"It was last fall; his name was Eugene, ma'am. We had dated a couple of times and gone to bed. I had a glass of that wine and I was feeling bold, so when he told me what to do I went along. He pushed me over a big leather chair, lifted up my skirt and pulled my panties down.
"I struggled at first. He pinned me down till I stopped, then he rode me for the longest time. I cried out once and he told me to be quiet. I was in heaven, I wanted it to last forever. When he was done he let me stand up. My panties were still around my ankles, I forgot and nearly fell over but I didn't care. On the way home I felt him warm inside me, I was gentle and light as a feather, I smiled at strangers and wanted to tell them why.
"Something had changed but I didn't know what. I never thought it would affect my career; getting ahead was all I cared about up to then.
"The next time was a few days later; he didn't give me any wine this time but he didn't need to. I snuggled up to him and put my head on his chest and asked him in the most seductive way I knew if he would have me like that tonight. He said he might, if I did everything he said. I really wanted it; I told him I'd do anything, I was his.
"He made me give him my shoes; as I handed them over I realized - it was snowing out - I wouldn't be able to go home till he let me. He took them into his bedroom, and I heard him talk with someone in there, another man.
"He came out with a box and ordered me to undress. His voice was stern; no one ever spoke to me like that before.
"He opened the box and told me to put these on (Anne looked toward her neck, wrists, and feet). When I saw the collar I asked where the key went; he said there was none, I could wear them as long as I wanted or have them sawed off.
"I didn't hesitate, though; that seemed to please him. I put the collar on, then the bracelets and the anklets. They were cold.