First, thank you to those who gave reviews or feedback to the first chapter!
Second, this chapter continues much from the first, including lesbians and bdsm.
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The first few weeks had been difficult for everyone, though I think Lady Isabella was amused. But it was good, the way something that is new and right is exciting and giddy making, even when it's frustrating.
I stood against the wall, being as still as I could be while they ate breakfast.
"I did warn you it wouldn't be easy, lovely." I could see Lady Isabella's smile as she picked up her glass.
Jac...Mistress Jacquelyne slumped a little bit in her seat, though she straightened when Lady Isabella raised an eyebrow at her. "It's just so frustrating. She's doing well, mostly, taking to it." She turned to glance at me, and it was all I could to stay facing forward rather than look at her. I did feel my face flush. "And it's nice how much she likes her rightful place, but sometimes... " She sighed and turned back to the table. "I don't know if it's just a clumsiness we never noticed when she was just a servant or..."
"Or?" Like Lady Isabella, Miss Kathryn seemed amused. Though she had expressed her own frustrations at times as well.
"Or like the little slut is doing it on purpose!"
I swallowed and bit my lip. Then stopped and hoped no one had seen it. I didn't mean to do it on purpose, but I knew there were times I was disobeying or being slow and did nothing to correct it. Or when I spilled the pins on the floor taking her hair down the night before. It had been an accident, but I remember thinking that if I did not move them...
Lady Isabella laughed. "Of course it is, dear."
"What?"
I stood very very still.
"Even though it was born to for this, of course it will still resist." I fought harder to stay still as Lady Isabella had apparently decided I was an "it" again for this conversation. "It is learning to surrender its freedom and self to you. Even though it will find its true happiness in this, there is still a part of the will that balks."
Mistress Jacquelyn huffed. "You didn't have this problem with its father!"
I gasped and turned to stare at Mistress Jacquelyne and then Lady Isabella as she answered.
"Because her father had already belonged to her mother. I simply needed to customize him." She smiled and turned to me, "Yes, its father was like it. Its mother had hoped it had taken after her, but I think this is much better for it." She raised an eyebrow at me until I returned to the appropriate position. "Jacquelyne, it moved."
"I saw."
"And?"
I could not see Jacquelyne's face, but I could imagine it. She always got that same predatorial smile when she punished me. "Well, since it was at breakfast, with servants nearby if not present, I think ten straps, fully naked, and the servants will watch."
I shuddered. The servants were already giving me a hard time for my new position, calling me "the family slut" or "the play thing." After this, I could only imagine that would get worse.
"Perfect." Lady Isabella smiled. "If I might make a further suggestion, it should have to earn back being a person. I think it would be far less confusing for everyone, including the servants, if we established that it is an it until you say otherwise."
I closed my eyes and fought back a smile. "I think that sounds like a wonderful idea, Mom." She laughed, "I'd love to see the servants dust it when it's not in use or doing its own chores."
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I'm not sure I had ever seen the servants clear breakfast away as quickly as they did that morning. I was left standing where I had been once the family finished and left. A servant had been told to come to the sitting room once they were done.
They had all taken Mistress Jacquelyn's suggestion as permission, and so whenever they passed by me and had a free hand, they would take their dust rags and run them over me, usually my face. However, they did not taunt me, not directly.
"Oh! This is going to be so good!" Margaret had been my friend before I had become Jacquelyne's maid, and now she cleaned the table more efficiently than when she'd cleaned it with me. Not that I could really blame her.
An older woman, Bethany chuckled. "I heard her cries the first time. It'll be nice to see the reddening of those privileged cheeks. She always thought she was better than us, just because it was her father's house."
Had I? I don't remember having acted that way, but it had been my father's house, so was that really unreasonable? I started to shrug, but then she grinned at me. She was a little plump, some gray hairs, and she'd always been a pleasant person, but now I was pretty sure she'd be glad to increase my punishment. I froze before I could react to her words, just barely.
Margaret giggled, "It! Remember, it's an it."
"Right. It is." She grinned even bigger. "I think we're done in here. I'll go let their ladyships know we're ready for the show. Why don't you go gather the rest of the staff."
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I was told to stand in the middle of the courtyard, still clothed, as the servants gathered. The household was not large, so there were only seven of them. I shivered in anticipation, despite not being naked yet, and was thankful that my instructions had not been not to move. They wanted me to be able to look around, to see everyone watching me. And I did, though I found myself unable to make eye contact.
As my Mistress, it was Mistress Jacquelyne who addressed everyone. "Welcome, everyone. As you know, this thing is my personal maid, but it has already transgressed this morning. So I will be giving it ten straps, and you are all invited to watch. Please, feel free to make comments on it and its ability to take its punishment. Also, until I say otherwise, it is an thing. It has no name. When you talk about it or to it, make sure you do so accordingly."
I blinked and looked at Mistress Jacquelyne. No name? That was not something I had expected. I was not entirely sure how I felt about this. Not that that mattered.
"Obviously, it can still perform its basic functions, and it can answer when spoken too. Now, it is going to strip itself bare and bend over to grab its ankles." She had that look in her eyes again, the one that said I was her prey and she was enjoying toying with me.
I removed my simple bodice, my fingers fumbling at the ties as the servants laughed. Finally it was off and allowed to fall to the ground. I quickly stepped out of my skirt and removed my shirt so that I was only in my under clothes.