(This is a two part story. After you read this, please read silk's side of this part of her training. The name is Slave Silk's Diary, Ch 1. It is written by SilksHeart.)
Arriving home in the middle of the morning, I went into the house and found silk, nude except for her collar, downstairs, kneeling in the middle of the mat, masturbating. She was not aware of my standing there watching her. She was too engrossed in what she was doing. She was holding her left breast to her mouth and was licking the nipple. With her other hand she was fucking herself with a nice steady rhythm. Her eyes were closed and her breathing was harsh. I could see her wetness shining on her beautiful shaved pussy. Moaning, she stopped and just stayed there with her eyes closed. When she opened them, she was startled to see me standing there watching her.
"Good girl silk," I said, smiling at her.
"Oh Mistress, you are home! I missed you!"
She was visibly excited and jumped up and ran to me, as her beautiful green eyes filled with tears. I took her in my arms and kissed her softly.
"I missed you too baby," I said as I caressed her silky skin.
"Did you have a good time withβ¦with him?" she asked.
"Yes honey, I had a very good time."
"D..d..do you l..l..l..love him more than me?" she asked in a very small voice.
"It is not the same, silk," I told her. "There are a lot of different kinds of love. He is a man; the feeling is different. You are my slave silk, I love you very much, and I always will. You are mine forever silk, I collared you."
I stood there for a couple of minutes with my arms around her, then suggested she make us some lunch while I showered.
Silk had set the controls of the bread maker the night before so we had fresh home made bread for lunch. She had also fixed my favorite salad, sliced avocado and grapefruit on lettuce leaves, with poppy seed dressing. My sweet slave was trying to make amends to me. She was doing a good job of it too.
While we were eating, I discussed the next phase of her training with her.
"Silk, the next phase of your training is going to be hard on you in some respects."
She blanched a little, but just looked at me without saying anything.
"I think I would like you to learn to cum on command," I told her.
"But I always cum when you tell me." She looked bewildered.
"Yes silk, but you are always very hot and ready to cum then. I want you learn to cum whenever I tell you. I hope we can teach you to cum without having to be touched at all, but if not that, at least with just a touch or two and you will cum."
"Really?" she asked. "Do you really think I can learn to do that."
"Well, we are going to give it a shot," I said.
I explained to her what we were going to do. I was going to bring her to the verge of cumming over and over again and not allow her to do so. I was going to push her limits. I would only occasionally let her cum when I gave her the command. I was going to make her masturbate frequently when I was not at home, but she would not be allowed to cum then, either. I would tell her when to masturbate, for how long, what she was to do when she masturbated. She was to keep a diary for me to read. I wanted to know exactly what she did, how it felt physically and emotionally. Everything she was feeling and thinking. If I did not tell her differently, then she was to repeat what she had done the previous time until she got different directions. I explained that just because she repeated the same thing several times would not mean I was unhappy with the way she had done it. This was not something I thought she would learn in a day to two, I told her. It would take some time. I was watching her as I told her all this. Her eyes were glowing. She did not realize how hard this was going to be on her, but I knew. I knew very well.
Taking silk downstairs, I put her on the examining table and strapped her down. I stood there and looked at her for a minute. Gawd what a sight she was. Lush body strapped down, helpless, totally under my power, her pussy was already getting wet.
I ran my hands over her body, gently caressing her, enjoying the feel of her soft skin under my hands. Taking both breasts in my hands, I squeezed and kneaded them while licking first one nipple then the other. Silk's nipples became hard very quickly. Sucking her right nipple, I pinched her left one, putting more and more pressure on it. Silk began to moan. Biting down on her right nipple, I pinched and twisted her left one. I mauled both nipples with my hands and mouth. Silk's moans were lovely. I placed a bull nose clamp on each nipple and moved down between her legs.
Her cunt was hot. Her aroma was so very enticing. I stroked her soft, dewy lips, taking them between my fingers and caressing them, squeezing them softly. Her moans became louder. Using one finger I ran it lightly around her clit, just teasing it, making it throb and ache for me. Silk was visibly panting and her juices were running freely. I slid two fingers into her and brought them back out and put them to her mouth for her to suck. She sucked and licked all of her sweet juice from them. I went back to playing with her clit, teasing it, but not giving her what she desired. Every once in a while a soft "please" would escape from her lips. I ignored her "please" and continued to tease her clit, running my fingers around it, flicking it lightly, but never rubbing it the way she wished me to do.