Paul sat down, shocked, by the last few hours of his life. Visited at his home by Mark. Being fucked by Mark in his own bed. Mark taking a flat key. Susan finding out about Mark. Susan seeing videos of Paul being fucked by Mark. He felt the panic building in his gut. Susan would tell people. Susan would tell his 5-a-side group -- after all her brother was one of his mates. The video of him being fucked would be seen by everyone. He could have to leave the area. His family might find out. His lips tremored with the humiliation and fear of what was going to happen when Susan told everyone.
Ignoring his phone for now he knew that Mark also expected him to go get a cock cage fitted that day -- now really. Mark also expected Paul to give a blow job to one or more men who would fit the cage. Sitting, falling where he stood, back against the wall. He stared into space mind lost. His phone continually buzzing with new messages. One message after another. He expected it was Mark with more demands. He expected it might be Susan with more threats and shame. He wanted his world to disappear. His mind ran through options. Train station and leave today. Get a new job. Work in a different country. Start again. Never ever think of a man sexually again. His mind frenetically ran through escape options on repeat. Fear, panic and shame locking his mind.
His trembling lip, tear filled eyes, nausea in his gut, suggested he was on the verge of collapse. Yet, he could feel himself doing it before he did it, he started to massage his cock. He pulled it out and habitually started to wank himself as he sat on the floor of his flat. His cock, and balls, empty after having came so much in the last two hours. Taking a while to respond but his hand, and the humiliation, seemed to bring him back to arousal. It helped to clear his head somehow. One hand steadily wanking himself, as he sat on the floor against the wall, his other hand picked up his phone to see the messages.
Few from Susan, surprisingly, not vicious. His wanking hand, his cock firmer, as he read her messages. His immediate fears of everyone knowing about his shame and humiliation by another man receded just a little. He read Susan's messages again -- his lip stopped trembling. "I do not judge you"
"I wish you could have told me!"
"It can be our secret!!"
"Did it hurt -- sounded like you were crying!"
"I am angry, but we can still be a thing -- IF you talk to me!"
"Do you want to do it again?"
"Call me!"
He stopped wanking and focused on her messages again. His discarded cock staying erect between his legs and dripped pre-cum onto the floor. Was she really OK with it all? Can I talk to her about it? Then, surprising himself, would she be OK for me to do it again? Finally, he wondered what she would make of the "ownership" and cock-cage tasks from Mark. Could he share that with her? He was about to call her when another message arrived from Mark.
He read Mark's messages, his panic reduced further. "That was maybe too much for you"