Authors note: This story contains graphic descriptions of fully consensual corporal punishment including hand spanking, strapping, and caning. If these are offensive to you please be warned, and don't read on. If you do, please don't then criticise the content. I have received negative comments on several of my "spanking" stories before, including;
Another story advocating domestic abuse. Pathetic.
Pain of any sort is never acceptable in a loving caring relationship
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Whilst people are entitled to their opinion it is not mine. There is a large, significant minority of people with an interest in spanking and other forms of cp both inside and outside of loving relationships. Whilst some adults practice consensual corporal punishment in their lives, for others it is a fantasy. This story describes fully consensual corporal punishment in both a "judicial" and a loving setting.
This is also a love story. Straight sex is also part of it.
All of the participants in this story are adults over the age of eighteen years. As usual, none of the characters depicted are real and any similarity to real places or people living or dead is purely coincidental.
One of my characters, Matron, also features in a different unrelated story, The Making of a Masochist.
The events described in this story happened fifty years ago in a world with very different moral and social values and this story should be read within this context.
I have also tried to explain the emotions of a masochist. They are complex and, like people, sometimes difficult to understand. If I have failed, my apologies, and in advance apologies for any editing mistakes that this story contains. They are mine and mine alone.
Please comment and score. Any constructive criticism positive or negative is welcome. Far too few folk score and even fewer make comments, especially after reading BDSM stories. Rude, stupid, gratuitous, and anonymous comments will always be removed. If you post abusive posts using a moniker your post may be left so folk "know" who you are. You will only make yourself look stupid or rude, or possibly both.
Three Hot Days
The summer of 1983 in the UK was a good one, the sixth-best in over seventy years. At the time, it was the hottest summer ever recorded, with forty days of temperatures of over twenty-seven degrees Celsius recorded between the beginning of July and the end of August. This is what happened to me on just three of them.
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There is a well-known poem with the opening line, "They fuck you up, your parents do." *
In my case, nothing could be more true.
My earliest memory of my mother is of a tall plain bony awkward woman with a loud voice. She was well suited to her job as headmistress of a private girl's boarding school near Birmingham. It was the mid-sixties and the establishment over which she presided was not a pleasant place to be a pupil. Discipline was strict and liberally enforced with a strap or cane. Mrs Ames had a fearful reputation for both her willingness to sanction corporal punishment and her ability to administer a particularly painful thrashing.
When I was born in 1965, my misfortune was to be the last of the four children that my mother bore, and to be a boy. She was forty-five years old when I came into the world and my three elder sisters were twenty, eighteen, and three years older than I was. I later realised that I was both unplanned and unwanted, an inconvenient reality, conceived when my mother thought it was no longer possible.
If I had been a girl maybe I would not have been so out of place, but my mother was a misandrist and avoided men as much as possible. In the world in which she lived, there were few of them. The teachers at "her school" and who taught "her girls" were ladies. The caretakers, gardeners, and handymen were men, but she did not talk to them except to issue orders. The school cook, serving staff, and our housekeeper were considered better than men but still worthy of little respect.
My father was a mouse of a man. He did only what my mother told him to do and did it exactly as directed. I never heard him voice an opinion of his own. His most common responses to my mother seemed to be, "Yes dear, As you wish dear, or Whatever you think Marjorie."
I often wondered why my father married a woman who hated men and why he stayed with her so long. I never remember them sleeping in the same bedroom. I am amazed that he could have fucked her the four times needed to produce four children. I have a vision of her barking instructions as he impregnated her.
Her reasons for fucking him are easier to understand. Three successful pregnancies. Until I came along she produced only girls whom she could try to fashion into clones of herself. Only her fourth pregnancy could be considered a failure.
In our family, Mother wore the trousers.
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We lived in a large three-storey house provided by the school. It stood on the grounds of the school but had its own large walled garden, and it was here in this world that I was brought up.
We were very well off. My father was a respected local vet with his own rural practice and my parents had very few overheads. They paid no rent, rates, electricity, or phone bills, and the school gardening team and handymen were available whenever they were needed. A housekeeper ran the house. From the age of eight, my three sisters, in turn, attended the school. They did not board and their subsidised school fees were extremely reasonable.
I cannot remember my mother ever showing any love or affection, nor did she spend much time with me when I was a child. My parents employed a full-time governess to do that. My eldest sister, Jean, had already finished school and was in her second year of teacher training when I was born, and my sister, Alice, was also soon due to fly the nest. Only three-year-old Moira remained at home with me. I think to begin with, Moira thought I was some kind of doll to play with, but she soon got bored with me and I was left to be brought up by Mrs White, my governess, who doted on me and treated me as if I were her own. Up until I was eight years old and went away to boarding school she was a constant in my life.