

Mel noticed how loud she had become, and that Lyn and I were just staring at her.

"Bono, huh?" I asked and turned to Tess. "What would you ladies like to drink."

We ordered the drinks and broke off to a table in the lobby; Lyn slid next to Mel and I sat next to Tess. I caught Mel looking over at me and I shrugged.

"It's going to be three dates this weekend," Tess said, knowing I was more comfortable with this situation. "We're all adults here; Lyn loves to take it as slow as necessary."

"What's Bono like in person? Is he as deep and philosophical?" I said, wanting to be more a part of this instead of a knowing participant.

"Arrogant at first, then just a man afterwards," she said, then smiled. "His eyes were where yours are right now."

I looked up from her cleavage, the heaving mounds of perfect flesh against the floral print were intoxicating.

I smiled, and she gave me an accepting, but not pleased, look.

"Dinner reservations are in five, we should go," Lyn said, standing up, getting the same glare that Tess gave me, who's smile then erupted for Mel.

We walked with our date, Mel behind us with Lyn who was chortling about his yacht in the Mediterranean. I looked at Tess who overheard them and rolled her eyes some.

"I love my husband, but he's all about 'things'," she said, her hand slipping into mine. "I'm very interesting to hear what makes you tick."

***

Date #1 - Friday Night (Donnie's POV)

"Sit," Tess said, motioning me to my chair at our table. The server raising an eyebrow; Tess looked at him with a glare.

I settled into my chair; we reordered drinks and I stared at her.

"That was abrupt, Tess!" I said, her tongue moving in her mouth. She looked like a mother who had just caught her child breaking a rule.

"Master Donnovan has given me 'Carte Blanche' as your dominant for this swap," she said referring to my boss/lover/Master (and the training I received in "Mel and Donnie Ch. 03 - Submission").

"This swapping transaction is for my slave husband who likes a less, shall we say, painful, more vanilla, weekend every now and again. While he likes possessions, he's my possession now and forever."

"I see, Mistress," I said, bowing my head. "No disrespect intended. I wondered..."

"Why are you talking?" she said. The server returned with our bottle of wine having heard a little of the end of the conversation, looking at me again. My eyes met his then went down, as he poured Tess a sample to approve. "Very good, thank you."

I waited. In public I was taught to act normally when submitting to someone. I reached for the glass, looked up at Tess and she made a motion for a toast.

"To discovering boundaries this weekend!" she said as we clinked glasses, I was silent.

I looked across the dining room at Tess and Lyn. She had a broad smile and looked to be enjoying herself right out of the shoot. A five-piece ensemble started playing and Tess looked over at her husband and Mel, then back at me.

"He'll have her dancing before the night's over. It's why we picked this place, it's his move," Tess said, noticing now I was intent on waiting her out.

"For Fuck's Sake. You have my permission to talk and act freely!"

"Yes Mistress, thank you," I said, hoisting my glass. "You look stunning tonight."

She smiled, nodded and took a hearty sip after I had refilled her glass.

"Tell me about your guilt," she said, knowing I was doing this partly to bring Mel into the circle of 'client driven sex for profit' and partly to cover up my string of infidelities.

"It's disembodied, and walks with me, beside me," I said, trying to raise the level of the conversation. "My guilt will talk to me, tell me what a poor husband, father and person I am."

"Pulling her towards you helps with your guilt?" she asked.

I laughed a little, looked over at them enjoying their dinner, not knee deep in a role, with sexual tension hanging in the air like birds and flowers, not the guillotine I felt over my head, Tess ready to pull the latch.

"Her carnal side is in there, trust me."

"That's a great rationalization, or is the money a greater rationalization?"

"You have money - always had - inherited, right, Mistress? Don't lecture me about money when you don't know what it's like to rack up the debt I'VE CLEARED in just two months."

"I take that as a yes."

"Respectfully..........Fuck you...!!"

"Master says you like the pain, it's obvious!" Tess's smile now spreading internally. I just gave her an obstinate look, as the server returned and we ordered.

"I have to admit, I was intrigued and skeptical when Master called..."

"Is he your Master? Mr. Donnovan?"

"Like you, he trained me. We're more peers now." she said, then returned to her thoughts. "I usually am along for the ride, fuck vanilla with some woman's husband, maybe restraining them a little. I sense we're going to have a time I'm more accustomed to having."

"I aim to please and will take on any role you desire me to be," I said, the salads being set down.

"You will get the treatment my husband gets on a weekend we deem ours," she said, the grin wide. "I do so enjoy enlightening another man to the depths of our depravity, all while Lyn frolics freely with their wife."

"I see," I said, sizing up my fate, not sure when, or for how long I was going to be with her this evening, or the next day. I mentally marked her as bisexual, leaning towards heavy lesbian, where, as I had discovered over the last couple of months, I was split right down the middle.

"Look," she pointed back towards Lyn and Mel. My head pivoted just to see them break from a slow kiss. "He's a good at luring them in, his good looks, intelligence, everything I should want to walk alongside."

"You're not one to admit equality to anyone, are you?"

"A woman in my field, competing at the level I competed? Not on your life."

"What's on their plate tonight, after he gets her to dance? It's your dime."

"Ha. One of three things will happen Donnie. She'll either agree to take him up to your room; Lyn will come over and tell me she's declined, which won't happen; or he'll come over because she wants to talk to you first. The latter happens about 2/3rds of the time, or they'll just go."

"We have an arrangement. Three dates this weekend, and she's a big girl."

"He won't fuck her this weekend though, maybe everything but entry...in her cunt."

The word hung in the air while I watched them talking and then Lyn leaning in again, this time raising a hand to her cheek, hers meeting his while lips pressed softly, tenderly.

I wondered if Tess would even let me kiss her.

"He has a 2 a.m. curfew, that is he doesn't come back until then, or afterwards, right at 2 a.m. or he'll not enjoy the rest of the evening."

At that moment, the band started playing, our entrees came and our dates were fairly parallel to each other. Tess and I talked a little, each sharing our dislike for particular wines, and both had an affinity for particular whiskies.

"There they go," Tess again pointed at the two of them heading to the dance floor for an old swing tune. "Start the clock, he'll go three songs so around 15 minutes." He twisted her, swung her, spun her and carefully pulled her to him to nibble on her neck, the music timed perfectly to his movements. Tess took my hand under the table, sliding near to me, digging her nail into my palm.

"Ow..." I mouthed to her softly. My first guess about our night was clearly wrong as she took my lower lip into her teeth and pushed down hard enough to illicit pain and a little swelling. Then pushed her lips to mine, her hand dropping into my lap, rubbing my crotch.

"Mmmm, I like a man with a quick erection," she cooed, leaning further into me, kissing me again.

She backed off, we talked and watched Lyn and Mel dance, and right around 15 minutes they headed back to the table, Lyn paid the check and they headed off to my room.

"Another drink?" Tess enquired, her demeanor disturbingly normal.

I nodded and she summoned a server.

"What did you think watching them?" I asked, knowing she'd watched her husband with other women on these 'dates'.

"She's really into him and he's into her," Tess said studying me while she said that, circling the ring of her drink before downing its remnants.

Our new drinks came, there was a pause as we were both in our own heads, I was thinking about Mel kissing Lyn now, them playing, the new discovery for her. Tess was looking me up and down, again sipping and silent.

"Limitations. Tell me yours," she said.

"None...well, blood play and deification...that's about it," I said confidently, remembering the contract I signed a month ago with Master Donnovan.

"I paid ahead, let's take these to the room; it's time."

She stood up and turned, I knew to immediately follow her and not let the casualness of the last hour spill forward. Tess was in control and she looked over her shoulder, smiled that I was about three feet behind, and not up with her.

"I bet she's sucking his dick by now, your filthy, dirty, cum slut of a wife," Tess started with humiliation, trying to get me to break the power dynamic, testing me. "Has she had a big cock? I felt yours, so I know the answer.

It's no."

The elevator doors opened, we stepped inside and the doors closed.

I didn't want to bring her weekends with John into it, but I remember watching in the corner while his monster sliding inside her body, she was moaning with pleasure. My cock jumped hard.

"Awww...little Donnie down there is getting hard, how cute!" She massaged my hard on, looking me in the face, her eyes inches from my mouth, I was looking down silent. "You're worthless, she'll want to marry him by the end of our journey and you'll want to curl up and wither away."

SLAP!

My cheek stung; I exhaled, but didn't cry out.

SLAP! SLAP!

One on each side, I looked down, she was testing me to see if I was really up for this, and I was, both figuratively and for real, my cock approving.

The doors opened and she walked out of the elevator quickly. I followed, feeling giddy about the possibilities, it was dawning on me that both Master Donnovan and James set this up because I needed some more work at being a sub, and experiencing a good dominant other than my weekend.

She opened the door to her room, slipped in and stood five feet inside the door. The lights were on low; I walked to her and bowed.

"Strip and drop to the floor," she commanded, stepping aside and pointing to a mat in front of the suite's TV. She walked into the bedroom and shut the door, my hand moving to my suit jacket, folding it and setting it on the top of the TV, taking off my shoes. Then my vest, shirt, undershirt, pants, boxers and socks followed.

The air was cool under my genitals, my erection very prominent. I turned to face the doorway of the bedroom, went to my knees and then leant forward onto the mat. Mistress Tess originally said she would treat me like her husband, though there was a lot of discovery time, her feeling me out to get the desired response from me, matching it with the device or pain delivery.

The mat felt good on my red cheek, my head turned to watch the door, my heart beating hard in my chest wanting to see her.

What was she changing into?

What was she going to bring out?

I could see her feet walking in front of the door in and out of a bathroom I imagined.

My mind went to Mel, her likely by now sucking Lyn's cock, regardless of size. I thought about how Master Donnovan talked me through a good blow job, our phone sex, while delivering one to me, then commanding me to go home and stuff my cock down Mel's throat.

I pictured John pushing it inside her mouth, the strain before the success. Then transferring that to Lyn, imagining he had a cock somewhere between Walter and John's length.

The door opened and out walked Mistress Tess.

"Rise, Urchin!"

I stood slowly, gaze down.

"Look at Mistress..."

Her heels were open toed, the stockings with large holes ran up naked legs, to a garter, no panties, just a healthy, but trimmed bush. The corset top had open panels every other one, the cups pushing up 36D breasts, nipples peeking out. She wore a policemen's hat, her makeup dark with exaggerated eyeliner, and had dark red lips.

"Your tiny little cock approves I see!" She reached back into the bedroom and grabbed some rope, then moved to me. "You have maintained yourself well, Urchin."

The rope felt thick, but not heavy as she anchored it around my waist, pulled my arms behind me and began to pin them against my torso intricately wrapping the rope around and around. She smelled amazing, getting close to me while fastening the rope, making sure there were no gaps.

"Don't pass out! I won't be taking you to the ER if you bust your face on the floor," Mistress said, almost replaying what she's probably experienced with another sub. "I'll just let you bleed out here and we'll take good care of Mel after you're gone."

She anchored the rope under and around my shoulders and then ran it down my back.

"Sit." she pushed me back onto the bed. I bounced on the soft mattress, but stayed on my arse, allowing her to take the rope that was between my legs and wrap it around my thighs a few times before pushing me onto my back. My cock stood straight up hoping for some satisfaction.

She wrapped my thighs and anchored the rope just above my knees.

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