You steer me towards a wooden chair...it's high backed with ties around the arm rests...you place me gently in the chair...my mind is saying no...I don't know you. We haven't discussed limits...no safeword...not sensible...yet I am dripping wet...my body alive but my mind protesting...why am I bothering to fight it...I already know I am going to submit to everything....give myself entirely. I whisper 'no'...as you take one of my hands. 'You seem a little faint...I know what will help...' I steady my breath as I watch you go to a cabinet at the back of the room. You pour a measure of brandy into an elegant, antique glass then head back towards me...'Here'...I take the glass and sip...the liquid is fiery, smoky and rich...it soothes me immediately...
'I thought you might like to see some of my favourite pieces'...I look around, there's a St Andrew's Cross, a horse, stocks...all in that magnificent, dark, grainy wood with fixtures in wrought iron. I stand up and approach the horse, taking my hands over the smooth wood. You explain a few things about your design...your eyes on me...I move over to the St Andrew's cross...you place your hand on my hip, moving me slightly then take my right wrist. 'Shall we just try this?'...I nod, the protests in my head are growing weaker as you secure my wrist to the top. You pause...'are you ok?' you lean in and kiss me gently...tracing your fingers around my neck...you tighten your grip as your kiss deepens...I respond hungrily...you continue to kiss me as you reach for my other wrist...'Yes?' you enquire...I nod...as you secure me...you stand back...
'This is one of my best sellers' I am incapable of conversation now...so focused, am I on that delicious feeling of restraint...I know how unwise this is but in this moment, I don't care. You grip my throat and kiss me deeply, your hands moving over my body...you step back again...'so...you get the idea...I think you can see why this piece is so popular...'I nod as you start to free my wrists...part of me starts to protest...you sense my confusion and lean in to kiss me...I can feel your hardness pressing into my stomach...'all in good time little one' you whisper into my ear....