"Oh shit," I thought.
What have I done. On one hand I couldn't help but be intoxicatingly excited at the idea of my wife as a slave. It's what I had wanted to explore with her for so many years. And yet, it wasn't me who was in control. I had cemented my status with her as the subservient one. It all made sense now though. That's why I had been locked in my cage for 6 weeks. That's why she was going to "happy hour" so much more. That's why she was in great shape, why she was dressing better, why she was being more demanding with me.
She was leaning into her role as a slave, and I was becoming her slave. On her terms. Or maybe even on the terms of her D's.
While part of me was angry that I had absolutely no say in this. I also felt more empowered than ever before. I didn't know what would happen next, and that was exciting. The way Summer had explained it all, told me that in no way did she want to leave me. She just needed a way to experience her fantasies, something that I couldn't give her.
I walked into the bedroom where she was about to get in the shower. I laid on the bed so I could see her in the bathroom. In addition to the small bruises on her wrists and ankles, she had some bright red lines on her ass and back, welts from being caned I assumed.
Jesus, I thought. She was really into this. On one of her ass cheeks she had a number 12 written in black marker, almost like she was branded.
I wanted her more than ever. She was so confident in her new outlet for release. I watched as she opened the glass door to the shower, started to wash her hair, eventually the steam started fogging up the glass, obscuring my view of her body. I waited on the bed until she was done, processing everything I had heard.
When she was done in the shower she came out with a towel wrapped around her and asked me, "are you ok?"
"Yeah," I said. "Just thinking about all of this. I had no idea, but if I'm honest, it has me kind of excited."
"Well good," she said. "You can think about it while you make me cum."
She dropped her towel and laid down on the bed, spreading her legs. I immediately buried my face in her pussy.
As I laid with her that night I asked, "Do you think I could come with you sometime? To D's I mean."
All she said was, "We'll see. I'll ask."
She rolled over and went to sleep.
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It had been a week since the night I found out about my wife's now not-so-secret happy hours. It had been a busy week for both of us with work and the kid's activities. She didn't speak about anything sexual, and although I was desperate to understand more, I was also a little uncertain of bringing it up. I wasn't sure I wanted to know the whole truth just yet. The unknown was kind of alluring, and I knew I would understand more before too long.
Saturday morning we woke up like usual and took the kids to play at the park. While sitting on the bench together, Summer leaned over and said, "I'm going to happy hour this evening. I'll be back by 10."
I got an immediate rush of adrenaline. I was desperate for details, and had a hundred questions circle through my mind, but all I said was, "Ok. Have fun."
Summer left at 3:30, and I was surprised that she wasn't as dressed up as usual. She just wore jeans, sneakers and a black t-shirt. I wondered what that meant. Had something changed now that she'd told me what she was doing? Did D ask her to wear something casual? I was searching for meaning in everything she did these days. That night, I made dinner for the kids, put them to bed and waited for her to come home, hoping she'd divulge some details. As she came inside around 10pm, she gave me a coy look, and motioned for me to follow her to the bedroom.
She closed and locked the door behind us, turned around to face me and said, "I've spent all evening being treated like a whore. Now it's your turn. I want you naked and on your knees. Right now bitch!"
As she said it, she reached up into the closet and grabbed her strap-on harness and the largest dildo she had, about 9 inches long. She tossed both on the bed and then took her black t-shirt and jeans off. I could tell she had some new marks on her upper legs and back, along with some redness around her waist, like she had been strapped down. And that same curious number 12 on the side of her ass.
I was now naked and on my knees like she instructed. She quickly took her panties off, looked at me and said, "Open," and stuffed them roughly in my mouth.
I could tell they were already a little wet as I bit down on them. A mix of sweat, the taste of her pussy and lube.
"Hands and knees," she said as she pulled the harness up, tightening the straps. I turned around to face my ass towards her, but could still see her behind me in the mirror across the room. She grabbed a bottle of lube out of the drawer, poured some in her hand, and began stroking her cock, dripping with lube as she walked closer behind me.
"I bet you're gonna enjoy this a little. But don't you dare fucking cum until you beg me."
As she said it, she wiped what was left of the lube in her hand across my asshole, bent down and pushed the tip of her cock into my ass. I tried to relax and just take it. I wasn't new to anal play by any means, but this still hurt a little. She was clearly in a mood to get some aggression out. As soon as it was a little more than halfway inside me, she started thrusting in and out. My moans were muffled by her panties stuffed in my mouth, and my shoulders started collapsing to the floor.