(This is a two part story. After you read this, please read Slave Silkβs Diary, Ch 2 by SilksHeart.)
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I awoke from my dream with a scream on my lips. My scream not only woke me, but woke silk as well. Her eyes were big and frightened.
"Mistress what's wrong? Are you alright?" Silk's voice was full of concern.
"I am fine baby," I replied. "I'm sorry I woke you, go back to sleep hon."
"Are you sure?" she asked.
"Yes, I am sure. It was just a dream."
Silk lay back down and promptly went back to sleep. I did not go right back to sleep. I lay there thinking about the new training for silk, teaching her to cum on command. I also thought about the dream, my old Master, and the past. The details of the dream were already fading, but the essence of the dream remained. I was being tortured hard. I half smiled and half shuddered. I knew where my savagery had come from. My old Master had been very savage. He had also been very loving. I missed him sometimes. I wondered if his job had not transferred him to another city if we would still be together today. I hadn't heard from him in more than a year. He would be interested in knowing how the training of silk to cum on command turns out. It does not always work for everyone, but it had worked for me. It had worked very well, but the training for it had been sheer torture sometimes. I lay there thinking about what I had gone through as I drifted back into sleep.
I let silk sleep in as I got ready for work. No reason to make her get up, I usually did not eat breakfast and I always slept as late as I could. I would get up, get ready, and head for the office. I wondered, not for the first time, what the docs, whose office I ran, would think if they knew their head nurse was a BDSM Mistress. The thought made me smile to myself.
Before I left for work, I sat down and left silk a note outlining what she was to do for her training. ************** Good morning slave. Here are your instructions for your first masturbation for today. As soon as you get up you are to go downstairs to the mat and kneel. Picture me in front of you giving you these instructions and watching you.
You are to see me standing before you, each time you masturbate. You are to masturbate for 15 min. While you are masturbating, this time and every time, you are to place a clothespin on each nipple half way down the nipple. Take the clothespins off again after you are done masturbating.
This time when you masturbate you are to use only your hands. Fuck yourself with your fingers and rub your clit. Sometimes doing them separately, sometimes at the same time. Work your fingers in and out of your sweet pussy. Bury them deeply, then withdraw them to their tips, and ram them into you again, over and over. Play with your clit. Rub it in circles, pushing it down hard, pull it out and pinch it hard. Spread the hood and rub the nub until you can no longer stand it. You are to bring yourself to the edge of cumming at least 6 times without going over and having an orgasm. Each time you get to the edge, push yourself a little, then back off and just gently stroke yourself, then fuck yourself hard again, ramming your fingers into your dripping pussy, and bring yourself back to the edge.
Except when you are backing off to calm down a little, you are to fuck your self hard and when you rub your clit you are to rub it hard and fast. Drive yourself. Feel yourself burn with the need to cum. If in the course of the 15 min you have not brought yourself to the edge of orgasm at least 6 times, then you are to continue to fuck yourself and rub your clit until you have reached the edge 6 times. If you have brought yourself to the edge more than 6 times that is fine. The last time you bring yourself to the edge you are to really push it hard. Work on your clit the most. Give it no mercy. I want that clit to start getting sensitive and sore. I want it aching, throbbing all the time. I want your pussy hot and wet, and needing to be fucked.
Throughout the whole day today, you are to play with your nipples as often as you can. Rub them, squeeze them, pull them, pinch them hard. I want those nipples to start getting sore also. You are not to touch your pussy in any way except when I tell you.
Write in your diary what you did to yourself, how it felt, how you felt emotionally while it was going on, how you feel now, both physically and emotionally. I want details. Then email it to me at work. Remember your most important instruction during all this, DO NOT CUM!! I will give you further instructions later.
One more thing, if you should slip up and push yourself too far, and do cum, stop immediately and call me and let me know. If possible, I will be home at noon to check on you. If not, I will email you with further instruction. Have a good day, silk. I love you. ************* Work was really busy. It seemed like everyone got sick or got hurt over the weekend. I didn't get to check silk's diary she had sent until about 11 am. It sounded like she had done a good job with her masturbation. It had taken her 20 to 25 min to bring herself to the edge of orgasm 6 times. Judging from my own experience, I thought that time would be shortened considerably. Everyone is different though, and I knew she could react differently than I had. One difference between the two of us is the difference in how easy it is to make me cum. I can cum much more quickly than she can, and I think I have more multiple orgasms than she does. How this would affect her reactions compared to my own, I did not know. How I had reacted when I had been deprived of cumming could be different than silk's reactions. I knew many, though, would have to be similar. One similarity I noticed was that she said she lay down in a fetal position while she calmed down. She will spend a lot more time in that position if she is anything like me. The fetal position is comforting, but it is also a protective position. As this gets worse for her, she will ache and hurt and will cradle her body, her pain.
Reading about her morning had made me excited. I could almost feel her need. I loved it. I wanted to go into the bathroom and cum quick, but there was no time, work was calling my name. I would though, run home at noon just to work over her clit and pussy for a short period of time. I emailed silk and told her to be on the table and waiting for me when I arrived at noon.
We had a couple of late patients, and I did not get out of the office until a little after noon. I rushed home and found my slave just where she was told to be, on the table, clothespins on her nipples and her legs spread wide. I know she is not fond of that table, and I wondered what had been going through her mind before I got there.
"Hello sweet slave; very good, I am pleased with you," I told her. "You are right where I told you to be."
"Yes Mistress, I have been waiting for you."
I quickly strapped her down and went right to work on her. I began by rubbing her clit in large circles, pressing it into her hard. I knew her clit was becoming sensitive from the way she jerked when I put my fingers on her. Her little half moan, half cry of "oh" as I touched her, told me volumes. I rubbed silk's engorged clit hard and fast. Using two fingers I pushed them into silk's wet pussy. I liked silk's pussy to be wet and aching, and it was going to be staying like that most of the time for a while. I fucked silk with my fingers, pushing them deeply into her cunt and then withdrawing them almost all the way out, then ramming them in again hard. Silkβs juices covered my hand. I could smell the musky odor of her sex. I mauled silk's clit with my other hand, pulling on it, then mashing it into her, pinching it, rolling it between my fingers. In just a very few minutes, silk was ready to cum. Her body starting to strain, I eased off and removed my fingers from her clit and her hot pussy. My fingers dripped with her sweet juices.
Moving to her tits, I took each clothespin and twisted it hard. I loved to watch her nipples twist beneath my hands. She cried out loudly. Her cries of pain always sent shivers down my spine. The wetness between my legs spread down to my thighs. I went back between her legs and started fucking her hot pussy again with my fingers. I slammed my fingers deeply into her in a pounding rhythm. I could hear my fingers sloshing in her juicy cunt. Silk cried out and moaned right away. She was ready to cum again. Lowering my head I slowly ran my tongue from her ass hole all the way up, over her soft folds, dipping it in and out of her dripping, delectable cunt, and circling her clit, as she struggled with herself not to cum.