"It was last fall; his name was Eugene, ma'am. We had dated a couple of times and gone to bed. I had a glass of that wine and I was feeling bold, so when he told me what to do I went along. He pushed me over a big leather chair, lifted up my skirt and pulled my panties down.
"I struggled at first. He pinned me down till I stopped, then he rode me for the longest time. I cried out once and he told me to be quiet. I was in heaven, I wanted it to last forever. When he was done he let me stand up. My panties were still around my ankles, I forgot and nearly fell over but I didn't care. On the way home I felt him warm inside me, I was gentle and light as a feather, I smiled at strangers and wanted to tell them why.
"Something had changed but I didn't know what. I never thought it would affect my career; getting ahead was all I cared about up to then.
"The next time was a few days later; he didn't give me any wine this time but he didn't need to. I snuggled up to him and put my head on his chest and asked him in the most seductive way I knew if he would have me like that tonight. He said he might, if I did everything he said. I really wanted it; I told him I'd do anything, I was his.
"He made me give him my shoes; as I handed them over I realized - it was snowing out - I wouldn't be able to go home till he let me. He took them into his bedroom, and I heard him talk with someone in there, another man.
"He came out with a box and ordered me to undress. His voice was stern; no one ever spoke to me like that before.
"He opened the box and told me to put these on (Anne looked toward her neck, wrists, and feet). When I saw the collar I asked where the key went; he said there was none, I could wear them as long as I wanted or have them sawed off.
"I didn't hesitate, though; that seemed to please him. I put the collar on, then the bracelets and the anklets. They were cold.
"He told me to turn around and put my hands behind me and he fastened the bracelets together. He asked me if I was 'greased' this time; when I realized what he meant I said no. He frowned and I saw I should have. Then he put a handkerchief in my mouth and tied it in place with another one.
"I was a little afraid by then, what he was going to do to me next, but I liked that. He motioned for me to bend over the leather chair again and held me down. It was wonderful, so much better with my hands tied.
"He stayed in me for a while after, then I heard the other man say something; he must have come out while Eugene was using me. There I was, bent over wearing only my collar and bracelets, offering myself to him. That was the start of our relationship. He pulled me open and had me; it was easier because he was the second one if you know what I mean.
"At first he worked me slowly, trying me out, then faster till he finished. He made me stand up and squeezed my breasts and ran his hand between my legs, then he turned to Eugene and said "OK, ten percent at the sale." Eugene nodded; then he freed my hands and poured drinks for the two of them and told me I could untie my gag.
"The knot was very tight and I struggled with it while they watched and joked about how I looked with my breasts wiggling. Back then I had long nails, I thought they were very grand. Now my owners cut them short so I can't scratch anything. He told me to get dressed. They sat around by the fireplace talking about my value, and training me, and other things I didn't understand at the time.