I don't know how it happened but I've turned into an extremely submissive wife. I've always been eager to please and go with the flow of whatever a partner wants to do but my husband has completely taken over my body and mind.... and the worst part is that I get off on it and crave it.
Believe it or not, I am actually a successful and competent woman. Dare I say a feminist. I love my fuller body- 40DDD, wide hips, chubby belly, cellulite, and big thighs. When my husband isn't home and we're not together, I work a full time job as a work from home HR manager. I actually think that's part of why I love my husband's needs. Not being in control and pleasing my husband genuinely brings me happiness.
One thing to know about me is I've always enjoyed giving blowjobs. I was raised very Catholic and TERRIFIED of getting pregnant. So my mouth (and sometimes ass) is how I pleased my previous boyfriends. I have the typical Irish Catholic look-red hair, pale skin with freckles, and thick. People like to judge or make fun of bigger people but I've never had a complaint. In fact, I've had guys straight up play with my medium sized belly while they play with me. Titty fucking and jiggling my ass were very common occurrences as well.
Now I met my husband, Darren, 2 years ago and we hit it off right away. A mutual friend had a birthday party at a local bar and told everyone they could bring plus ones. Darren was a friend of a friend and i could tell he was interested in me right away. He was staring at my mouth and into my eyes a lot that night. We ended up playing truth or dare which resulted in me kissing him and us going home together.
Our first hookup was the start of it all because Darren admitted to me in a moment of passion that he really loves blowjobs. I was so excited to hear that and immediately got on my knees before him and started getting his cock out. While I was getting his impressive and thick 8 inch cock out, I felt his hands go to the back of my head and put pressure for me to get started. I of course felt my slutty pussy get so wet at this. I even moaned at the feel of his cock entering my mouth. I heard him groan in need and start pushing my head down farther. I was eagerly bobbing on his cock and giving a pretty damn good blowjob but I could feel Darren wanting to control the speed and depth so I looked up at him with a challenging look in my eyes and dropped my hands from his ass and opened my throat more. While looking into my eyes, I saw his eyes widen in shock and appreciation before he started truly taking over. He started to more forcefully push his entire 8 inches into my throat until I couldn't breathe at all.
I had never been more turned on in my life. No guy had ever been that rough with me that quickly. He was still staring into my teary eyes and telling me I look so fucking hot choking on his big cock. I remember he pulled out just enough to let me take a few breaths before he actually started fucking my throat. He stared into my eyes as he loudly moaned and I felt his seed go directly into my stomach. After a few more seconds, he had finally pulled all the way out and left me gasping on the floor while he went to get a towel to wipe his softening cock off and putting it back in his pants. He tossed the towel at me and asked if I enjoyed that. I looked at him with a smile and nodded yes. He got the biggest smile on his face and asked me out on an official date.
The next few months were a whirlwind. Darren would want to see me every single day for at least a few hours. The routine was going on a really fun date and ending it with me on my knees while he fucked my throat. One night, I could tell he was about to cum and as he did he lovingly told me that my pussy feels so fucking good. I remember that making my neglected pussy get even wetter than normal for some crazy reason. He held himself in my throat for a few more seconds before pulling out and kissing me so hard. I asked him why he said my pussy felt so good when he's never even fucked it and he laughed and said he fucks my true pussy every single day.