I found number thirty eight today.
She caught my eye because she was hunched over her cart as she left the grocery store. Most people stand tall and keep an eye out for vehicles. Not 38, she was down trodden. She wasn't looking for cars she was looking at her feet as they propelled her towards her minivan. She made it to the right vehicle without seeming to try, another sign that she was the right one for me. As she was putting her purchases in her car a man (cocky, arrogant, sexy) pulls up. She slows her transfer work and even sticks out her butt as she grabs for something on the bottom of the cart. She is hoping this idiot will at least look... he doesn't. I see her take too long putting the last bag in. Her gaze is fixed on the sexy guy's ass, I bet she is wishing he would turn. Once he is out of sight she is self consumed again, confirming that she is my number 38.
I don't follow as she leaves, I have done that once and I already know where she lives. I make it to her house nearly eight minutes before her. She never hurries back, why bother? She has the whole day of nothing much, who cares how fast it is done? As she backs the vehicle in my hands twitch slightly in anticipated excitement.
I wait until she is pulling the last bags out of the van. As soon as she leans into her car I pull the mask over my face and step out of my nondescript car. Moving quickly to hide in her blind side at the front of the van just as she is emerging. She's faster this trip, eager to be done.
I peek and see my sexy little 38 collecting the last of the handles of the bags to pull them up and finish her chore. Now comes my favorite part. I want her throat, then her eyes. What will she do? Some scream, but not as many as I expect. Number 22 screamed loudest. She screamed so loud and so long that I finally realized I was wrong about her, she didn't want what I had to give. Most freeze up when I slap the collar on their neck and blind them. They are scared but willing to listen. They knew they had been taken but weren't against the idea of being controlled as long as it didn't mean pain for them or the ones they loved. At least not the wrong kind of pain for them. They all wanted some pain, the right kind of pain. My kind of pain.
Once they knew that I wouldn't hurt them until they asked me to they quickly calm down. At least their fear does, their excitement starts a slow simmer that my heat will bring to a screaming boil.
What would 38 do? She looked so docile, so ready and willing to be dominated.
She has a good grasp on the rest of her bags, and is turning towards the empty house. Now is the time to move. Goodness, how can she not sense my throbbing erection and intense focus already? That's okay she will learn, in time.
Just as I am within arms reach she senses me. I have the collar, in my left hand, in motion before she slows or starts to turn.
It took me until number 6 to realize that I had to swing the collar in with my left. So that my dominant hand, the right, could operate the clasp and cinch it. It took me until 8 to realize that holding the blindfold in my teeth for easier access made her enter darkness fast enough for her horrified concession to overcome her wish to flee. You see dear, sick, perverted reader she wants to be taken. She loves the idea of being led to the dark and told what to do.
Don't pity her, we all long to be blinded and lead towards pleasure. Only a few enlightened ones admit it to themselves. These are the ones I take.
37 of them, I have taken. 37 women that just about every guy sees when they enter a room because they have long hair, cute faces, big breasts, nice asses, or all four. But these are just distractions, just stage paint for the show. The real beauty of a woman comes from how she moves. How she strides with confidence, or sulks with misery. Neither of these extremes turn me on. I want the ones that cower but do it indignantly. Pissed off that they can't be the one to have power, or control, or better sex, bigger tits, smaller asses, hell just something that is hers and is better than others have.
That's where I come in. I take these women, sure, but I give them what I see they crave. They want me to tell them what to do. They want me to humiliate them, show their secret hearts to the world, then they are free to just be themselves and through them, so am I.
There is pain and struggle at the beginning of any life changing event. Number 38 gets a little more than most.