The fight started over nothing, really. I asked a simple question, and Griffin flew off the handle. Not wanting stoke his anger any more than I already had, I stalked off to my condo and decided to spend some time alone.
Around sunset, I was absorbed in a cheap, romance novel when light tapping startled me. Tucked into the corner of the couch, I saw Griffin's tall form through the sliding glass door, the moonlight shimmering off his silver hair. When I caught his eye and gestured for him to come in, he ducked through the door, his head bowed and eyes to the floor. I sat, motionless, watching him walk across the room.
I'd never seen him so passive, and it raised my hackles. His cockiness had faded into tame remorse, but I resisted the urge to speak first and temper the awkwardness. He sat down in the overstuffed chair opposite me and met my eyes with a nod.
"Thank you for meeting with me. I overreacted this morning."
My mind flashed back to his quick temper and sharp words.
I sighed and said, "Griffin, I'm not sure what you expect from me."
"I don't know. I really don't."
In the past, a disagreement like this would have me running like hell, but this situation was different. He was my neighbor. We shared a deck, for God's sake, so I couldn't run, even if I wanted to.
But, I didn't want to. That's really what was different. Even so, I knew I needed to tread lightly.
I looked him over. "What do you want to do?"
"I'd like to spend more time with you."
"Meaning?"
"I'd like to take you out. Can I take you out tomorrow? Into the city."
Six months of isolation inched me toward agoraphobia. I hadn't eaten in a restaurant in months, and I feared the city's high-intensity might be too much, too soon. Still, I was hungry for adventure.
"What did you have in mind?"
"Something intimate."
"Could you be vaguer, please?"
His self-assurance was returning, and he ramped up the charm.
"If I give you too many details, it'll spoil the surprise. Besides, I find we work better with a little mystery."
Silence flooded the room.
"OK. Let's go on a date," I said.
"Excellent."
"What time?"
"We'll need to leave tomorrow morning around 7. I'll have a car pick us up, so we can enjoy each other on the way."
"Seven! Why so early?"
"I told you, I have plans, and I don't like to be late." His commanding tone returned, and the tension between us subsided.
"Anything, in particular, you want me to wear?"
"No, I'll take care of that. Just wear whatever is comfortable for the car ride. I've got the rest."
"OK. Seven tomorrow morning."
With nothing more to say, Griffin stood up and stretched.
"I'm going. See you in the morning, Tal?"
"See you then."
Once Griffin left, I stomped around the condo, working through every possible pitfall. When that limited my headspace, I walked onto the patio. Once outside, the night wound around me, calming my mind, and enlivening my senses.
Instead of pacing, I leaned over the railing and positioned my forearms on the wood for support. Bathed in moonlight, I heard the trees rustling above me and remembered a pair of eagles that built their nest in the canopy above the deck. Most nights there was a gentle breeze, but tonight the air was still and thick, almost holding me in place.
Behind me, his voice pierced the soupy night.
"Stand still," Griffin commanded, his voice impassive, but firm. I kept my body still but turned my head to face him.
"I said,