This work may or may not be a work of fiction. Names, characters, events, and incidents are the products of my imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. All characters are over the age of 18. I recommend you read Chapter 1 of Trophy Wife to give you the background of this final chapter. A special thanks to susangreenway for editing this story.
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Just when Anita was fulfilling my fantasies and pushing my limits, things changed!
I learned that a bottom who becomes a top is called a "switch." When fantasy becomes reality, it may be more than you expect.
I had been reading "Variations" letters for years before meeting Anita. And, I had purchased sundry other books with fetish and BDSM themes.
In the beginning I found it interesting that such a beautiful woman as Anita exacted her unique pleasure from being a domme, or top, as she like to be called. For her, it was not an act, but an active lifestyle that gave her the release she desired. In many ways, I was the vessel or bottom that provided her pleasure.
During our many conversations on the veranda before our sessions began, she explained that there were distinct types of lifestyles within the BDSM community. She told me that what I had read in books were made-up fantasies. The reality of it all with her was different. What she practiced was unique. It was not acting.
She also found pleasure in fulfilling some of my fantasies. It was the reality of these active sessions that satisfied something deep inside of me. It was also refreshing that other people had these same desires or enjoyed exploring several types of release. Of course, along the way, she exacted her personal unusual pleasure too!
My erotic reading only extended my fantasies created by my imagination. I think of all the kinky stuff that had occupied my mind over the years and how I used it to masturbate.
Yes, beautiful Anita brought me to higher excitement levels or limits, and I was more than smitten. You may say I was addicted to these higher orgasm levels. I could not get enough of it. I wanted my limits pushed and she pushed my limits.
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I remember this one afternoon well. Fall was in the air. The afternoon shadows gave a different look as we had lunch at the French restaurant. I took the rest of the day off. Sometimes I worked 60 hours a week, so there was no problem taking time off. Two weeks had passed, and I was ready for some more of our unique release.
She started by asking me questions about being dominant and being a boss. Was I a stern boss or easy going? I told her I was an objective boss, firm, outworked my employees, and I led by example. She continued to ask questions like that.
Her green eyes sparkled in the dappled sunlight. I could tell she was braless, and I could tell her nipples were hard. That combined with her beauty and perfume had my head spinning.
Lunch was turning into some sort of interview. She rarely touched me in public, but she leaned across the table and rubbed my arm. I felt all kinds of emotion from her touch but most significantly was the feeling of some deep burning desire in her. Her eye contact captured me. Nothing like I had felt before when she had touched me. It was as if she were pleading for something.
"Today is your graduation day, and you will take control from me," she said. "Always remember the bottom is the one in control. I knew you were a "switch" the first time we met."
I was confused again. She further explained, "Certain bottoms can also be tops and this type of person is called a switch." I thought, "switch" that is an interesting term."
"I know only you can give me the type of release I need as a submissive." She further explained, "It is a psychological and emotional release."
It is so hard to remember all of her exact words. I can assure you this was the most in-depth discussion we ever had about our special times together.
"I need to cry and whimper emotionally."
I was not sure what was going to come next, but when we got to her house, she led me directly to the special room. It was more than a dungeon. She gave me leather chaps and asked me to wear them. She walked out and said she would be right back. I noticed the chaps did not cover my balls or penis.
She came into the room with heavy make-up on and with dark shadows around her eyes. What set me back was the wide collar she wore on her neck and clip leather cuffs on her wrists. She looked beautiful yet surreal.
She broke an amyl nitrate ampule and we both sniffed it. It was strong in my head, and she said, "I will guide you this first time. I don't want you to act but I want you to get into it and let go."
I knew a lot from my reading what tops did but her version of BDSM was different. Having never taken the lead as a top, you know, I was game for this.
We first we proceeded to the (Saint Andrews) cross with all kinds of straps on it. She gave me what I later learned was an expensive flogger to start out with. It was made of high-quality leather with long ribbons of suede.
Then I connected her to the cross. Her body was a work of art in itself. Her back was to me with her legs spread.
She said, "Spin the flogger in a circular motion like a cartwheel. Remember that skin itself is a sexual organ. Use it lightly to caress first, then light smacks, and then harder smacks."
And I did from the back of her neck, down her back to her butt cheeks, to her calves, then her feet bottoms. Harder, softer, repeat finding a cadence. This flogger did not create whelps but only left a pink blush on her skin.
The flogger's long suede leather strands of soft leather moved in a way that I could caress or smack. It was heavy in my hand.
She told me, "Correctly used it would stimulate the skin and provide her with a sexual response. Think soft and hard and make my skin pink."