It was the heightened sense of awareness she noticed most. There was an intensity to the anticipation. The imagination of impending touch was so real that she could feel ripples through her skin. She couldn't reach her pussy but she could sense how wet she was. As her mind went to that place, she clenched. A tingle at the top of the inside of her thigh, and the unmistakable sensation of a drop of liquid tracking slowly, erratically downwards, like a raindrop on a window pane.
She noticed her breathing, slightly faster, deeper than usual. Perhaps it was a consequence of being bent over, her diaphragm compressed. She felt an urge to say something, but didn't know what there was to say. She yearned for that moment when her vocal chords would be unleashed in involuntary screams of pleasure. She had wanted this for so long. Had dreamed of it since her adolescence, reading the opening of "The Story of O". Still today just the thought of it was her
fastest route to orgasm. And now it was imminent, perhaps. What exactly was going to happen, she didn't quite know.
The bar had been cool when her palms had first wrapped around it. Now it was warm and damp from her protracted grasp. Why was she gripping it so hard? There was no need. She wasn't able to move from it anyway. But it felt right to maintain that tension, braced to absorb whatever was to come. The tension ran up her arms, through her shoulders and down her back to her exposed cheeks and down through her locked knees to the soles of her feet, tipped forward hard in the high heels.
What would come first? Would it be a gentle touch - just a finger, starting on her leg, her rounded, taut, bottom or going straight to caress her pussy lips? Would it be invasive, territorial, pushing
straight into her soaking hole, maybe two fingers, roughly turning and opening her up? Would it be instantly depraved - hands grasping her cheeks and a tongue straight to her asshole? Or a finger, hopefully lubricated, straight in there? She shuddered. She wanted that, but could she take it straight away? Or would all pretence to foreplay be dispensed with? Would it be hands gripping her haunches and a hard cock straight up to the hilt in her pussy? Could a cock go straight into her asshole from this position? Maybe. Or...
What conversations had preceded her agreeing, excitedly, to do this? Her mind searched in vain for clarity on what she had indicated as her boundaries. Had she been clear? The harder she tried to remember those exchanges, the less she could recall. Some had been over WhatsApp, some in bed lying side by side in post-orgasmic bliss, some when her brain was fogged by the sensation of the erection thrusting inside her. They had discussed pain, discussed flogging, discussed paddles, discussed being marked. But what had she agreed? Could the first thing she would feel be the sharp smack of a hand, or a whip? She shuddered again. Her skin was tight. Sweating. The pain and pleasure of not knowing, what or when.
Her breasts felt heavy. Gravity was pulling them down. She liked the exposure of them, emphasised so strongly by the pink corset that wrapped elegantly under them. No! Like was not the word. She