As always, the pain was unbearable. And as usual, there was absolutely nothing I could do stop it.
Lika had tied my arms and legs in such a way that I was stretched across the four corners of the bed, completely unable to move my arms, legs and head more than an inch in any direction. I was also tied in a way where my cock and balls were totally open to whatever she wanted to do to them. And to complete my total helplessness, we had agreed that there would be no safe word to make her stop her torture, nor would she listen to any begging from me to stop the pain.
And in any case, she loved hearing me beg her to stop for several reasons. First, she had told me that I was not allowed to beg, and if I did, she would punish me worse than the torture that make me beg for relief in the first place – a hard slap to the face, a series of particularly violent bites to my cock, her dreaded finger nails digging and scratching into my cockflesh, and usually all three punishments done immediately and viciously. Thus, hearing me beg was just a license to hurt me worse, which led to the second reason she liked hearing me beg: plain and simple, she absolutely loved hurting me. Period. She simply loved the sexy power of being able to inflict the most severe pain upon me; she loved hearing me scream in misery; she loved seeing my body writhe in agony; and she loved making a strong grown man cry and beg for mercy.
To put it bluntly, Lika was sadistic. And I loved her sadism when directed at me. I loved giving myself to her completely, not because it felt good – on the contrary, it was physically extremely unpleasant – but rather because I absolutely LOVED the emotional act of giving myself to her and sacrificing my own pleasure so that she could achieve her own pleasure.
So here we were again, in one of what were now becoming almost weekly cock torture sessions. Usually the cuts and bruises on my cockflesh would heal within a week, and this kind of dictated how often she’d abuse me (though sometimes, she was so brutal that my cock would take up to two weeks to heal). Basically, as soon as my cock healed, it was back on the rack for another several hours of cock torture.
At the point in our current episode, two hours had elapsed – our typical sessions were about an hour and a half to two hours – which meant I was almost through, and that I’d get relief from the pain and an orgasm…or it meant that I was in really big trouble if she decided she needed more fun for herself.
I was actually in pretty bad shape at this point. My body was exhausted and dripping with sweat from fighting against my bonds so vigorously. My voice was horse from screaming so loudly and long (fortunately the neighbors were away!). My cock and balls were in miserable shape. My cock was totally purple from being tied so tightly to trap the blood in my shaft, but it was also marked with dark blue bruises, several sets of deep teeth marks and swollen lump where Lika had burst a blood vessel inside the skin by gnashing her teeth back and forth on the middle of my cock shaft. Further, the ropes encircling my cock and balls had been tied so tightly and then continuously pull back forth when Lika was fucking me for her own pleasure (another of her favorites: grinding her cunt back and forth on my cock, which created immense pleasure for herself, and a mixture of small pleasure for my cock but immense rope-burning pain where the ropes cut into my cock and balls). I was sure that the ropes would also leave red-blue rope burns and be incredibly sensitive to any touch for a long while.
Anyway, the two hour mark had arrived and Lika stopped fucking and kissing me, and dismounted my helpless body
“I think I better untie your cock,” she said. “He looks pretty bad right now.
I was incredibly relieved to hear that because the blood pressure caused by the strings around my cock and balls had swollen my cock 20 percent larger than its normal length and girth, and combined with all the physical abuse, virtually any touch – even the softest most gentle lick of the tongue or pussy pump – now was causing tremendous pain.
Instead of delicately untying the knots securing the ropes around my cock and balls, she jerked the strings and pulled hard to make them loosen, pulling pubic hairs out and rope-burning the sensitive skin of my scrotum.
“Aaaahhhhh”, I yelled! “That hurts! Be careful!”
Whack! Her hand went across my face. “Shut up! No talking, remember?”
“Please hurt me, Lika” I said the only words I was allowed to say to confirm her question.
“Oh, you want me to hurt you more, don’t you?” I stayed silent as I knew that she would follow the command of the only words I was allowed to say. “Fon! I asked you a question?”
“Please hurt me Lika,” I whispered, knowing it would lead to more pain. And while I loved this game we played – the pain – I had had enough already today, and just wanted it to end. There’s a point where it’s beyond a game and beyond a sex fantasy, and we were already past those points.
“Okay Fon. I’ll hurt you more.”
And with that, she was even more reckless removing the two ropes double-wrapped around the bases of my cock and balls, causing more screams from me. Yet even though this hurt like hell, I was relieved as it was over, and now I’d be untied and allowed to gently make love to Lika with my sore cock and have an orgasm myself. When the strings were completely unwrapped and off my cock, the blood in my shaft rushed out, and my cock went from super-hard to a three-quarter semi hard state and drooped over. Its purple color began changing into a dark red, with the bruises not disappearing.
Still panting from the last bit of pain, I leaned forward to French kiss her with an open-eyed, soul-to-soul kiss.
“Lika, that was amazing this time.”
With those words she pulled back from our kiss and looked into my eyes, and smiled. Whack! Looking into her eyes, I didn’t see her right hand rising and whacking my left cheek so hard that my head flew to the right.
“Fon, who said we’re done yet?” I looked back at her, and her smile widened. “Fon, I’m giving your cock a small break, but we’re nowhere near being done.”
“But we’ve been going for over two hours…” Whack! This time her left hand and not as hard as the previous blow.