For some months now, I'd noticed some changes in wife's behavior. We've been married for four years and the glow has worn off our marriage, but I always thought that we'd find a way for it to come back. After all, we're both still quite young—I'm 34 and she's only 28—and in pretty good shape. I'm a little on the short side at 5' 7", but slim and still have most of my hair. At 5'10", Jan is quite tall for a woman and has always made it a point to emphasize her advantage, sometimes jokingly calling me 'little man' or 'shorty' or saying how she could wrestle me down if she ever wanted to. (I especially didn't much like her saying that because I worried that she was also referring to the size of my 5" cock, which I've always wished was bigger.)
In addition to her impressive stature, with regular workouts at the local aerobics place, she has maintained her knockout figure—36D, 28, 40. I've seen men look her up and down, from her long muscular legs to her trim waist, her voluptuous breasts, and up to her beautiful, shoulder-length brunette hair, green eyes and confident, attractive smile.
Little do passing admirers know that her greatest feature is a glorious pussy which always feels sensational and matches the most lurid pornographer's dreams, with very plump, full, meaty pussy lips that swell up and become moist at a moment's notice, complemented by the biggest clit I had ever seen, that seems to be constantly erect and pokes out proudly from her cleft.
She keeps her pussy nicely trimmed, leaving just a brief tangle of hair on her especially prominent, well-padded mons that provides lots of cushion to accommodate powerful, strong thrusts when she's having sex.
Because of her generous-sized pussy, it's always a challenge for her to wear a swimsuit without becoming obscene—many times on the beach I've had to let her know that part of her labia has worked its way out the side of her bikini and become exposed. Even when she manages to keep everything covered, the bulge in the bottom half of her bikini is so prominent, so full, it garners lots of attention.
I know some men prefer women with small-lipped pussies that barely amount to a ripple of flesh between their legs. For me, however, there's nothing more sexy than those big swollen lips hanging between her legs, that I can suck into my mouth or caress with my hands, extending over two inches when I tug down on them.
Anyway, as newlyweds, we had sex several times a week, but after the first couple of years, that diminished to once or twice a week. I was working longer hours and not feeling quite as energetic or young as I once had.
Then in the last several months, our frequency declined further, as Jan began complaining of a headache, or of being too tired, or having especially bothersome cramps, or of not feeling "in the mood." I sensed something was wrong, but I didn't know what it was.
During these past few months, when I would ask her for sex, she usually denied me, telling me that I could wait and not to complain. Sometimes though, she would relent, but never as if she were really enjoying it, as she used to. She began making me get some K-Y jelly for a lubricant and wouldn't put up with any petting or touching to get warmed up first.
Neither would she touch me or help me get fully erect. I was just supposed to lube up my cock and make sure it was hard enough, sometimes rubbing it a few times if I wasn't fully erect, and then enter her pussy and have my orgasm.
She would act bored, as if she didn't like what we were doing and was letting me screw her out of obligation.
She also got into the habit of getting me to come as quickly as possible, telling me, "don't take too long, I'm tired," or saying, "aren't you almost finished yet?" It became very clear that she wasn't getting anything out of the sex at all.
With her encouragement, I learned to bring myself off quicker and quicker. Sometimes I would even rub myself for a few minutes while she was in the bathroom getting ready for bed, so that I would be ready to come at a moment's notice and wouldn't bother her much. I became proud that I could lose my load so quickly.
She encouraged this attitude, saying, "let's see how quickly you can come this time," or "try to make it shoot as fast as you can," as if I was her toy or plaything and she was conducting an experiment.
Looking back, I realize that she was subtly changing this routine over the course of several months. She became more dominating, and, rather than acting bored, it was as if she were beginning to enjoy being in control and giving me commands.
She seemed to enjoy the embarrassment I felt when I asked for permission to have sex, responding with a little smirk and clucking her tongue in mild disapproval, or saying something like, "So your little cock wants some attention?" Soon she got into the habit of telling me how many strokes she was going to let me have.
At first she would tell me how many strokes, maybe 30 or something like that, but she wouldn't count them out loud until near the end, when she would start giving me little news flashes: "Ok, you've got 10 strokes left," or, "5 left, little man, better make it happen soon."
Strangely, I found it very exciting to hear her commands. When she called me 'little man' now, I knew that she was making fun of by 5" cock, but I couldn't very well object, knowing that it was short and that she deserved a bigger one for her own pleasure.
As I adjusted to her increasing dominance and being told how many strokes to take, she steadily began decreasing the number of strokes she would allow me. And she started counting down each stroke, "I'll bet you can come this time in just 12 strokes", and then she would count down from 12, encouraging me at the same time: "Ok, 12 . . . 11. . . come on, baby, you have to do it, 9 . . . just a few more strokes now, 8, better make it happen for your little dick, 7, I know you can't last much longer . . . 6 . . . just a few more, let's get it over with, . . .4. . . you're not getting any extra, . . 3 . . . ok, squirter, almost there, 2 . . . 1, ok, NOW! Shoot off, baby! Let out that come! Sperm inside me, little man! Shoot it!"
Then she would add, "There, there, that's it. Your little cock is done. Now we can get to sleep." I would always feel great relief after my ejaculation, but I'd also feel ashamed, too, recognizing how much control she had begun to have over me and how little I was providing for her own sexual relief.
A few times I made the mistake of telling her ahead of time how horny I was, and she would reduce the number of strokes allowed, saying, "Ok, you're only getting 5 strokes tonight." One time I complained to her about this, and she replied, "Too bad. If you want to come you'd better jerk your little prick off for a while first, because you're only getting 5 strokes, and you're lucky to get that with the way you're acting and what you're packing."
Another time, I guess to show me how little of an impact I was having upon her sexually, she left the bedside light on and continued reading her book while I pumped her. I didn't know whether to be glad or sad about this development.
While it was nice to not be limited to a certain number of strokes, with the accompanying fear of not having quite enough time to be able to finish, I also found myself missing her words, her commands, rather, or encouragement—it had gotten so that I just wasn't as excited without her giving me commands and telling me when to come.
It took me quite a bit longer and took more effort than usual to bring myself off.
Around this time, too, I noticed that I didn't seem to be feeling her pussy nearly as much as I had in the past, as if it had stretched out some on the inside. She may have noticed this, too, because she began putting her legs close together as soon as I entered her pussy, which greatly increased the friction and helped me to ejaculate that much quicker.
After that episode, she made it a practice to take complete charge of my orgasms. She told me that I must never masturbate without her approval, that every orgasm I had would be with her permission and when she tells me. She knows me well enough that she can tell from my movements, from the look on my face, when I'm getting close, so she became expert at telling me to come the moment I was ready.
Once she had established this ritual, it was very easy for her to begin making me come earlier and earlier, so that, after only a few weeks, if I had stopped to think about it, I would have realized how helpless and completely under her control I had become. Like one of Pavlov's dogs, I had been completely trained to a specific stimulus.
In my case, it was her strong voice of command. I would come almost immediately upon entering her, always within just a few strokes, the moment she commanded me to. The things she said at these times, too, was a little embarrassing at first: "shoot it, little man," "make it come," "squirt for me," "do it, now," "go ahead and come," or "squirt your little dick."