(This is the final part to this story, thanks again to my cousin who started all this and of course thank you for your patience on this marathon read.)
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We sat in silence for a while it was Paula who spoke first, "Josh help me to understand what happened to Mary."
"I'm no medical type; all I can do is tell you what I feel, what I know and what I suspect."
Paula made herself comfortable so I began to explain. I started with her; I believed that some of it started with them both meeting on the cruise. Paula has been a slave for seven years now; I explained that Mary had been with me from the very beginning, ten years ago. Paula couldn't believe it when she realized that Mary was the first, I nodded my head I was fairly sure she didn't know it but yes she was the first. There is one stabilizing factor missing in Mary's life a sister, Paula smiled.
I looked hard at her, "who do you go to when you have such a big secret that you know you can't tell anyone, but you know you can tell the little secrets so you can relieve the pressure on holding onto that one big secret?"
She blushed it was known but never talked about between us, we both knew because she had phoned me and admitted that in a drunken moment she had told her own sister what her tattoo meant, Mary doesn't have that luxury she has two older brothers and parents that are regular church goers. So for ten years it has been her own secret, even though she knows she can call me and talk to me whenever she wishes, it's not the same as sister to sister talks, that pressure valve simply isn't there for her.
Can you imagine what a weight that is to bare for a woman like Mary, ten years worth of secret that she carries with her, she sleeps with a husband that she can never tell that she loves him dearly but not with her heart or soul and so you came along and the added bonus, you both have the same secret. You both bond not just bond on a personal level but more, almost sisters plus. There is ten years worth of pent up secrets in her that just rushed out of her and she simply cannot cope with it all at once.
Paula listened as I talked, her eyes were red, and she was close to tears. She had never realized how lucky she was, her pressure valve had always been her little sister, they loved each other very deeply and had never fought over anything they had shared make up, clothes and secrets. Josh was the one secret she could never share with anyone but the fact she had someone to confide in made life more manageable for her.
"What do you want me to do?"
I thought for a moment then chose my words carefully, "before you watched the video, tell me what you thought of Mary?"
"Even in the short time we have known each other I feel I love her, she is another sister to me, it's also like I know what she is about to say just before she says it, or even thinks it and this sister I get to fuck."
I couldn't help myself; I smiled at her comment and said. "Then you have a big job in the coming days, you need to love her when she needs you to, hug her when you feel she needs it, be her friend when she wants to talk about anything. But above all remember that the person you watched do those things on that screen isn't the Mary we both know, you've got to forgive her."
Paula nodded then I told her I had a job for her, I was going to get Mary, she was to go into my room and I would bring Mary to her, chances are all she will want to do is sleep, that's fine we had some time yet before I could finalize the arrangements for the road trip, if she needs more, then Paula was to remember what we had just talked about.
She nodded and practically run up the stairs and disappeared into my room, I walked up to the girls room and looked in, Mary was still asleep on the bed as gently as I could I lifted her off the bed and into my room, Paula pulled the cover back and I laid her down, she covered her and we both smiled, I waved and Paula waved back.
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I had just covered Mary made sure she was comfortable and waved at Josh before he closed the door when I felt Mary stir I moved close to her and kissed her forehead.
I had understood what Josh had said, there are a few women in my life that she would truly call great friends and indeed had shared many secrets with them, but it's the knowledge that you had grown up with your sister and shared life's growing pains that makes the sharing of your deepest and most intimate secrets with your sister a real pressure valve, my thoughts were interrupted when Mary said.
"Josh hates me doesn't he?"
I held her close to me, my warmth mingling with hers, "no he doesn't I promise you and anyway little sister, your with me now and I'm looking out for you."
Her body seemed to stiffen slightly then ease into me, I thought I heard her say something but no matter how hard I tried I just couldn't catch it, soon after I heard her breathing change and she slept, the sounds of her breathing soon sent me to sleep.
I woke with a start, Mary was gone I jumped out of bed and rushed for the door, even closed I could hear voices, when I opened it the sounds of raised voices could be heard, leaning over the banister I listened then dashed down the stairs, Mary were shouting. As I stood in the doorway to Josh's office Mary was leaning on Josh's desk shouting at him tears freely flowing down her face, he was sat behind his desk just watching her.
"I'm not going, you're sending me away, and you're not going to let me come back just like you did to Beth."
My heart felt for her, I closed in behind her and held her so tight, Mary turned and held me sobbing, I guided her to the couch and we sat, Josh had not moved. A look of great sadness on his face as though he was torn about what to do and the decisions that he had to make.
He got up and moved to the edge of his desk looked at Mary and said, "What's the cardinal rule when someone passes out?"
Instantly she said, "You stop."
She sounded pleased with herself that she had got the answer right. Josh then leaned over to a remote and pressed play, this time the sound was turned up. I couldn't take my eyes off the screen as Mary completely dominated Beth, well passed the point of her passing out, by now Mary's head was slowly turning to the sounds emanating from the screen, her face twisted in horror as she watched herself take Beth's straps off and turn her over so she could assault an unconscious Beth's ass.
Thankfully Josh stopped the video soon after, even so I believed the damage was now done, Mary couldn't believe what she was seeing. He then knelt down next to both of us but his eyes never moved away from Mary's.
"Since you answered that question so well let me ask you another one, what happens to the person that doesn't stop?"