"Mia, it's finally here!" Anne called from the doorway.
"Huh?" I muttered groggily. I was dredging myself out of an early-afternoon nap — the previous night's partying had really wiped me out. I pulled myself off of the couch and lumbered over to the entryway, rubbing my eyes.
There, Anne was struggling to hold the door open while lugging a pair of cardboard boxes inside. I hurried over to hold open the door for her, hearing her let out a pair of sighs as she lowered the boxes onto the floor. They must have been heavy.
"It's here, Mia!" she repeated with one last heavy breath, dropping to sit on the floor as she dusted off her hands. I wiped a bead of sweat from her forehead with my thumb; even her exhaustion couldn't mask her excitement. I still had no idea what she was talking about.
I hauled one of the boxes into the living room, noticing the tell-tale signs of discreet packaging on the shipping label. Anne followed shortly behind with the other box and plopped it down before running off.
A minute later she reappeared, brandishing a box cutter from the garage with the eagerness of a child on Christmas morning. "Let's take a peek then, shall we?"
As I caught the first glance, I realized what was inside: it was my 10th-anniversary gift to Anne, which had been several months in the making.
The process had been quite demanding; I remembered the nights Anne and I had spent together as she took measurements all over my body, the time I had spent posing in front of her for reference photos of my face, my breasts, my private parts. Anne had found the whole thing quite arousing.
My thoughts drifted to the night when Anne first confessed the fantasy that spurred the whole thing almost a year prior. We had decided to have a lazy evening in and ordered Indian food to eat in our sweatpants. Enjoying how it tasted, Anne had broken out a bottle of wine from the fridge.
A few drinks in, we had both gotten pretty drunk and things had started to get personal. "I want to know a fantasy you have about me," I had said, looking her right in the eyes. "One you haven't told me before."
Anne had been slightly taken aback, raising her eyebrows as she stared back at me — I was obviously not just drunk but horny too, and I was dragging her down with me.
"Okay then, Mia," she finally said, "I sometimes fantasize about turning you into my doll." Her cheeks reddened slightly.
"Mmm," I hummed, relishing the look on her face. "What kind of doll? Like, the creepy kind from a horror movie?" I loved teasing her.
"No," she said with a chuckle, rolling her eyes.
"Okay, then what?" I pressed.
There was a lull as she considered her words, clearly embarrassed by the topic. "Like, a sex doll, kind of," she said at last, "but it's more than that."
"What do you mean?" I replied with genuine interest.
A sex doll?
Anne shifted in her chair. "Basically, in my fantasy you're alive but like, somehow absent. You do whatever I say without hesitation or protest, and I'm free to dress you up however I want, to play with you, to fuck you..."
I stared back at her, twirling my hair with my finger.
"Happy?" she said.
I sat up and leaned on my elbows. "One question: how come you haven't just made me do that, then, Mistress Anne?" I said the title with a hint of mockery, but it was true that Anne was my domme in addition to being my partner, so it seemed like we could have just played this fantasy out in a scene if she liked the idea so much.
Anne sighed. "Well, it's not that simple — like, the doll isn't just you exactly, but a transformed version of you, or something: one that I can
own,
and treat like one of my things
.
And that fact that I've taken
you
and turned you into that is what makes it so exciting."
I pondered for a second. "Transformed how?"
"Hmm," she muttered. "Sluttier I guess, but also physically more like a toy, like you're trapped in the body of a doll, if that makes sense."
"And that's why just telling me to behave a certain way isn't enough," I inferred. Anne nodded.
"Anyway, there it is," she said, sighing again, "not that there's much to be done about it."
"Mmm... It sounds hot, though," I said, reaching over to hold her hand. "I'm glad you told me."
That night, I clung to her more tightly in bed, grateful of how she'd opened up to me. But nothing materialized from that conversation for a long time — we didn't even speak of it again until I wrote her on our anniversary:
Dearest Anne,
For our tenth anniversary, I have a strange gift for you: I am going to be your doll. I have made arrangements with a shop that specializes in fetish transformation items, and they have agreed to produce a custom bodysuit for you (well, for me I guess?) if we provide the necessary reference materials and measurements. The details are all up to you — please help me become the toy of your fantasies. The shop will be in contact with you shortly.
All of my love,
Mia