I wander into my favourite, rustic furniture shop to look at some of the beautiful mango wood tables. The pieces are gorgeous, the wood richly textured and I am drawn to the earthy hues and distinctive grain on these exquisitely crafted items. I am captivated by the smooth finish and elegant appearance of a set of bedside tables. As I stand appraising them and considering whether to buy, I feel someone behind me. The carpenter himself, dressed elegantly as always.
We have spoken before. This isn't the first time I have lingered over some of these creations. Here I am, drawn to this place again...or is it you I am drawn to seek out again? Your face is slim, eyes...focused. You're tall and I feel small as you look down at me as you speak...you explain the origin of the wood, point out a few details of originality that you are particularly happy with and then the conversation moves to other topics. You eye the triskelion pendent at my neck then fix your gaze...you are radiating masculine energy and I can feel my own heat rising.
Last time, I was in here, I noticed the beautiful bookcase at the back of the shop, with a beautifully curated selection of poetry. I reference one of the poets and our conversation meanders around our favourite poets. You walk over to take a book from a shelf and as you hand me the book, your hand lingers on mine. I am getting that deliciously familiar feeling...wanting to give myself entirely...opening...as you lean forward to comment on a particular poem your hand moves across my shoulders...I lean into you as you slide your hand around my shoulder...I relax into your touch...your hand becomes firmer and you slide your other hand to my throat...continuing to discuss the poem as you stroke my throat...my legs can barely support me...I need to sit down...I sway slightly...