Authors Note: This is my twenty-fourth story. It is written as a fantasy but is based on experiences I've had with a friend of mine, although his name has been kept private. Enjoy and please remember that all feedback is greatly appreciated!
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Here I was, 22 years old, thinking there wasn't much left sexually I hadn't done. Thinking I knew what all my hot buttons were. Thinking there wasn't anything any man could do to surprise me or arouse me more than I'd experienced before. Then I met you.
I've always known I was a "switch"…someone who could be both Dominant or submissive. However, my tendency to be able to be submissive with men vanished years ago when I was the victim of an attempted rape. Since then I'd only ever been dominant or at the least neutral with men sexually and my submissive side only came out when I was with another woman. Then I met you.
I've always enjoyed, even craved, rough sex. I like nails and teeth and a little pain with my sex…but never thought I'd be one for certain types of rough sex. Then I met you.
You've shown me I can be submissive with a man again…and just how much I ache to be so. You've shown me I can enjoy and even crave a strong hand pulling my head back, maneuvering me to do your will. You've shown me how much my fears have been holding me back from so much pleasure and made me see how much I yearn to explore my newfound submissiveness.
You're in the other room now…as I sit here thinking of you…aching for you…wanting to feel your body next to mine…inside mine. Until that can be…my fantasy will just have to suffice.